Monday, May 26, 2003

today i should not be as tired as i am.. but i am. i went to bed at like midnight or 1am, and woke up at 11:30am, oh so tired. and the only reason i got out of bed was because i had to go to banana's dcm. but it was good, yay for free lunch. it was a smaller turn out, but still pretty good in size. i wish some more of the new officers from all the clubs would have came, but hey.. what can you do? me, personally.. i can't do anything.. i'm a has been.. yay us. :)

i was pretty good and went to the library, i watched west side story (the first time i'd ever seen it.. yes yes.. i know.. i'm horrible), and half of guys and dolls (the library was closing). all for my musical theater class, which i have a quiz on this thursday. i wish i could have taken this class pass/no pass.. dammit. but yea..i should have been studying tonight.. but i didn't.. i wasted time. i cleaned up some stuff a little... and then went out to arby's with trish. yay! we talked a little and shoved food in our mouths. it's good to catch up with old friends, i hope we'll still keep in touch once we all move away. came back, chatted online with people, talked on the phone, wasted time, pretended to do some banquet stuff, but not really. i do need to get crackin on that. i wish i could have a great big bbq tomorrow.. but alas, i have no money, no friends and no bbq. so maybe i'll be a nerd and go to the library or something. i still don't know if i need to go in for my internship or not.. we'll see.. i'll call tomorrow. or else i'll just go in on friday.

ps. job hunting sucks.

Saturday, May 24, 2003

so i am back in san diego, but feeling very antisocial ... well not antisocial, but very focused on me.. and if other people want to come hang out with me, that's all cool, but not wanting to put a huge amount of effort. i'm weird. or maybe i'm just super tired right now.

friday i hung out with sexy alice and after lunch we just chilled, and watched friends on her computer and then later she convinced me to go the strip club that night. lesson learned from that night.. yeah.. i'm definitely not a lesbian. i sat there and watched girls dance around and take off their bikinis (some were good, some were not so good) and was really really bored. a few thoughts ran through my head like "i wonder if they practice in those shoes before they can actually do anything" and "wow.. these guys in here are pretty skeezy" and "i bet hailes would enjoy a place like this" and most of all "i can't believe i paid $15 for this and i'm not even drunk" so yeah.. the highlight of my night was when they had the "amateur lap dance" contest.. and somehow alice wound up on stage as a "judge" but then they let her and the guy she was "competing" against give the strippers a lap dance. really.. it was no competition, alice shook her ass and gave that stripper a good show, along with the rest of the crowd. i almost thought alice was going to get a new job, but there were definitely a lot of eyes on alice.. too bad she couldn't collect tips. but she was really good, alice has found her calling. that night went back to alice's, we chatted a little bit and then went to bed. i got to sleep in her roommates oh-so-comfy-i-just-melted-into-the-mattress bed. it was nice... it was the best.

this morning went back to ben's and hung out a little with his roommie owen while angelee finished her sleep. passed out on the recliner and had crrrraaazy dreams about weird and funny things, and about dreaming in my dream, and telling someone about a dream that i dreamt while i was dreaming, in a dream that i was dreaming was happening in my dream. did that make sense to you? cuz it was weird... yea.. too many drugs.. or maybe just the right amount to make things interesting. :) went with angelee and dan to pick up their keg for their bbq that i missed.. sad. and then ben and angelee drove me to the airport. my fun adventure is over now... i passed out on the plane as well.. no dreams this time, or at least i think so. i was pretty out of it while i was at the airport too though, so i thought sleep would be best. back in sd, things in the apt haven't changed much of course.. only 3 more weeks (wow..and then i'll be gone forever) and i should do some homework, but i'll probably just sleep.. haha.

tomorrow is banana's first dcm, pretty exciting.. she's so cute when she leads. sakura and i are excited for the free food. yay. then maybe the gym (if i don't get lazy) and then homework.. i hope. it's been a pretty good week, it was fun to hang out and chill with angelee and ben, and alice too .. good times... i hope my graduation will be that fun and lovely.

Friday, May 23, 2003

i totally feel as if it's the weekend already.. well which it kind of is.. because it's 4pm on friday... but i feel like if the weekend's already over.. most likely because i have been playing all week.. it is my vacation. but i guess i deserve it.. hahah.. well as long as i pass my quiz.. and finish this class. shooot. so yea... last tuesday.. after my class i packed and left for berzerkley... sakura dropped me off at the airport, which was pretty empty.. yay.. and i got a good sead. whoo hoo.. and slept on the whole plane ride. much needed sleep.

got to angelee's, we ate dinner and tried to find a movie to watch, but ended just walking around the streets a little bit, walked into a bar that was way crowded, and then hung out a bit at the chia frat which is dan's frat house (theta delta chi) and saw brendan too. it's fun to see old high school friends. then we went back to ben's (angelee's bf) and chilled and ate cookies and ice cream.. mmmm... we spent the night there because we were all so wiped, and the next day went to La Note for breakfast/brunch. it was pretty good.. it was like this french breakfast place.. it was a bit pricey. but they had good desserts, which made it all worth it.. i got profiteroles.. mmmm. we got back to ben's and watched some tv, and we all took naps... it was kind of embarassing for me cuz i fell asleep on their couch and when i woke up both of the roomies were sitting there.. oops.. sorry. i just felt bad that this strange girl was sleeping on their couch and they couldn't watch tv .. although i'm sure i would have slept through it. that night one of ben's friends came into town and we went to this irish pub place called beckett's which was complete with a transgender singer and her gay saxaphone playing companion named "clarity" she/he did a bunch of cover songs and we watched for a bit after we finished our food. went to thalassa for some drinks and video games/pinball. all really chill stuff. i think the highlight of the night was when this guy was hitting on angelee, and asked her for her number, and she was like.. oh sorry.. i'm with my boyfriend. and then he was like.. "oh it's cool.. i have a girlfriend.. ya know..." (riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight) and then when she went to the bathroom.. he asks me.. "so what's the deal with bianca.. does she really have boyfriend.. or did she just say that?" and i was all like.. "umm you mean angelee?" and he's like.. "uh.. yea" right.. smooth guy. what a loser. but it was a good story. that night i stayed at angelee's sorority house. we had to drag a mattress up a flight of stairs for me to sleep.. yuk. but i'm sure it was much more comfortable than the hardwood floor.. so i guess it was all right. next day angelee's family came and we all trekked over to the greek theater for her graduation. my shoes did not like the walking and the hills much and i have two huge blisters to prove it. but it was alright.. i got a good sun tan.. and it was sooo hot, and a little boring (when they were reading the 400 some odd names) but i think the most uncomfortable part was the hard jagged rock/concrete seats. definitely not fun. but it was cute.. because when you write your name of the card.. they gotta read what you write.. so most of the names were pretty normal, some cute ones came in.. like jane "i love you mom" doe... that was cute. some guys tried to be funny and did like kyle boller, or george walker bush. made heads turn, esp. for the kyle boller one. and the cutest of them all was this guy who was like james "marry me patty" johnson (i don't know if the guy's name is right).. but it was so cute to have your proposal in your grad ceremony.. in front of all those people.. not super romantic because there was no like down on one knee (i'm sure it came later).. but the girl in front of him start spazzin out..so we think it was her.. it was way cute. i want to know if she accepted though. hahaha.. it would have be interesting (in that sad car wreck kind of way) if she rejected him in front of all those people .. like went through the line again and was like patty "no i will not marry you" piers.. or something like that.. (the last name is made up).. so yea.. that was the most interesting parts of the graduation, second to angelee's name being called of course. a little reception afterwards at the base of the campanile, punch and cookies :) and then dinner at this really nice froofy fancy italian place called oliveto's. dessert was to die for. i got strawberry shortcake.. it was goooood. definitely worth it. mmm.. that night hung out a bit.. rested our stuffed stomachs and then just hung out at ben's apt and then at his frat house.

today while angelee is packing.. i get to hang out with alice. hehe.. i'm on her computer while she's watching korean soap operas. haha.. we ate deep dish pizza at zachary's (my world is so centered around food) and came back to just chill. it's too hot to do anything outside.. esp since going to the beach isn't an option.. boo. alice is trying to convince me to go to a stripclub tonight.. and female stripclub.. riiiiiight. we'll see.. hahah.. but that's my exciting berkeley trip. i'm leaving tomorrow... which i was thinking maybe i should leave later, like hitch a ride with beth and ryan, but i should probably go back early so i can at least get some work done.. since i played all week. boo.. i'm missing a big bbq tomorrow though. crappy. dah well. i'll see how things work out. but it's been nice to get away from the craphole that is my apt. hehehe.

