so another holiday has come and gone, and sadly.. my christmas vacation is half over. boo. i need a break from life.. you would think three weeks would be enough to re-coup and get ready for classes, but not so much when you're working tons. *sigh* i know.. i do it to myself.. but i don't know. and i was so sure i was going to quit and devote more time to cki and school, but now i'm not so sure about it anymore. yeesh. why am i so wishy washy?

so anyways.. just have been working a whole lot... at the gap and at school. next week will be a busy week cuz i have basketball tournaments, doubleheaders, a swim meet and like 35 hours at the gap... it was 40 but i had to do a little rearranging to make it all work. funny funny.. andy works at the gap in mission valley.. and she called our store to do a stock check.. and it was weird because i thought it was her, but just dismissed it so i didn't sound like an ass, but it was her. everyone works at the gap now.. pity us.

i drove home christmas eve and spent the next few days at with my family, my cousin and her fiancee, and had dessert with sakura. we went to friday's, but i swear.. it's not the same as the one in la jolla.. i wonder why ;) just kidding. but seriously.. the chocolate rush was not nearly as good as i've had it before. weird huh? even sakura said so.. so it's not just me and my bias. tomorrow i have to drive back to sd to work at noon. i was going to drive back tonight.. but ended up not really doing it because.. i don't know.. so many reasons. today i returned some stuff... (yes pete.. i returned stuff the day after christmas). it wasn't that bad.. i really actually like the mall.. it's amusing to see all the rude customers and gloating in the fact that i'm not working. hahahah. jk. but it's nice to be in the hustle and bustle of it all. i watched antwone fisher with joan, karen and ben. we all cried towards the end. and today watched 8 mile at the $3 theater with joan. both the movies were okay.. sometimes slow at points... but aren't super horrible or anything. i swear.. eminem looks like justin timberlake.. there's a slight resemblance.. both me and joan thought so while watching the movie. but i do see val's point about him being fine. i kept laughing to myself because i could hear her voice in my head. but also because there were so many ghetto people in the theater... the galleria is crazy. kind of glad i didn't have to deal with it this year.

so that is my christmas.. i ran in to ali and him mom twice today.. he was following me. haha.. i got the new christina cd. and for christmas got some stuff and the harry potter books i wanted. yes.. i'm really actually going to read. i've only been in torrance for two days.. but still really haven't seen anyone besides the family except for sakura. i guess everyone just resigned to the fact that i was in sd and just forgot about me. sad. but i did get a christmas card from my history teacher in high school, which included a picture of her sons. i'm glad she still thinks about me.. that was exciting.. i need to send out my christmas cards. hehe.. even if they are late. oops. oki dokes.. time for bed.. i have to pack and leave in the morning. hope christmas was well kiddies.