today is the first day in a long time that i felt like i had a real dinner. which is totally untrue because who would believe that i have gone without dinner for awhile (althouhg my dad did suggest that if i was looking to go on a diet i should try david blaine's nothing but water for 43 days diet... psycho) but with rehearsals and i don't even know what else maybe dinner has just been convoluted... i mean, saturday i had dinner at home, but we all ate at different times, we didn't really sit together.. it was weird. not that i've been doing much, but it just seems like it's all be happening so fast that i can't even remember what happened. wow.. what is wrong with my memory? no.. and it's not too much crack.

oh!! sunday i went to stup's bridal shower. duh. that was the reason i didn't eat dinner with the family that day. hah. it kind of sucks because everyone went to go eat lunch together (including joan and jeff-gu) and i missed out on the family bonding before joan leaves for taiwan. :P but she'll be back right? so no worries. i'm taking her to the airport tomorrow (today) so i'll get to see her, but it's just not the same. haha. anyways.. it was fun. it was more leaning towards the adult side cuz stup has a lot of family older friends and stuff like that.. so yea. but mania and jill-a made it out, so i got to see them as well as stup, so i'm glad. we sat and chit chatted, ate hors deouvres (??) and then lunch and then watched stup open presents. she got a wide range of stuff from cookware, to bath stuff, to lingerie. hahha.. some ladies are crazy even when they're older... hopefully when my friends and i are older we'll have as good as humor as this one lady :) afterwards we talked a lot more, and then stup, jill-a, mania, big matt, little matt and stacey and i went to eat dinner afterwards. it was good times just hanging out. not quite the same as in san diego, but still fun. the wedding will be fun, especially because trish is coming down and we'll get to see her. i did miss out on going to disneyland (always a bummer) and yet again missing my chance to see fantasmic. dammit.. i gotta see it soon. i'm itching for it!

for the past two days i've been in tech for the play that i'm stage managing (which you all should come see!!) dry tech on monday for 5 hours, and then tech today for 6.5 hours. and plus driving time as well. it's actually not too bad compared to other shows, larger shows where you have a week or so of tech and still don't get everything down. and you do run after run... but somehow i just feel like it's almost too little and i wish we could have more. at least for my sake. but we'll see.. it's a good time.. i just hope i don't screw up too badly and ruin the whole show :P anyways.. i do get a day off tomorrow to hang out with my grandma and be my sister's chaffeur. it was fun though, my sister came home late tonight to go over a few things with my mom before she leaves, and my dad woke up and we all just kind of hung out downstairs late at night.. it was way cute :P

anyways.. come see the play!!!