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

so it looks like this will be the last week better luck tomorrow will be in theaters... so go see it... esp. if you haven't already.. and if you have see it again. sadness...

Monday, May 19, 2003

today was an interesting day... but ended up really really good :)

last night.. i was kind of feeling anti-social, but in a weird way i still wanted to go out.. but i didn't.. hmm. does that even make sense? but when i finally decided to pass out and go to bed, vivian called and she picked me up and went to hang out with some of her friends. we ended up go to their friend's bday party and i had a good amount of jack flowing through my system and then come back to the slumber party that happened in my house. i walked through the door to find 10 people sprawled around my living room.. oops. so vivian and her friends gabe and aaron just hung out and chilled in my room, played some playstation and they had some leftover birthday party liquids. us plus tai's friends were being kind of loud, and we kind of pissed off brianne.. (sorry) but we were also in a non-caring mood. yuk. anyways.. so we hung out until sunlight, and one by one passed out. i got up to take gabe back home since vivian was passed out on my floor and he was being sooooo weird.. like a caged monkey.. he was throwing stuff around my room and yelling about how these foreigners kidnapped him.. i don't know. it was interesting. came back, slept, entertained vivian and aaron before they left.. and oh.. played some gta3.. yea baby... and went back to sleep. i did absolutely nothing productive today.. horrible.

vivian called and woke me up and we went to the jason mraz concert (oh yea). he is great.. i didn't know what to expect because the only other concert that i've seen him with the whole band was hob sunset and i didn't have a great time at that show, and did really enjoy it. buuuuuut he rocked my world tonight. i love rimac and i love ucsd even though so many people think it blows... i don't. vivian and i got there and chatted with some people we knew a bit.. the crispys, philly and fam, fran, jon, lindsay, the v's. etc. etc. i bought overpriced salty pretzel and cheese because i was starving and then a soda later on.. and couldn't squish up with jon and vivian so philly and i stood on the side. but it gave me more room to dance around and act like a fool. i gave philly some booty dances, and sang and totally enjoyed myself and the music. it was sooooo good... except for the snotty 12 yr old girls there.. i always hate when they invade my campus. i really liked the concert and had a good good time. i almost was going to cry too when he was playing better. i'm such a dork. afterwards we stood around and did some more talking with each other, with heather, with pete (yay. happy belated birthday.. like a month ago)... hah.. and although i kept wanting to leave.. it was good that we had dilly dallied so long and had stayed because i got to take some pix and see philly again before she was off to home, and their car battery had died, and i had actually coincidentally parked next to them, so they had jumpers and we revived their car. so.. i guess it was good that we were there so i could help them. i dropped vivian off, came home. watched fox rox.. yay.. it's fun to see the parts of the show in the pre-posted pieces, like when they tape the live show stuff, or the news .. and then see the finalized version. :) i'm sad i didn't get to go and help shoot today.. but also relieved cuz i got to sleep.

but on the downside.. i did nothing but play or sleep this weekend. i cleaned a little, but the house is trashed now so i have nothing to show for it. i really need to batten down the hatches and get real productive tomorrow cuz i'm going to berkeley this week... craaaaaaaazy. i have a "final" on tuesday cuz our teacher is leaving early (but don't worry.. i still have to go to class because we have substitute/guest teachers... who does that?! just let us go early!!) so i have a final poem reading on tuesday. i chose a hard hard poem (that philly actually picked out for me.. thanks) that i don't really totally understand, but it's also a love poem, and i have to read it with this great feeling of the most wonderful love in the world.. yea.. no experience to draw from.. great. and i'm way behind in musical theater..and i should go in and do the web stuff for my internship since i'm boning out all the rest of the week. i'm kind of scared about what my crazy berkeley friends have in store for me.. i hope i make it back in one piece.

Saturday, May 17, 2003

so i must be the lamest person in the world... there's a party in my living room and i'm sitting here on the internet bored off my ass. but.. in my defense... it's my roommate's party, and all her friends, that already all know each other and i really don't want to intrude. well.. not intrude.. but it's hard being the only person at a party that doesn't know everyone else. so that's that. i'm also kind of anti-social.. maybe i'm all partied out.

anyhoo.. the past week or so hasn't been too exciting. it seems pretty long, maybe because i haven't been sleeping much.. but this week has definitely seemed longer. finished working at the water polo championships... ucla won. blah blah blah... but it was pretty exciting and made me all nostalgic and wanting to be on a team again. that night there was a little bit of excitement.. or if you can call it that.. maybe more of a scare.. but i had to run my roommate to the hospital because she wasn't feeling well... and being the retarded person i am.. i got lost on the way to the hospital, and when i finally got there.. it was closed. yea... great. so i attempted to drive back home while dialing 911 so that they could meet us at the apt, and my roommate passed out. she had said she couldn't breathe, so i thought she was dead. i totally freaked out, and finally got through to 911, and stopped on the side of the road, cops, fire trucks, paramedics, sirens... all very interesting. went to the hospital, sat with her friends, and when they pumped her stomach and told her to stay away from the drugs and alcohol, at 5am we got to go home. all the excitement i need for one week... i came home to try and finish homework and the cki banquet invitations.

monday i got to go help on the shoot for fox rox (the show i intern for) and that was pretty fun...i don't really do much though, they're really self efficient, but at the same time i don't really know how to do much.. so yea... but it's alright. did more cki stuff, tuesday.. class and then had a dinner date with sakura. we went to world famous for $1 shrimp tacos.. yuuuuuum. they were so good. wednesday i went to my internship, did the web stuff, and then went to a meeting at school with my teacher and then the library. wow.. i was good for two hours. :) that night i stayed home and watched dawson's.. i totally thought i was going to cry.. (and did get a little teary eyed when jack was saying how jen was his soulmate...) but nicole laughed at me when i told her that i was sad it was the last one... and then called me halfway through asking if i was crying because she was a big bawling mess. hahahhaha. i had some good laughs. :) and by the way... the show ended all wrong. joey was supposed to be with dawson, that's just how it is, they're supposed to be together, they're soul mates.. doesn't anyone respect that anymore!! yea.. especially not people like nicole. "i guess it's pacey's creek now!!" and i quote. hah. anyways... it just totally ruined the show.. they need to have some new writers. but anyways... thursday was class, and then a painful abs and buns class, my abs still hurt. but that's a good thing right? i guess. haha.. came home and napped and then went out with brianne and angie to pb to hit some bars to celebrate brianne's license coming in the mail. i was dd, so whatevers, friday was sun god, i went to school with sakura and checked out some of the daytime activities, and then later went back with vivian and bryce and did the bouncie house activities and then watched some of the concert. it was a good time and i had some really good nachos.. mmm... afterwards angie came and got us and we went to pb again and just hung out at pb bar and grill and danced and drank a little...

today i woke up late late.. to make up for all the sleep i wasn't getting this week.. and helped my roommate clean up some for her party. i watched sweet home alabama...awww.. and then chatted on the phone a little bit with my favorite person from alabama, pete, about all his scandalous adventures. hahahah. i tried to start cleaning and packing up my room to get ready to move.. but i just can't... i have no self discipline, or maybe i'm just lazy.. but i don't want to do anything.. maybe i'll get in my bed and watch another movie. i am definitely not feeling super social right now.. i'm real tired.. which make no sense because i slept so much this weekend. hmm.. it seems as if the party is dying down.. maybe i can creep out and find something to do.

