i applied for an internship at sea world. that would be awesome.. maybe almost like a real job.. sort of. minimum wage.. but sea world rocks. wish me luck.

i am also quite sick. wish me well.

yuk... the weekend's almost over. i feel like it hasn't even started. well.. not true.. but i miss the summer. maybe it's the weather that makes it seem like it should be summer. it's been pretty nice lately. hmm.. classes thursday and friday. friday i worked at spirit night. it was fun, it seemed like a lot smaller turnout than the years before... but YAY.. marshall won!! whoo hoo. the women won, and the men lost. boo. but it's fun to see the stands filled with people. :) that night i got dessert and then went to the SMAC house party. where i got pretty smashed.. which is bad. but it was a combination of me eating a way early dinner, and my low tolerance. i don't know.. but i don't remember half of the things that happened, and i kicked a guy, and some other stuff. vivian had to walk me home and tuck me in. i was also really nautious this morning.. but i toughed it out, and it passed. was late to work again.. my boss was so mad. :( we play uc davis, and their incredible pep band was in tow. the women lost, and the men. oh my gosh.. i was so excited because i totally thought they were going to win. maybe we jinxed them.. but nooooooo we lost in double overtime. and everyone says it was due to like all the rampant bad calls. weird.. it sucks that a game comes down to that. but duuude. it was nerve-wracking working this game and having it be that close. whew.. i'm sad that they lost.. :( boo. after that i went downtown with sakura. we wanted to check out the "fifth quarter" and the superbowl activities. except we got there too late, and all the activity stuff was closed, but it was still fun, lots of traffic and police. plus lots of drunk people and girls in hoochie outfits, and stretch limos, and hummer limos. those rock. plus!! we saw all these cadillac suv's and one of them had 5 (five!!) tv's in it. and this other one had tv's in the sun-shade part. these cars were crazy. we finally parked and walked around.. it was alright. there were some interesting people there, and every once in awhile some drunk guys would come up to me and sakura and go yay ucsd!!, go tritons! cuz we were both wearing ucsd sweatshirts. which by the way, i felt way underdressed. some really hot guy hugged me and was like "hi honey" but i think that's only because i was holding sakura's hand, they were jealous. what is it about boy's fascination with girl's holding hands? hmmph. nothing much new.. the superbowl is tomorrow, i'll probably be sleeping, or doing hw, or cki stuff. hahahah. what a loser i am.

hmm... i fell a little bit behind in the blogging, but my life is lame.. so it's okay. in continuation of my bad days...

bad day #3 of the SAME week. friday i get in my car to go to class, to discover that the stationary window in the rear passenger door in smashed and there's glass all over my back seat. and upon further inspection some f*ckers tried to hot wire my car and steal it, and when they couldn't do that they tried to steal my radio, and yet were too stupid to do that too. just all the plastic in my car has dreadful pry marks where they jammed their tools in... suckers. i swear.. what is up with this week... i must have really bad karma.. or "chi" as my mom puts it. anyways.. i called a million different people and was a hour late to class. it kind of sucks that someone broke into my car and didn't take anything, like it wasn't even worth their time to break into my car if you're not even going to take anything!!... and my insurance doesn't pay for it because of my deductible. angelee said that too bad they didn't steal my car... haha my deductible will cover me getting a new car.. haha jk. in all seriousness though.. if i had walked out on to the street and my car wasn't there.. i really would have thought i was losing my mind.. after everything that happened in the days before. it would have been like "dude where's my car" except a lot less funnier.

during the weekend i worked a lot, played a little bit with sakura, did cki stuff. there was no big partying though. my parents came down on sunday and we went to costco and cooked dinner in my apt. nothing too big. it's not like freshman year where your parents coming down meant going out to eat at the most expensive place you can think of. damn. this week has been all school and circle k. i haven't had to work at the gap for the second week in a row, and it's glorious. :) i like working... but i have just had so many things to do.. it's nice to be able to accomplish most of them, and still have time to sleep. no more shipment at 6am.. whoo hoo!! (watch out.. i might jinx myself.. *knock on wood*) my life is pretty blah and boring. and i've just been feeling real useless lately, with my "friends".. i dunno.. it's hard to explain.. so i'll just stop here. but yeah.. i did well on my quizzes though, i'm doing a little bit better in school, which is good.. maybe i'll actually get a's this quarter. whoo hoo. but i have a heavy day tomorrow... so i'm going to go.. it's SPIRIT NIGHT!! YAY.. goooooo tritons.

i really ought to be sleeping or reading or something.. but i obviously am not. so here's what my blogger has to say. saturday was a super bummy day obviously... i just tried to get things done, new keys... etc. boo. I was supposed to go out with Val that night, but she was super tired, and so I just kind of chilled with Brianne. she tried to get me to go out to the bars with her, but to no avail. so whatever... people came over, we hung out, drank. Rachel came over and we chit chatted.. exchanged stories. at 12:30am, our power went out. so my apartment was full of a bunch of drunk people and no power... hmm. the next day i went down to Ocean Beach to get a hair cut. i thought it was really cute, but now i just feel like i look like a mushroom head, and at other times i feel like i look like Professor Snape from Harry Potter... that's the kind of hair cut i have. anyhoo.. sunday i had the circle k board mtg and scrapbook mtg. we're soooooooooooo gonna win 1st place :P but before that... i swear i am losing my mind because i thought that i lost my keys again.. but i tossed them behind some picture frame on a desk. i searched for a hour.. and i didn't even find them... vivian found them for me later. *sigh* what's wrong with me. monday...

