so.. in 8 hours or so, i'm leaving for seattle. i haven't packed. haha. instead.. i'm watching girlicious and blogging and sort of thinking about packing. i washed all my clothes today, about 4 loads or so, and put it all away.. (that's a first.. usually i let it sit all folded in baskets for a little while). heh. it's kind of throwing me off, i'm told to bring clothes for cold rainy weather. but it's gonna be like 70 degrees out tomorrow! i don't think i even know where my umbrella is. it's lost somehwere. all 3 of them. oops. i hate packing. hate hate hate it. i'm putting off everything until the last minute. i know i'm gonna run out of time tomorrow... especially since you know i'm not going to wake up early. please. i can't even wake up early for work, am i gonna wake up early to pack? i guess i have to huh? haha.

i'm excited about seattle though, because i think it'll be like a "real" mini vacation. it'll be so different, which i am really looking forward to. funny, angelee is coming down next week to get out of SF and to super LA things, and i'm her tour guide. but i just really want to get out of LA. well, maybe it's not LA, just the current situations. it's got me all bothered, and i can't necessarily focus. which sounds dumb because that's when you really need to pull together and focus, but i can't. i'm hoping for a change soon... we'll see. cross your fingers, but i definitely am not counting any eggs before they hatch. just hoping. meanwhile, seattle will be great. i'm going to eat at the top of the space needle! haha.. i haven't gotten to eat at encounter, i wonder if it will pale in comparison to the space needle once i finally do.

i know these lyrics aren't meaningful by any sort, but i'm also all about catchy. and how i can relate to "real" emotion (such as the hills...) shows like that, and songs from groups like girlicious or pussycat dolls help satisfy the stupid girly part of me that i let come out every once in awhile. publicly at least, it's kind of ALWAYS there, i beat it down a lot. lately it's been more often ... and it's kind of disturbing. but this helps me out.. i wonder when their actual singles and cd's are going to come out. hah. also, i think i'm taking these lyrics out of context.. but that's okay too.

Keep trippin'
I don't wanna keep slippin'
I don't wanna be bitchin'
I think I might as well leave you alone!