Sunday, May 11, 2003

la la la la la .... i'm pretty wiped out.. spent a lot of time in the sun.. water polo championships (and i forgot my sunglasses... grrr) and then a little bit of pb block party. i was kind of sad that our school didn't make it into the championships.. :( but it was very interesting.. i wanted indiana to win... haahha..against sssssstanfurd. and ucla and lmu.. i didn't know who i wanted to win.. but i guess it never really matters what i want. and then it made me all nostalgic.. wishing i played polo in high school. but anyways. i ate so many cookies. AND... they weren't just regular cookies, they were those doubletree cookies that nicole and armando are so crazy about. i never knew what they were talking about.. but i guess i do now because i ate like 5 of them.. and then took some home. haahah.. doubletree made a bunch for our tournament. :) too bad they have nuts :(

afterwards i drove down to pb for the block party, but i was pretty late, but it still took FOREVER to find parking. and i drove by a bunch of people who were having these huge parties. shoot.. i wish i had lived in pb. afterwards went with vivian, dave, jen, heather, and angie to world famous where they we got crappy service... ugh. but i had some good food. i definitely need to go to $1 shrimp tacos.. mmmmm... came back.. chilled.. i'm super super wiped.. and probably should do some homework before i go to sleep. i'm so horrible. hmm.. work again tomorrow..it'll definitely be nice when i get this paycheck. it'll probably pay for my icon crap and credit card bills... boo. i need to get a job.. but hey.. maybe i can just get carrie to be my sugar momma!! :)

Saturday, May 10, 2003

so i'm in a fairly better mood than i started off the day in. which is good. i guess i was just super frustrated with everything.. the roommates, the friends, the parents, school, circle k.. etc. and everything just got to me. i'm just odd and get in those weird anti-social moods where i don't really feel like dealing with too many people or too many situations... but inevitably still i must.

today i went to my internship... i thought i was going to go out and shoot today, but i ended up just doing a lot of research and stupid junk.. but it's still pretty cool. i took a break to go to the kiwanis luncheon, but i guess they either cancelled it, or they moved it because it wasn't where they usually have it. i drove around downtown la jolla for an hour trying to find the right place... but no luck. so that put me in my already disdain mood. took a small nap, went back to my internship, then after not really doing anything.. i went back home. i guess i was just in a sour mood from yesterday already that every small thing just made it worse. and especially you because i was also having an ugly day. you know, where you just look, feel so blech? i was tired, my pores are huge, i had a big zit, my hair sucked, my teeth were yellow, and my clothes are all too tight. i was not so happy today. i came home, cleaned the kitchen, tried to take care of some cki crap and then back home. lots of useless driving around. came back, ate some, watched a bit of tv, talked a bit with tayyabeh and chilled. tried to clean my room some. but i was also very antsy.. nothing really satisfied me, i didn't want to go out, i didn't want to stay in. i'm so fussy. but i started cleaning, which is kind of good, because when i'm in a bad mood i tend to throw more things away, and not keep useless stuff just for sentimental value. i talked to sakura and we vented about our crappy lives, and after her story, mine seemed so much less insignificant... and then later she came over and we watched One Hour Photo. it was kind of creepy in that skeevy kind of way, it was a lot less scarier than i thought it would be. and michael vartan is way hot and nekkid in the movie. whoo.

so anyways.. after that.. i somehow feel a bit more at ease. just a nice night at home with a friend, and no retarded roommate interaction. although... (here comes my ranting) i must say that she definitely making me chomp at the bit. in two days our cable and internet is going to get shut off because one of the inhabitants that i share my rathole with refuses to pay the cable bill... (and hasn't paid it for the past two months) and this month the part that can be paid isn't enough to keep our service on. damn you vivian for moving out. so... if i'm not around.. this is why. i'm sure once the cable gets shut off she'll have a panic attack and re-connect the service... but only after then. tell me... how can you have a full time job and not have enough money to pay for anything? and it's not like it's a one time case.. it's been like this since i moved in... not paying rent/phone/gas & electric/cable bills on time... or even sometimes at all. argh!! it's so frustrating and annoying.. because i can't do the things i need to do when our things get shut off because of her. ugh. so i'll stop now... if you ever meet this girl... don't live with her.

so i'm working this weekend.. which kind of sucks because i was supposed to go back to torrance for that whole mother's day thing. which, i guess in my current mood maybe better for me. i'm working at the women's ncaa water polo championships.. which is always fun. just too bad it's women's. anyhoo.. time to go watch a happy movie now and go to bed. long day tomorrow..

Friday, May 09, 2003

beth is so gay- but in that such-a-devoted-girlfriend-it-makes-you-want-to-puke kind of gay. love you beth.

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Thursday, May 08, 2003

this is my lazy (well... laziest.. cuz i guess i'm ALWAYS lazy) week. i skipped abs and buns both days.. tuesday because i was so god awful tired from getting only 1 hour of sleep because i was doing my musical theater paper (which by the way.. was the biggest piece of crap ever... what a waste of paper.. it wasn't even good enough to wipe your ass with)... but that's besides the point. my failing academia is another blog topic for another day.

hmm.. monday.. most of the day i sat around.. tried to do my paper. it was really hard to focus and concentrate.. because i didn't feel that looming pressure of needing to do it because i had more than 8 hours. hah. i'm so horrible. so yea.. met with my voice teacher to talk about my poem.. came back and did my paper. ate a lot of crap.. i've gained so much weight in the past week. it's unsightly.. i guess i shouldn't have ditched those abs and buns classes huh? anyhoo.. lazied around.. had good conversations with my new roommate.. who i'm loving more each day :) talked to carrie for four hours on the phone (yes.. bad me. i know) and then stayed up forever doing my paper.

tuesday.. class, finish paper, class, then nap time. yay. i love sleeping. meeting for cki banquet.

wednesday.. internship- watched a little editing, did website stuff, saw them tape the band. it was this "band" - they were more like a freestyle group.. they were really funny though .. they sang/rapped this song called bill gates (he owes me five dollars).. funny stuff. what's even funnier is that one of the lead singers works at sea world (whoo hoo) and he got like $50,000 from star 100.7 for some contest and now he's a dj or something.. or i don't know... but it was very interesting. they were really funny guys.. you should check them out.. they're called bad credit (i doubt they're huge or anything.. but maybe.. you never know). after interning i went to friday's with jill and got free food for the commuter/transfer social. yay. i love friday's... especially if it's free. saw someone that i hadn't seen in awhile... it was ... interesting hahah. came back.. chilled, watched dawson's creek.. and i was totally going to cry... i'm sooo bawling next week. i can't believe it's ending.. so sad :( yes. i'm a big geek.. i know. watch south park, that was frikkin hilarious, and then had a gay apartment meeting. it was so dumb.. and pointless. but i learned that one of my roommates might move back home because her dad had a heart attack and even though she got kicked out, they called her up and wanted her to come home to spend time with her dad... you know.. just in case. but while we were talking about it, i was like.. you should definitely go back home, and my other roommate (who is crazy and everyone dislikes.. unless you really need to get laid, then you should be her best friend) was saying how if she went back home it would put her in such a jam. i was bothered that she was that selfish, although it didn't surprise me because i think i expected it from her... isn't that sad? that i knew that she would bring it to a level of it being about her and her needs, when there's a girl who's dad's health is in trouble, and she's worried about what she's going to do? please.. she just needs someone to mooch off of. ew.. it makes me sick. i can't wait until i get out of here... even if it is back home to where i get treated like i'm twelve.

so after that i tried to do my homework.. and i took a nap.. and manny was supposed to call me!! thanks a lot for not calling! :P so i went to class unprepared and with no homework in hand, ate lunch, went to my musical theater class, drifted off a few times towards the end.. was wishy washy about going to abs and buns, and at the last minute we didn't go. (horrible!!) and came back, listened to showboat and napped. woke up, tv.. yay friends. "you look stop-eating hot!!" hahahahha. i called home .. and i don't know why or what happens, but everything just boils down to those unhappy moments and my parents and i just always end up fighting. and i know that in the end its their concern for me (no matter how restrictive) and love that makes them so anal.. but i just wish it wasn't so hard all the time. that we didn't have to disagree on so many things and that it's always a fighting situation. and plus the fact that i have no job, and will inevitably have to end up moving home will be the death of me... it makes me dread the summer... which is sad. i just don't know what i can do.. i can't be what they want me to be.. i just can't..even if they're my parents.. because it's just asking too much.. our views are too different and the kind of person they want me to be isn't really a person at all... so yea. needless to say i'm in an crummy mood. even moreso than before..

i also got this email from this guy at the "meeting connection" who is doing cki registration for icon... saying he lost everyone's cc numbers while he was trying to transfer data over... and some other people got in a hissy fit and didn't think they should resend that kind of info through email or call this guy who .. maybe he's not even legit (although ... i'm sure he is.. but who knows)... but.. in my anti-social tirade .. maybe it's a sign.. that i don't need to go to icon (even if it gets me out of the house for a week or two).. i've been hearing about those tornadoes in the midwest.. killing people.... horrid. and plus.. i dunno.. it just makes it easier for me to hide in my room and not do anything... which seems so dandy to me right now. poop.

