it's been a pretty boring week. but what do you expect... my life is lame.

anyways.. so as i casually sip on my wine cooler and try to remember what's happened in the past week or so.... here goes:

last weekend i went to duane's funeral. it was good to see all the people there, and see people i hadn't seen in awhile (from hs) but bad because of the circumstances which we were gathered in. i didn't cry, because i'm not much of a crier, but it was sad. but it was also a bit of a "celebration" of life, because that's the kind of personality duane had. it was also weird because his family had put together a collage of all these articles and stuff online about him, and lo and behold my entry about him. i am a mess with words, sorry that i'm not more eloquent.

i missed out on going to disneyland with carrie and nicole to go meet andrew firestone (yum) because i was under house arrest (living at home sucks a lot sometimes). i was supposed to clean the upstairs because we had people coming and my mom also wants me to switch from the front upstairs room (big) to the small upstairs room (small) which also blows mad goats. i slept in the small room last night and i feel so suffocated. i also don't like the position the bed is in. ick. anyway...

the week was pretty ordinary.. not much. working as carrie's slave. although on monday i didn't have to go and so i picked up my sister from the airport, then had lunch with sakura at the loft (mmm..) and then umm.. slept all day? i can't even remember... shoot.. my memory sucks. i'm either old or i've taken too many drugs. i really didn't do much else.. slept, watched my reality tv.. big brother and cupid (it's SOOOOOOOO going to be hank.. i love him. hahahah) and cleaned a little bit here and there. wednesday i went to this fancy schmancy seafood and steak place with sakura and carol for this ucsd alumni thing. it was okay and we got a mini-plate of appetizers and paid $4 for some bottled water.. stupid waitress. she sucked so much. we didn't leave her any tip. i was so mad. i would have taken money from her if i could have. we sat by ourselves and laughed at us and nobody wanted to come by and talk to us.. we probably looked to "fresh" to be there. haha. but i saw some old friends and got their info, so that's cool :)

last night (friday) i met up with nicole in diamond bar (the BOONIES) to go bowling for carlene's birthday. i almost died on the way there though. i was in the wrong lane while trying to transfer freeways (i frikkin HATE those exchanges where the north and south exits are like a mile apart) so i slowed down a lot to try to change lanes except there were two cars next to me and in my rearview i see a car swerve to not hit me (thanks) and then got honked at as i tried to merge into the other lanes... argh!! and THEN i frikkin missed the exit especially because i didn't want to risk my life again to get to the exit but the next exit was like 2.5 miles!! and then after i got off the freeway i got lost because i was looking for a huge sign and there wasn't one. *phew* it's okay.. i went, wished carlene a happy birthday, played some arcade games and sat and talked with nicole and kathy kemp (who was up for a visit) and some friends. then we went back to nicole's to have some fun on friendster. it was fun. i drove home (without any casualties) and slept in my new cage. today i woke up late and chilled. went to this mercedes benz thing in inglewood, and although didn't get to test drive any cars, got to eat free cheesecake (yum) and see karin sing and this asian boyband "at last" hahaha.. it was interesting... but they're no *nsync.

i also went a little crazy with the spending of the money. i bought dawson's creek season 1 on ebay (YAY .. i'm going to watch them ALL when i get it. i can't wait.) then i bought 3 dvd's at blockbuster's buy 2 get 1 free sale (i should have went back to the one where the guy offered me his employee discount.. heheh) and then bought a harry potter postcard book and also wanted to buy another book at borders. then bought ice cream and wine coolers. whew... i think i'm going to go back to borders and buy that book.. it seems really interesting. i should get back into reading. hahah.. maybe i can be smart again. i think i want to go drinking sometime.. who wants to play?