bad day #2: my car overheated and was smoking all the way up and down la jolla village drive. so i find out i have a 4 inch crack in my radiator, and absolutely no water in my car... boo. i know nothing about cars, and it all caught up to me. anyhoo.. last night went to friday's for kimmy's "happy day" she made us promise to not mention the fact that it was her birthday... so we just ate. i came back, did homework, fell asleep on the couch. this morning, finished my homework, got my car fixed, school, auditions, dinner, and then no call back. boo.. i hate being rejected. anyhoo.. this week is kind of a mess... i have so much to do, and i'm not even working!! i can't imagine what it'd be like it i was.. maybe i really should quit. but i'm working all this weekend, hopefully do some good partying friday night. we'll see. but i am pooped and drained. goodnight.

tonight is the suckiest night in the world. either that.. or i'm on a lot of crack. today. i didn't even want to go out, and i shouldn't have. but i did anyways... and here's what happened. somewhere in between 11pm and 3am, i lost my wallet, my keys and a pack of gum. not my car key.. just my house and apartment keys, circle k office key and drive key for my digital editing class. these are all peculiar things to lose, and if those items just happened to fall on the ground as i was getting out of my car, i really should have noticed... because i was neither drunk nor high. so i drive home and think maybe i just happen to leave my wallet at home, and i just can't find my gum.. when i realized i don't have my apt keys... which makes me think someone broke into my car (because the doors were unlocked when i got back in.. and i thought i was just absent minded and forgot to lock them.. but maybe i did.. but i don't know) took my wallet, my keys and my gum. the wallet i get.. the gum.. probably because it was there.. (i hope they choke on it) but my keys?! what the heck are they going to do with my keys? they don't know where i live. (hopefully) my wallet also has my 50 dollar barnes and noble gift card, my credit cards, my gap employee discount card, my movie ticket stubs, my kaiser card, my amc movie watcher card, my tgi friday's card, my very precious school id card (now i'm going to have to get a new ugly gay id card), my receipts, and many other precious things.. so unless i'm highly delusionaly and i just misplaced my gum, wallet and keys somewhere else, this blows.

i am sad.

happy new year! it's 2003 already.. whoa. so anyways.. don't worry philly.. i'm here.. sort of. my mind has kind of been all over the place lately.. which doesn't help since school is starting, or started should i say. hmm.. my life is going to become super busy once again, but i don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing. i really need to be more disciplined and not fool around so much and be that good student, good president, good employee.. blah blah blah. that last one may need some reconsidering though. i'm kind of over working retail.. is that bad? hmm..

anyhoo.. let's see..
*saturday and sunday- the 28th and 29th* i worked super super hard.. going from gap in the morning, to basketball at night in the afternoon, both days. it made me super super tired, and i actually got really sick from being so worn out. and everone who just sees me for the few hours while i'm with them always wondering why i'm so sick.. and why don't i take better care of myself? hmm.. it's because.. well actually i don't know why. I need to learn how to say no.

*monday the 30th* drove up to pasadena and did rose float decorating. even with all the waste of time sitting around outside.. i actually had a decent time, and i really enjoyed myself. i really do like rose float decorating, and climbing on the scaffolding. hahahha. Tuesday I drove back to sd and worked for a few hours, and then went out with Val for new years eve!! after taking forever to try and decide what to do we went out to dinner at TGI Friday's ... hahah.. and of course my "favorite" waiter was there. we went back to val's and later went off to mission beach in search of a party that ended before we even got there, so we headed up the street to some random party, and walked on the beach.. and we saw a shooting star!! yay.. happy new year to me :) went back to val's and watched centerstage, and then the wedding planner the next morning while we ate our Friday's leftovers. yum. yup.. it was full of girly movies and good food.. not the new years i had expected.. but all the same.. *good times*

*wednesday the first* i just chilled out and slept, tried to get better from being sick, thursday i worked, friday i worked, saturday i worked. but it wasn't all work.. friday i hung out with Trish.. sushi and saw Two Weeks Notice. it was soo cute.. and funny. but i honestly need to stop watching movies like that.. cuz they make me sad. hahaha. saturday i was supposed to hang out with some work folks, but just ended up going to Friday's with Vivian and Peter... along with doing some other stuff .. it was tons of fun. Sunday i was supposed to clean and do grocery shopping and be productive. but i just kind of sat in my apt. and watched the real world/road rules marathon. angelee and ben came over for a bit to drop off my christmas present yay!.. but that was pretty much it. i suck. had a circle k board meeting. that's all the productivity i got out.

*monday* - work from 6am-9am, first day of school.. whoo hoo. riiiiiight. but i had no classes.. so i did cki tabling all day, it was super windy though, and it was irritating my eyes, not to mention all of our stuff was blowing around.. so we packed it up. i went home, took a nap and then came back for the meeting. some new people came which was fun.. i hope they come back. after the meeting i just chilled out with a friend, watched tv.. i'm hooked on all this real world/road rules challenge stuff. but dude.. i can't believe they kicked off julie!! melissa is such a jerk. so anyways..

today i'm a school trying to see if i'm going to be a theater minor or not.. but the office was closed from noon-1 so i decided to utilize the computers at my school.. heheh.. wish me a fun first day!

ps. can anyone cut hair?