Monday, May 05, 2003

i gave in... but only because it's disney, and because i'm procrastinating... yet some more.

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Sunday, May 04, 2003

procrastination... procrastination....why do i always do it? i have an 8 page paper that our teacher gave us the prompt for a month ago.. due on tuesday.. and i haven't even started. and i played all weekend.. horrible horrible horrible. and i always tell myself that i'm going to start early.. and nonetheless.. i never do. so anyways...

thursday.. class, lunch with sakura and hailes, abs n buns, and then i went to shoot with my internship. that was pretty exciting to actually help out on the shoot and watch them do the news stuff and the show. setting up lights and camera stuff and feel quasi-important. i also caught a mistake, so they could fixed it and i felt all smart and not just a pee-on intern. they invited me to go out afterwards, which i wish i could have, but i lagged, and got really tired, and so sakura ended just leaving in the morning.. i suck.. boo.. i'm retarded.

friday.. sakura and i left sd at the buttcrack of dawn to go pick rupert up at his lax hotel. we were ordered to hang out with him through the request of the international vice president.. she penciled us in to his busy schedule. but anyhoo we picked him up and went to disneyland (YAY!!) yea yea.. nicole turned me into a disney whore... so we met ryan billings at Disneyland.. had a whole ton of fun, went to California Adventures where rupert fell asleep in the Aladdin show.. so we decided no more shows and just went on rides.. rupert is an interesting fellow. he'd only eat french fries.. because he didn't like our food, but on the whole he said he doesn't really like eating, and doesn't really like sleeping. WHO DOESN'T EAT OR SLEEP? it's the most precious times of our days.. and i felt bad because he always had this perpetual look of boredom on his face, but he tells us that he had fun.. so i guess that's okay. afterwards.. Nicole and Petey came and met us at Disneyland and California (and it was raining) and we went on some more rides, then met with Irene, Andrew, Chris, Carrie and a whole bunch of other people and ate dinner at Rainforest Cafe.. where we waited for a ridiculously long amount of time.. and i let them know it too. hahahah.. i *swear* i was not flirting with the waiter.. i was just getting what i paid for, and letting him know that we waited a ridiculous amount of time. and hey.. if it got us free dessert.. fine.. but i wasn't flirting.. you bastards. anytime i'm nice to anyone.. whether it be a cop, or a waiter.. they always think i'm doing something else. jeez. anyhoo.. we were leaving and these people had a dead battery.. i felt pretty bad because the girl looked like she was crying and she said they had been waiting in the parking structure for two hours because the disney security people wouldn't help them, and the triple a people couldn't get in the structure because it was closed... so with billings' jumper cables they helped get their car started... rupert is so handy.

the next day i slept like all day.. woke up to eat, then went back to sleep. i was supposed to go to the library and costco.. but i slept, and they were closed by the time i woke up.. damn them for closing early. went to eat with beth and ryan... we all bickered.. i watched beth and ryan bicker.. hehehe.. but it was good hanging out with them... we just like to have intelligent conversations. later.. got dragged out by carrie and armando to go clubbing with all of them.. nicole, rupert, petey, billings, shirin, ali, alice, etc. etc... i really didn't want to go.. i was in a bad mood, a lame mood.. i talked to carrie, and i talked to nicole, and then armando called me like 4 times at the request of ms. carrie chen... and then i told him i wasn't sure.. and i'd call him back later.. then he had rupert call me, and then carrie called me, and after her incessant whining, and the bombardment of phone calls i finally gave in. went to some ghetto, 18 and up, asian club, with pictures of naked girls all around, a smelly bathroom and where the drinks were $6 and the water was $4... please. but it was a good time i guess.. i was really tired.. and got ambushed .. but i'm sure you can read about that somewhere else from someone who thought it was much funnier than i did... but anyhoo.. it was good time dancing with all the circle k friends.. hahha.. ali is the worst dancer ever.. hahahahahah. went to tommy's afterwards.. and then got dropped off at home .. thanks armando!! but not without some drunk dialing from manny.. hahahaha he told me not to talk to loud because he was about to fall over. i also have his drunken voicemail message..who wants to hear it? :)

today i just did some last minute stuff.. lagged again of course... sorry sakura... i suck. (again) and went to the library for my research paper (that i'm not doing right now) and drove back with sakura (actually.. she drove, i slept) and went to the paradise banquet, came back, hung out with ryan billings for a bit, and now.. i'm just sitting here.. not doing my paper. we were supposed to have a "house meeting" and i got a lot of crap because they didn't think i'd be here, and i was here, but my other roommate wasn't... retard-os. anyways.. i should probably at least start my paper.. open those books that i bought :P.. can someone please do it for me? pretty please? with a cherry on top? (*insert shudder from bad memories about conversations from friday night dinner*)

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

so i really should be asleep now, or going to sleep a lot earlier than i have been. i'm so retarded.. i had NO reason to stay up this late.. it's not like i'm still getting home at midnight or anything. today i answered the phone and my roommate asked me why i was home... she said "you're never home" hahaha.. now i guess my roommates will have to get used to me being around for the next 6 weeks.. unless i find some hot guy to shack up with. riiiiiiiiiiight.. that's brianne's job. anyways..

i've been watching a lot of tv, to make up for my lack there of.. hahahh.. i should at least get something out of my ridiculously high cable bill. today.. i watched cruel intentions 2.. which is possibly one of the worst movies in the world. even though it's 2.. it's supposed to be a prequel... but it's like almost the exact same thing, but horrible-er... horrible-est.. it's SOOOOO bad. i have no idea why i watched it.. its like that whole morbid curiosity thing. but at least i know i'm not alone in my crazyness..both carrie and nicole have seen it (they probably watched it together) and proceeded to tell me it was bad (after i had already told them i just watched one of the worst movies ever)... thanks for the warning guys ;) anyways...

monday.. i spent watching tv, cleaned my room a little. today jill called this morning in a weird panic of all this bad stuff happening, but she had to come over and use my computer, so i let her in as i was leaving for class, hugged her, and left for class. yes.. i'm a good friend. i know. class, abs n buns.. and working out. i ran into Michael.. which was fun.. I haven't seen him in awhile. I'm on this big whole "i want to hang out with everyone i've ever been friends with at UCSD before i leave" kick. i think it's the whole graduating thing.. and being sad i probably won't see these people. :P i have a 8 page paper due in a week, which i haven't started of course.. but i'm a little worried because my ta is a smart smart man... and so is the teacher.. and i don't want them to think i'm a complete idiot. yet.. due to my innate slacker qualities.. i feel no sense of urgency to start. i am horrible.

today was hailes' bday.. (happy birthday!!) michelle, carli, sakura and i took him out to bj's for pizza and pizookie's and i bought him and ice cream cake, and there were trick candles (hahahahah) and we almost burned bj's down. well not really.. but we melted the little soccer guys on hailes' cake (yea.. i know.. soccer.. but i just picked it for the flavor.. there were no nerdy kids playing computers on top of the cakes.) oh well.

anyhoo.... i should get to bed.. or pretend to do something productive. internship tomorrow.. and maybe i'll actually study.. hmm.. why do i feel like i have something to do.... hahah.. maybe it's just go to free scoop night at baskin robbin's.. :) yum. piggy.. oink oink. ooh.. maybe to a bar... hmmmm....

