so i really should be asleep now, or going to sleep a lot earlier than i have been. i'm so retarded.. i had NO reason to stay up this late.. it's not like i'm still getting home at midnight or anything. today i answered the phone and my roommate asked me why i was home... she said "you're never home" hahaha.. now i guess my roommates will have to get used to me being around for the next 6 weeks.. unless i find some hot guy to shack up with. riiiiiiiiiiight.. that's brianne's job. anyways..

i've been watching a lot of tv, to make up for my lack there of.. hahahh.. i should at least get something out of my ridiculously high cable bill. today.. i watched cruel intentions 2.. which is possibly one of the worst movies in the world. even though it's 2.. it's supposed to be a prequel... but it's like almost the exact same thing, but horrible-er... horrible-est.. it's SOOOOO bad. i have no idea why i watched it.. its like that whole morbid curiosity thing. but at least i know i'm not alone in my crazyness..both carrie and nicole have seen it (they probably watched it together) and proceeded to tell me it was bad (after i had already told them i just watched one of the worst movies ever)... thanks for the warning guys ;) anyways...

monday.. i spent watching tv, cleaned my room a little. today jill called this morning in a weird panic of all this bad stuff happening, but she had to come over and use my computer, so i let her in as i was leaving for class, hugged her, and left for class. yes.. i'm a good friend. i know. class, abs n buns.. and working out. i ran into Michael.. which was fun.. I haven't seen him in awhile. I'm on this big whole "i want to hang out with everyone i've ever been friends with at UCSD before i leave" kick. i think it's the whole graduating thing.. and being sad i probably won't see these people. :P i have a 8 page paper due in a week, which i haven't started of course.. but i'm a little worried because my ta is a smart smart man... and so is the teacher.. and i don't want them to think i'm a complete idiot. yet.. due to my innate slacker qualities.. i feel no sense of urgency to start. i am horrible.

today was hailes' bday.. (happy birthday!!) michelle, carli, sakura and i took him out to bj's for pizza and pizookie's and i bought him and ice cream cake, and there were trick candles (hahahahah) and we almost burned bj's down. well not really.. but we melted the little soccer guys on hailes' cake (yea.. i know.. soccer.. but i just picked it for the flavor.. there were no nerdy kids playing computers on top of the cakes.) oh well.

anyhoo.... i should get to bed.. or pretend to do something productive. internship tomorrow.. and maybe i'll actually study.. hmm.. why do i feel like i have something to do.... hahah.. maybe it's just go to free scoop night at baskin robbin's.. :) yum. piggy.. oink oink. ooh.. maybe to a bar... hmmmm....