Heehe.. I think it's funny how in my last blog I talk about not having an internet connection.. AND NOW I HAVE ONE! Yeah! I am now a proud user of Dial-Up! Whoo hoo! Me and Nicole rock. hha.. Anyways. Thanks to Jeff Lan.. who spent multiple hours to try and fix the two modems I already had (with no drivers..:P) but ended with us just buying a new one from Fry's (why my cashier was the nerdiest boy ever who looked/talked/acted like he was born in Fry's) *gosh. I'm such a jerk.

Anyways.. Let's see.. since the 16th... umm.. yeah I had the week from Heck last week. I had a midterm on Monday, that of course I didn't do the reading until Sunday night because I'm a procrastinator extraordinary. And then on Tuesday, when I think I'm safe, I find out I have a midterm on Thursday (although I really should have known well before that.. oh well), so I try to study for that, but yet it doesn't start until Wednesday either... or more like Thursday morning.. (I took a nap and it lasted longer than expected... just my luck) and so I did that, and I think it went pretty well though. It was a heck of a lot more useful that stupid Mexican Television Trivia. BLAAAHHHHH! so yeah.. Friday I went to Horton Plaza with Vivian, Jason and Sakura. Sakura and I tried to get donations for Masquerade Ball.. and we ate Mongolian Noodles at the mall.. mmm.... so what I was craving. And then proceeded to shop for Jason's new wardrobe in an attempt to make him "cooler." Yes.. that's really what we were doing.. honest! And I'm damn good at it too, I didn't work at the GAP for nothing.. I'm good with fashion dammit. Anyways.. then went to Carli's to bake brownies and got harassed by Hailes. (ew) and went home extremely exhausted, on to wake up the next morning to work the CCAA Cross Country Finals. I admired these fools who can run 3-5 miles, uphill, downhill in the woods in tiny little shorts in less than 30 minutes. It's amazing.. something I wouldn't be able to do if my life depended on it! Crazy. Anyways.. talked to Angelee.. dude.. I love that girl, and I was supposed to go to the CAL vs. UCLA game with her, but I left to late. Oh well it was a whole case of whoop-ass brought on by UCLA anyways. Eh.. it would have been my first football game. But I guess that'll just have to wait. But honestly.. I think that all these people who have fun football teams at their school take it for granted because speaking from someone who didn't have football in high school OR college, it really kinda sucks. I always wanted to be part o fthat Varsity Blues party life.. it'd be fun.. anyways. So yeah.. drove home (and I never realized how tiring that was) and chillaxed with the parents at home. And of course inevitably getting into a fight with my mother before I left on Sunday... I feel bad, but it's just so hard to stop it. We're both so stubborn and opinionated and we both think we're being misunderstood. Yikes.. not a good combination.

Drove home... started my paper at midnight (due at 9am.) I suck dude.. and then slept through all my classes the rest of the day. Not on purpose though! I fully intended on going to chem and social force, but I slept through my alarm! Yikes.. woke up right in time for Circle K. The funniest thing happened at the meeting. The Pres and the VP had to dig in pudding for the gavel back. True, Riverside and Berkeley have done this before, but I've never seen it live. It's honestly the funniest thing ever. Sakura, Carli, Kieu and I were just standing there laughing trying not to fall over. I couldn't breathe and I started crying because I was laughing so hard. hehe.. it was great. Then went to Horton to follow up on the donations.

Today I just went to my one class, then wasted my time the rest of the day. Horrible eh? But I did make pies!! I was proud of myself.. it's good too! Chocolatte Mousse. Wanna pie? I'll make you one! Went grocery shopping with Crack Whore and wasted more time before Jeff came over to fix my ~pooter. I'm so excited.. except I hope I don't spend allll of my time online. That's bad news. I can't get addicted again.. I'm barely coming off the withdrawal. I'm on the 12th step!! Anyways.. I spent a ridiculous amount of time online tonight.. I think just to feed my addiction once to get it out of my system and hopefully it won't be too bad next time. But you know what.. tonight was interesting, I got to talk to a lot of people I haven't talked to in awhile. But also...

I think I learned a lot tonight, and I really should start putting things into perspective. I talked to some really great people who had a lot of really intelligent things to say.. it's one of those conversations that makes you go hmm.. Granted it took a 3 hour phone conversation starting at 2am (there go my 3000 minutes) but it helped a lot. Those conversations are the best. But I talked to our International Trustee.. who also happens to be the *gasp* INTERNATIONAL VICE PRESIDENT!! yes yes.. me, one of the little people had a conversation with the him. haha.. okay I'll stop now. But yeah.. he seems like a really nice guy with good things to say. I'm really glad I had a chance to talk to him and have a little bit better outlook on this year. The coolest thing though.. is that his birthday is EXACTLY one week after mine. Yeah.. I'm a nerd.. I get excited when people's birthday's are around mine.. whatever.. suck it. But yeah.. so we're born 51 weeks apart. Nice huh? And Britney Spears is born 13 days after me and her middle name is Jean.. *it's a sign! Anyways.. I talked to another friend from home for THREE HOURS about nothing and everything all at once. We talked about lot about expectations, fears, rejection, personalities, and big plethora of other things. And we both passed on the same message to each other, it that it doesn't matter what other people think as long as you yourself are content. Which is funny because we both told each other this, but have problems with it ourselves. Ironic eh? But it was a great conversation because we really understand each other, and can help each other out. But while I was talking to her and I was so angry about random stuff, that in the whole scheme of life.. isn't really that important, and doesn't matter in the long run. And I start to think why should I bother to get so upset about it. Or rather.. why do I? And then as I'm bawling and trying to speak intelligible words, I also think to myself... why am I'm crying over this in the first place.. is it all really worth it.. and I guess that's what I have to figure out. whoa .. sorry to get all philosophical on you, but I think I just needed an outlet. and here it was, so sorry if you feel into the trap.... next time I'll try to have a parental advisory or something.

Anyways.. On Monday, I also found out that MY SISTER MET JC and Chris FROM *NSYNC!!!!!! Oh my gosh.. I'm sooo jealous. She also bought me a t-shirt from the concert.. which is awesome of her. I have a great sister. :) I love her. And she shot video footage of them and Backstreet Boys perfoming... yeeeaaahhh! (she also saw the BSB praticing in their dressing room so she saw them sing acapella!) I also got that Nike bag I wanted for forever and a day. So I'm a happy camper, shoot I'm estatic. There was this really cute puffy jacket that I wanted but my mom got kinda mad. Haha.. that's what happens when you set me loose in a bargain store. BUT MY SISTER MET JC, AND TALKED TO HIM AND SHOOK HIS HAND AND THEN TOOK A PICTURE WITH HIM... OOOOOOOOHHHH MYYYY. And I'm such a dork.. I asked her if she had washed her hands yet after she shook his hand. And of course she said yes.. but am I really that psycho? I guess I am because I was screaming in my kitchen and jumping up and down. It was great. I can't wait until the pictures gets developed. First Ann meets him and take a photo, and then my sis. *next.. it's my turn! and rumor has it that he broke up with his girlfriend!! heheheheheheheh.. * Or maybe I can just take one with *Pete Holiday*.. that would be the equivalent. hahaha.

*are you amazed how i can shift from depressive-deep-thought blog to random-ditzy-teeny-bopper blog so easily? hah.. yes yes i'm multi-faceted.