Monday, April 28, 2003

oh... so i forgot to mention that yesterday i was in a crappy mood because i almost got a ticket because of cki. well.. not completely because of cki.. but yea. so i was rushing to sun god to meet up for half marathon.. because i thought everyone was leaving (which everyone was) and i didn't know where we were supposed to meet, or how we were getting there. so i was totally speeding towards campus, and then on campus, i was speeding, and blowing past all the stop signs. the very last one happened to be in front of a cop.. which by the way wasn't even in a cop car!! it was a plain car, with light under the car.. which i thought was like some asian racer car... who can blame me. so stopped in the sun god parking lot and some man came up to me and told me turn off my engine and asked if i had a license, he checked it, and didn't give me a ticket.. i'm assuming i got a warning and since i didn't have any other tickets/warnings he let me off this time. i played the sad tired volunteer girl, telling him that i was really sorry, and i was only rushing because i thought i was late to a volunteer project and that they would leave me behind. emphasis on the word volunteer. i didn't tell him that also it was because it was 4:45am and no one in their right mind should be awake and on campus, let alone cops. but anyways.. i'm glad that i didn't get a ticket.. because i would have been so pissed.. and i hate cso's.. what jerks.
so i can finally have my life back now.. i'm free of rehearsals, line notes, props.. etc. and now i'm sleeping :) i slept 17 of the past 24 hours and it feels real good :)

last week we had tech... it was insane.. a little boring because i just sit backstage and not really do anything. there's so little props, no scene changes.. nothing for me to do really. but it was fun.. friday night we opened... i got presents.. yay :) eva gave me a plant, lilach gave me a flower, dave gave me a hug and barry gave me a book. so cute :) that night there was a get together at rock-bottom, so lilach and i went for a little bit, and then we went to friday's. i guess maybe we just felt like we didn't fit in too much... all the grad students tend to keep to each other mostly. at friday's we ran into sheida and ate dinner with her there.. and then afterwards i met up with vivian and angie at pb bar & grill and after a night of chaos.. didn't get to bed until 5am. not the wisest choice see as how i had to be at school at 8:30am... yea.. my ass was definitely dragging that day.

saturday we had 3 shows... they were all pretty good.. the morning one was the best. i worked on a collage that i gave to the cast and crew.. like a good job present. i'm such a nerd. afterwards, went to the reception at the baldwin's house in del mar. it was pretty fun, talked to people and drank wine. :) hahaha. afterwards, went home and debated whether or not to sleep for the la jolla half marathon, but vivian called me and i went downtown to hang out with her and angie and aran, nick, scott and friends... we went to denny's and just chilled. at least it gave me something to do... went to la jolla half marathon.. worked traffic and the water stations. it got kind of crazy.. too many runners. but i have mad respect for people who can run 13 miles. or even the people who did the 5K... i probably couldn't do it if my life depended on it. i got free jamba juice, pat and oscar's breadsticks and naked juice. yay for free stuff.

on the way home i passed by gap, so i dropped in to say hi. they asked me if i wanted to come back.. so that's something i'll have to think about. i'm kind of enjoying not working and having time to just sit on my lazy ass.. but i'm also not enjoying my broke-ness. came home... passed out.. slept for 9 hours. my roommate was amazed because she said she had her friends over, was playing loud music, some people were wrestling, and she couldn't believe i slept through it all. i ate some dinner, watched harry potter and then went back to sleep.

today i'm supposed to be doing some junk.. but i really just feel like lying in bed all day. hahahah.. and i feel like going to eat at ichiban's.. i'll have to call jill. and i want to go to disneyland... hehehehe.. so many things that i want to do.. except the things i'm supposed to be doing. is that the way it always is?

Friday, April 25, 2003

a letter from my sister:

BETTER LUCK TOMORROW is going to be in theaters nearly everywhere this week- opening April 25th- in over 400 theaters in our 3rd week! Please help us
email all the theaters to your friends everywhere!!! MTV Films is really looking at this weekend to see how we do in a wide release, and it'll determine if this film is deemed a fluke or a success.

This is listed by state, city and theater circuit. I have left off Florida, as they are working with those theaters right now.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/betterlucktomorrow
http://www.betterlucktomorrow.com

THANK YOU AGAIN-
Joan


BLT THEATERS- third week- opening April 25th
(subject to change- check your local listings!)

State City Theatre Circuit
AK Anchorage Century Anchorage 16 CENTURY
ARK Little Rock Market St Cinema INDEPENDENT
AZ Avondale Harkins Gateway Pavillions 18 HARK
AZ Phoenix AMC Deer Valley 30 AMC
AZ Phoenix Mesa Grande 24 AMC
** changed- AZ Phoenix Arizona Mills
AZ Tucson Century El Con 20 CENTURY
AZ Tucson Catalina Theatre LOEWS
BC Vancouver Granville Loews
CA Alhambra Edwards Atlantic 10 Regal
CA Aliso Viejo Edw Aliso Viejo 20 Regal
CA Berkeley Shattuck Landmark
CA Brea Edw Brea Stadium 22 Regal
CA Burbank AMC Burbank 14 AMC
CA Chatsworth Winnetka 21 PACIFIC
CA Citrus Heights Century 16 Greenback Lane CENTURY
CA Contra Costa, North Century 16 Downtown CENTURY
CA Covina AMC Covina 30 AMC
CA Daly City Century Century
CA Daly City Empire Cinema 3 CENTURY
CA Del Mar San Marcos Stadium Regal
CA Del Mar Temecula Stadium 15 Regal
CA Dublin Hacienda Crossing 20 Regal
CA East Oakland Jack London Cinema 9 SIGNATURE
CA Emeryville UA Movies 10 Regal
CA Fresno Edwards Fresno 21 Regal
CA Fresno (south) Manchester Stadium 16 SIGNATURE
CA Fullerton Fullerton 10-Plx AMC
CA Garden Grove Garden Grove 16 Regal
CA Glendale Mann Glendale Exch MANN
CA Irvine Spectrum Regal
CA Sacramento - Century Laguna 16 CENTURY
CA Los Angeles Arclight Pacific
CA Los Angeles Century 14 AMC
CA Los Angeles Bridge Cinema DeLux NATIONAL
AMUSEMENTS
CA Mission Vejo Rancho Niguel 8 MANN
CA Manhattan Beach Beach Cities Cin 16 PACIFIC
CA Marina Del Ray Marina Marketplace LOEWS
CA Milpitas Century 20 Great Mall CENTURY
CA Modesto Brenden's Modesto 18 BRENDN
CA Mountain View Century 16 CENTURY
CA National City Palm Promenade 24 AMC
CA North Cerritos Galaxy Theatre Regal
CA North Marin Century Northgate CENTURY
CA Norwalk AMC Norwalk 20 AMC
CA Orange Block AMC
CA Orange County Century Stadium 25 CENTURY
CA Pasadena UA Market Place
CA Puente Hills AMC Puente Hills 20 AMC
CA Richmond/Pinole Century 16 Hilltop CENTURY
CA Riverside Ultrplex 18 CSTR
CA Roseville Olympus Pointe 12 Regal
CA Sacramento Century Stadium 14 CENTURY
CA San Diego Madstone Madstone
CA San Diego Mission Valley AMC
CA San Diego AMC La Jolia 12 AMC
CA San Diego Mira Mesa Stadium 18 Regal
CA San Francisco AMC Van Ness 1000 AMC
CA San Francisco Metreon Loews
CA San Francisco Vogue Theatre
CA San Jose Camera 1 Nybloom
CA San Jose Camera 3 Nybloom
CA San Jose East Century Capitol 16 CENTURY
CA San Luis Obispo Palm Theatre INDEPENDENT
CA Santa Barbera Fiesta five MET
CA Santa Clara Mercado 20 AMC
CA Santa Cruz (Downtown) Cinema 9 SIGNATURE
CA Santa Monica Mann Criterion 6 MANN
CA Sherman Oaks Galleria Stadium 16 PACIFIC
CA South Bay AMC Rolling Hills AMC
CA South Long Beach Marina Pacifica AMC
CA Stockton Holiday 8 SIGNATURE
CA Torrance Southbay 16 AMC
CA Tustin Edw Stadium 10 Regal
CA Union City Century Century
CA Universal City Cine Odeon 18plx LOEWS
CA Vallejo Century 14 Vallejo CENTURY
CA Ventura Century 16 CENTURY
CA West Covina West Covina 18 Regal
CA West Hollywood Beverly Ctr Cineplex LOEWS
CA West Long Beach Long Beach Stadium Regal
CA Westwood National MANN
CA Winchester (San Jose) Century 25 Theater CENTURY
CA Woodland Hills AMC's Promenade 16 AMC
CO Boulder Magnolia 6 ESP
CO Denver Mayan silacq
CO Denver Madstone Theatres madstn
CO Denver Cenutry Aurora 16 CENTURY
CO Denver Arapahoe Crossing 16 CSAVE
CO Denver Meadows 12 Theatre Regal
CO Denver AMC Westminster 24 AMC
CT Hartford Cinema City HOYTS
CT Manchester S/C Buckland Hills NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
** changed- CT North Haven NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
DC North Bethesda White Filnt 5 LOEWS
DC South Bethesda Bethesda 10 Regal
DC Washington Georgetown Loews
GA Athens Beechwood Cinema GATH
GA Atlanta Phipps AMC
GA Atlanta Hollywood 24 Regal
GA Atlanta Barrett Commons 24 AMC
GA Atlanta Medlock Crossing 18 Regal
Guam Guam Guam 14 WALLACE
HI Hilo Prince Kuhio Theatre WALLACE
HI Honolulu Koko Marina 8 PACIFIC
HI Honolulu Kahala Mall PACIFIC
HI Honolulu Dole Cannery 18 SIGNATURE
HI Honolulu Victoria Ward All Stadium PACIFIC
HI Kailua Kailua Theatre WALLACE
HI Kailua Ko Olau 10 WALLACE
HI Kaneohe Windward Stadium 10 SIGNATURE
HI Kona Makalapua Cinemas WALLACE
HI Kona Keauhou Cinemas 7 PACIFIC
HI Lahaina Front St Theatres WALLACE
HI Maui Maui Mall Megaplex WALLACE
HI Maui Kukui Mall Theatre PACIFIC
HI Oahu Kapolei 16 Theatres PACIFIC
HI Oahu Millani 14 Theatre PACIFIC
HI Pearl City Pearlridge West PACIFIC
HI Pearl Highlands Pearl Highlands 12 SIGNATURE
IA Des Moines Fleur Cinema & CafÃŽ INDEPENDENT
ID Boise Edwards Boise 21 Regal
IL Chicago Esquire Loews
IL Chicago City North 14 Cinema AMC
IL Chicago Crown Village Crossing CROWN
IL Chicago AMC S Barrington AMC
IL Chicago Sony Crestwood LOEWS
**added- IL Champaign GKC Beverly
IL Evanston Century Century
IL Gurnee Gurnee Cinema MARC
IL Oakbrook Yorktown Cinem 18 AMC
IL Schaumburg Streets of Woodfield LOEWS
IL Warrenville AMC Cantera 30 AMC
IN Indianapolis Castleton Square AMC
IN South Bend Showplace 16 KERS
KS Lawrence South Wind 12 WALLACE
LA Baton Rouge Siegen Lane X Regal
LA New Orleans Elmwood 20 AMC
MA Boston Boston Commons Loews
**added- MA Brookline National Amusements Circle
MA Cambridge Harvard Square Loews
MA Danvers Liberty Tree 20 LOEWS
MA Framingham Framingham 15 AMC
MA Lowell S/C Lowell NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
MA N.E. Lawrence Loews Methuen 20 LOEWS
MA Revere S/C Revere NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
MA Worcester S/C Wprcester North NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
MD Baltimore Charles Mansour
MD Bowie Bowie Crossing 14 Regal
MD Gaithersburg Rio 18 LOEWS
MD Hanover Egyptian 24 MUVICO
MD White Marsh White Marsh 16 LOEWS
ME Portland Nickelodeon 6 INDEPENDENT
MI Ann Arbor State 4 Ann Arbor INDEPENDENT
Mi Birmingham Uptown 8 Theatre CINSDA
MI Detroit Star Great Lakes 25 LOEWS
MI Detroit Star Fairlane Theatre LOEWS
MI Detroit AMC Livonia 20 AMC
MI Detroit Emagine Novi 18 INDEPENDENT
Mi Detroit Star Southfield 20 LOEWS
MI Lakeside Forum 30 AMC
MI Mt. Clemens Star Gratiot 21 LOEWS
MN Minneapolis Brooklyn Center 20 Regal
MN Minneapolis Mall of America AMC
MN Minneapolis Southdale 16 Megastar MEGASR
MN Roseville Har Mar Theatre AMC
MN St. Paul Marcus Oakdale MARC
MN St. Paul Showplace 16 KERS
MO Columbia Stadium 14 WALLACE
MO Kansas City Town Center AMC
MO Kansas City Palace CINEMARK
MO Olathe Studio AMC
MO St. Louis Chase Park Plaza INDEPENDENT
MO St. Louis Ronnies WEHR
MO St. Louis West Olive AMC
NC Cary Crossroads 20 CONSOLIDATED
NC Chapel Hill Varsity Theater INDEPENDENT
NC Charlotte Stonecrest @ Piper Regal
NC Charlotte Starlight Stadium 14 EFC
NC Charlotte Park Terrace 6 Thea CONSOLIDATED
NC Durham Wynnsong Cinema 15 CARMIKE
NC Greensboro Carousel 20 ITBS
NC Huntersville Movies @ Birkdale 16 EFC
NE Omaha Oakview 24 AMC
NJ N. Hamilton AMC Hamilton 24 AMC
NM Albuquerque Century Rio 24 CENTURY
NM Four Hills UA Highridge 8 Regal
NM Santa Fe Devargas Center Regal
NV East Las Vegas Century 18 Sam's Town CENTURY
NV Las Vegas Century Orleans 18 CENTURY
NV Reno (Downtown) Riverside 12 CENTURY
NV South Las Vegas Colonnade 14 Regal
NV West Las Vegas Village Square 18 Regal
NY Albany Spectrum Theatre 7 Florin
NY Bronx Whitestone Multiplex 14 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
NY Bronx Bay Plaza Cinema 13 AMC
NY Brooklyn Bam Rose Cinemas 4 INDEPENDENT
NY Buffalo Maple Ridge AMC
NY Clifton Commons Clifton Commons 16 AMC
NY Commack Commack Multiplex 15 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
NY Crossgates Crossgates Regal
NY East Brunswick New Brunswick Thea 18 LOEWS
NY East Hanover E Hanover 12 LOEWS
NY East New York Linden Multiplex 14 NATIONAL
AMUSEMENTS
NY Eastern Hills Eastern Hills Cin Dipson
NY Edgewater Edgewater Mulitplex 16 NATIONAL
AMUSEMENTS
NY Edison Edison Cinemas 8 CLRVW
NY Elizabeth Loews Jersey Gardens LOEWS
NY Emerson Emerson Quad CLRVW
NY Farmingdale Farmingdale Mult 14 Natural Amusements
NY Great Neck Squire Sevenplex CLRVW
NY Greenburgh Greenburgh Multiplex NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
NY Holtsville Island Multiplex 16 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
NY Ithaca Fall Creek Pictures FRONTR
NY Jersey City Newport Centre 11 LOEWS
NY New York Kips Bay 15 LOEWS
NY Menlo Park Menlo Pk Cinemas 12 LOEWS
NY Monmouth Mall Monmouth Mall 15 LOEWS
NY Nassau County Roosevelt Field 8 LOEWS
NY New Rochelle New Roc City 18 + IMAX Regal
NY New York Empire AMC
NY New York Chelsea Clearview
NY New York Angelika City Cinema
NY New York Lincoln Square Loews
NY Nyack Palisades Center 22 LOEWS
NY Queens College Point Multiplex NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
NY Rochester Henrietta Cinema 18 Regal
NY Secaucus Meadow Plaza Eight LOEWS
NY South Buffalo Quaker Crossing 18 Regal
NY Staten Island Staten Island 16 Regal
NY Stonybrook Stonybrook 15 LOEWS
NY Syracuse Carousel Mall Cinema Regal
NY Valley Stream Sunrise Multiplex 14 NATIONAL
AMUSEMENTS
NY Wayne Wayne (sony) 14 LOEWS
OH Canton Tinseltown 15 CINEMARK
OH Cincinnati Esquire 6 DJH
OH Cincinnati Newport on the Levy 20 AMC
OH Cincinnati Kenwood Towne Centre 5 NATIONAL
AMUSEMENTS
OH Cleveland Centrum madstn
OH Cleveland Cobblestone Square 20 Regal
OH Cleveland Cinemark 24 CINEMARK
OH Columbus Lennox 24 AMC
OH Columbus Drexel Grandview 1 INDEPENDENT
OH Dayton Hollywood 20 Regal
OH Dayton Showcase Dayton South NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
OK Norman Spotight WALLACE
OK Oklahoma City AMC Quail Springs 24 AMC
OK Tulsa AMC Southroads 20 AMC
ON Toronto Eglinton Town Center Loews
ON Toronto Varsity Loews
OR East Portland Century Eastport 16 CENTURY
OR Portland Fox Regal
OR Portland Lloyd Center Regal
OR Springfield Cinemark 17 CINEMARK
OR West Portland Tigard Cinema Regal
PA Bensalem AMC Neshaminy 24 AMC
PA Cherry Hill Cherry Hill 24 LOEWS
PA Philadelphia Riverview Plaza 17 Regal
PA Philadelphia Marketplace 24 Regal
PA Philadelphia Plymouth Meeting 10 Regal
PA Pittsburgh Squirrel Hill INDEPENDENT
PA Warrington Warrington Crossing 22 Regal
RI Downtown Providence Hoyts Providence Place HOYTS
RI East Providence S/C Route 6 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
RI South Providence S/C Warwick 15 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
SC Charleston Charles Towne Sq 18 Regal
SC Columbia Columbiana Grande 14 CONSOLIDATED
TN Franklin Thoroughbred 20 CARMIKE
TN Knoxville Downtown West Regal
TN Memphis Pardiso Cinema 14 MALCO
TN Nashville Green Hills 16 Regal
TX Austin Westgate 11 Regal
TX Austin Gateway 16 Regal
TX College Station Movies 16 CINEMARK
TX Dallas Angelika City Cinema
TX Dallas Mesquite 30 AMC
TX Dallas AMC Grand 24 AMC
TX Dallas Keystone Park 16 LOEWS
TX Dallas MacArthur Market Place Regal
TX El Paso Tinseltown Usa 20 CINEMARK
TX Fort Worth Grapevine Mills 30 AMC
TX Fort Worth Parks at Arlington 18 AMC
TX Ft. Worth Hulen UA
TX Garland Galaxy 9 Regal
TX Houston Studio AMC
TX Houston Angelika City Cinema
TX Houston Gulf Pointe 30 AMC
TX Houston Edwards Grand Palace Regal
TX Houston AMC Willowbrook 24 AMC
TX Houston Tinseltown Westchase CINEMARK
TX Houston Edwards Marq*E Stadium Regal
TX Legacy Cinemark 24 CINEMARK
TX Lubbock Tinseltown 17 CINEMARK
TX San Antonio Huebner Oaks 24 AMC
TX San Antonio Alamo Quarry 14 Regal
TX Webster Cinemark 18 CINEMARK
UT Salt Lake City (Central) Century 16 CENTURY
UT Salt Lake City (Downtown) Tower Theater INDEPENDENT
VA Alexandria Hoffman 22 AMC
VA Arlington Shirlington Loews
VA Centreville Centreville 12 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
VA Charlottesville Downtown 6 Regal
VA Fairfax Fairfax Towne Ctr 10 Regal
VA Merifield Arlington Blvd. 14 NATIONAL AMUSEMENTS
VA Newport News Hampton Town 24 AMC
VA Norfolk Macarthur Ct 18 Regal
VA Virginia Beach Columbus 12 Regal
WA Auburn Cinema 17 Regal
WA Bellevue Galleria 11 LOEWS
WA Lynnwood Grand Cinema LOEWS
WA Renton East Valley 13 Regal
WA Seattle Uptown Loews
WA Seattle Varsity Landmark
WA Seattle Redmond Town Center LOEWS
WA Spokane River Park Square 20 AMC
WA Tacoma Lakewood Cinema Regal
WI Milwaukee Mayfair Mall AMC
WI S.E. Milwaukee Southgate Mall 10 MARC
WI West Madison Point Theatres MARC

CANADA
Canada Toronto Colossus FAMOUS PLAYERS
Canada Toronto Queensway Cinemas LCECAN
Canada Toronto Kennedy Commons 20 AMCCAN
Canada Toronto Coliseum FAMOUS PLAYERS
Canada Toronto SilverCity Richmond Hill FAMOUS PLAYERS
Canada Vancouver SilverCity Riverport FAMOUS PLAYERS
Canada Vancouver SilverCity Coquitiam FAMOUS PLAYERS
Canada Vancouver Colossus FAMOUS PLAYERS

NO LONGER IN THESE THEATERS THIS WEEK.
SUBJECT to change-
Galleria - Birmingham, AL
Westlake, CA
Ontario Mtn Vil, CA
Regal - Temecula, CA
Regal - Tustion, CA
Mann - Rancho Niguel, CA
Town Square- Claremont, CA
Lakeside - Santa Rosa, CA
Pacific - Rohnert Park, CA
Arapahow Vil - CO
City Pk - Lincolnshire, IL
Showplace 16 - Indianapolis, IN
Clearview 12 - New Orleans, LA
Plymouth, MN
Inver Grove Hts (St.P), MN
Barrywoods 24 - Kansas City, MO
Station Casino - Kansas City, MO
Cascade - Vancouver, OR
Evergreen Pkway, OR
Bijou Chattanoga, TN
Tinseltown - Woodlands, TX
Fountain - Houston, TX
Fruit Colony - Sugarland, TX
MacArthur - Irving, TX
Tinseltown Pflugerville - TX
Northshore, WI

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

so yesterday i was blogging, and something funky happened with the buttons and the page went back, and i lost everything that i wrote. i hate when that happens. boo.

here's a quick synopsis of my week and so.
friday: internship, rehearsal, smac house party. it was really fun.. i really really really want to own a foosball table now. carrie.. can we get one in our beach-side apartment? :) hahaha. it was a good time *even sober* and i played with Nick who kept saying "you know what jean's favorite food is, SMACK-a-roni and cheese!" as we were beating people. yea.. maybe it was funnier in person. but i always have good times at their house parties, it's always fun to get together with old friends.

saturday: admit day: helped recruit possible freshmeat for cki. ali did the best job ever!! haah.. and hailes made the most "kicked out" fliers ever. they loooked sooooooo good and kathy is our poster child for ucsd cki. they looked way better than those gay int'l ones (no offense carrie) and we rocked. after that rehearsal and then i stayed at home and was a big bum.. i like having me time sometimes.

sunday: did nothing :)
monday: rehearsal, cki mtg
tuesday: class, rehearsal, watched spin moves with sakura and carli. it was pretty good. kind of sad in the end, but good. it was funny to see my new ta be a pervy bball coach.. but i guess that means he's a good actor eh?
wednesday: internship, met some of the guys from weezer, rehearsal and then watched archaeology. that was good too, i kind of didn't get the ending, well just a part of the ending, but it was good :) **happy birthday chase**
thursday: class, sakura locked my keys in my car, rehearsal, fractured my toe **happy birthday pete**
friday: hospital, internship, work at the water polo game, rehearsal, hung out with my sister and karin from BLT, and a bunch of drunk asian people at a karaoke bar. :)
saturday: rehearsal, watched hand, foot, arm, face- which was sad, i didn't really understand everything, but was interesting. then rested, napped, philly and fam came to visit me for 10 minutes and then i went to watch desperados with sakura. (we also had california burritos from coti's.. mmmm.. soooo good) the play was good, funny and depressing because it was a love story.. and of course made me and sakura want to have boyfriends. boo. hahaha.. i kept drooling over one of the actors.. it also made me sad because i wanted to act and be in a play, not just stage manage. but while watching all the new plays i didn't think there was any part i could really play, but in the last one, i found a part i could have been... too bad i never tried out. dang it. my lazyness sucks. missed pete's show (sorry!!) ... and then afterwards I went to this BLT party that the director's bro was throwing. some good food and a bunch of asian people. ahah.. jk. there was some "interesting" people, and me and this guy albert sat around for awhile people watching :) there was also a bunch of people taking pics and a guy with a video camera.. that kind of creeped me out a little. i hope i don't end up on like "fobs gone wild" or anything..although i was just sitting and talking.. nothing to interesting. karin and her friends andrew, ian and dan came, and so i hung out with them and we all chilled afterwards. it was good times.. i fell asleep watching harry potter :) yay... i *heart* harry potter. **happy birthday dan**
sunday: i came home, cleaned up our apartment because it was a disaster area from the party my roommates threw, tay and i tried to watch harry potter but both of us passed out and didn't wake up until it was dark. oops. woke up later, dragged my ass around the house some more, watched south park and fox rox and then i read.. yes i actually did homework. it's cuz we have a quiz this thursday, and i'm definitely going to fail. boo.

today: i slummed around the house, read a little bit, went to rehearsal, where i did think it could possibly get more boring.. it does. i sat backstage all night and after i had the props all laid out (which is easy) i just sat back there.. in the dark.. with nothing to do. :P one more week.. that's all.. and sure i guess i'll miss it. but it's more like missing the people, not the tasks. it's like school, during the summer, you miss it, not the work or the classes, but the environment, the people, your friends, the parties, etc. but tay told me today someone called this morning at like 7:30 and asked for vivian, and then asked for me, and said that they really needed to talk to me, and when she tried to ask who it was, he was like.. "just tell her i called, she'll know who it is" man.. what a freak. but still i want to know who it is... was it you? (and if it was.. i'm sorry i called you a freak) :) **happy birthday ann**

i have rehearsal, class, interning and my show opens this week. that's kind of exciting. pete's/she blonde swede show is this saturday night. 10pm-1am in some bar.. it should be a good time. everyone should go :) and also i get to go to this afterparty for the new play festival at the "baldwins" not of alec/billy etc. fame.. but some rich la jolla couple who donated money to make the new play festival happen. anyways, moral of the story is they're loaded, i'm sure their house is a mansion, and i'm going to a party at it. hahaha. who wants to come with? :)

hmm.. i really should be sleeping, i don't know what's wrong with me. i have bad bad bad senioritis.. i seriously just want to drop all my classes :) i don't know how some people are so nerdy and disciplined. ahahah. but also.. i think the ucsd cki banquet is going to be may 31st.. that's the unofficial date for now.. so ALL of you reserve that date, because i expect to see you all there. :)

and of course.. manny is the bestest.

WhoDaManny: what are u doing hoochie?
jeanyah: blogging
WhoDaManny: on how i awesome i am?
jeanyah: yea
jeanyah: basically

Friday, April 11, 2003

oh yeah.. one more thing...

BETTER LUCK TOMORROW COMES OUT TODAY (with second tier roll out dates next week). GO TO ONE NEAR YOU AND SEE IT!!

my sister co-produced this movie... so if she makes it big i'm hoping she'll buy me nice presents, or at least i can mooch of her. :) and you can come too.
so i'm at my internship with not that much to do right now. all the guys who do production aren't here.. we're guessing that after their shoot last night they all went out drinking and maybe just didn't feel like coming in today? hah. so i did some logging and editing junk, and now i'm chillin. i missed the kiwanis luncheon, which sucks.. no free food for me. oh well

hmm.. so the second week of school is done with. pretty uneventful. my classes seem okay, except for my theater history class, american musical theater, which sounds fine and dandy, but the teacher seems really hard. a stickler for writing, and him and the ta are both very knowledgeable about the subject, so no BS allowed. it probably isn't that hard, but it's more effort than i want to put in my last quarter of my senior year in college. *blech* but i found out that i don't quite have enough credits to where i can get a theater minor if i take this class pass/no pass. dang it! if only i had taken one more theater class, which would have been possible if i wasn't doing the play... this stinking show should count for two clases :) that would make me a happy girl.

my daddy went to taiwan on monday. my mom didn't end up going, and i felt kind of bad because she seemed really sad and like she really wanted to go, but i guess she's going in july. which is fine with her i suppose. but i drove up to LA on tuesday for my sister's movie premiere. it was fun stuff... i saw "ewan" from off centre (ooh) and johnny knoxville (yum). i was too scared to say anything to either of them. hahaha.. but we watched the movie and then trekked over to this club called "bliss" where the after-party was supposed to be at. it was nice and a free full-bar. too bad i was driving. but i just drank a little bit... with my mom. hahahahha drove back to san diego on wednesday, but not before having chick-fil-a of course. yuuuuuuuuuuum.

hmm.. sakura and i started abs n buns this week. i ditched tuesday of course, but i went yesterday, than ran... i'm pretty sore.. i guess i shouldn't have laughed at sakura the other day. vivian moved out this week and a new girl (tai, ty, thai?) moved in. she seems okay, pretty nice, she's really cute, and 19. she's pretty wild, so goes out all the time and drinks with her friends, but she still seems nice. oh and our cable got cut off yesterday. hahahahah... my janky roommates who never pay bills, we lost the february one.. so i guess i should pay it soon huh? oops.. my bad. i'm still undecided about the whole taiwan/icon thing and which one i'm going to go to. that's just the million dollar question i guess. rehearsal again tonight, tomorrow and every stinkin' day for the next two weeks. ugh. although i'm doing more now so it's less a waste of my time, but there are still issues here and there, especially with some sheisty hoes. hahaha. philly's coming to sd next week, which is pretty exciting, we're going to go out and play, as much as my schedule will allow anyway. boo.. and some other crap. and nicole promises she'll come down and play :) *good times* or maybe we'll just congregate at disneyland :) but i am broke. like really really really broke. i barely have enough money to pay my bills, actually i'm not sure if i will have enough. and my mom just gave me a crapload of money as well, so i feel bad asking for more. not working sucks butt munchies. (only in that "broke" sense, not in "yay i have way more free time and don't have to go to work at 5am to put sensors on clothing for minimum wage because they're too sheisty to give me a raise" sense) yikes.. okay.. i should go.. maybe earn my keep. and then i have errands to run, bills to pay, cable to re-connect, rehearsals to go to, and hopefully a party. :) except i have a cki thing to do tomorrow.. damn it..i thought i was done. damn the district for having stc on the same day as admit day. hahahahah

Monday, April 07, 2003

my life has been pretty hectic and crazy so far.. and it's only been a week back at school. this is has possibly been one of the longest weeks ever. but i still don't want tomorrow to be monday. ugh.. i wish weekends were longer.

spring break was fun.. i slept A LOT. and i'm not exaggerating. it was a lot even for me. i would wake up at noon or so, get up, eat, do random stuff, and then take a nap at 4pm because i was so tired. and it wasn't just like the first few days of spring break.. it was allll week. crazy. so i totally messed up my sleeping schedule for the first week of school. horrible. hung out with beth and sakura. spent time with my sister and my family. it was my sister's bday, so did some celebrating. went shopping for a bit, but wasn't in a real big buying mood, which is weird, but it was good :) i am sooo broke. especially now that i no longer am employed by the gap. on thursday went to a screening of Better Luck Tomorrow with Beth. it was fun, i got to help sell tshirts.. *ahh.. retail* and Friday.. I went to DISNEYLAND and CALIFORNIA ADVENTURES with Nicole and Sakura!! yay!! i got a season pass, so if anyone wants to go, let me know.. i need to get my money's worth!! although that $8 parking thing is a rip-off. geez!! it was way fun and i loved it. i love disneyland.

this week has been really crazy, and i really feel like it's been much longer than a week. i've done a little bit of circle k stuff, not too much, i definitely have a lot more time on my hands, which is nice. but stupid me, when i have free time, i only fill it up with more crap. so i'm stage managing a play at school. it's cool because i get to work wtih graduate actors and the staff and junk. it's not cool because it eats up all my time, because i have to be at rehearsal for 6+ hours a day, 6 days a week, and mostly all nighttimes. and i'm just like the clean up girl. yuk. but it's still kind of fun to do something different. it's weird not having any comm classes. and there's this other musical theater history class, which seems okay.. and sakura's in the class with me.. but it just seems kind of hard because the teacher's a stickler for research and writing and i just don't know if want to put that much effort my last quarter (i'm such a slacker!!)

hmm.. not much else.. just trying to tie up a lot of loose ends.. but everything seems very jumbled.. and i'm still really really tired during the day. it's so odd.. i really need to get my sleeping schedule back in order. it's like i have spring break jet lag. i'm kind of sick, and nicole was making sure i don't have SARS, which freaks me out a little bit. but my dad is going to taiwan tomorrow, so that freaks me out. i was talking to him on the phone, and i was really tired, but also just not good at the mushy stuff. and hoping that in the 14 days that he's there nothing happens... especially because i can't be there to say goodbye to him when he leaves tomorrow. my mom was supposed to leave for taiwan on the 1st, but she delayed the trip because of the disease... i don't know what's going on with that. but.. *sigh* i don't know. but being sick sucks, and my roommate has pink eye, and if i get it.. i will kill her. :)

oh!! on saturday a few of us went over to hailes' apartment and he cooked up dinner. it was soooooooo yummy.. we all ate until we were stuffed. ladies.. hailes is a good cook.. marry him now.. hahaha we drank a bit and watched sweet home alabama. and ate some more. yuuuuuum. the food was way good. i was excited. i wish hailes would cook for me all the time :) and today i watched fox rox.. the show i intern for. it's kind of cool to know that i had a teeny tiny part in helping put that show together.. and my name was in the credits!! yay!! i'm a superstar. hehehehhehe. i should probably go to sleep now.. it's 3am.. there's goes my sleeping schedule. i hope i can breathe better when i wake up.