first of all - i didn't get a chance to blog..

happy birthday jill! (two days late)

i feel like blogging - and so i am. i actually really wanted to blog earlier today, but i couldn't get around to it today at work. i was busy.. well not every second of the day, but not really a long enough perioud where i got a chance to do my blog justice. go figure .. i was actually busy at work huh... too busy at work to blog.. that's a change :P i was going through some roller coaster emotions this week. and i don't know if it's a chemical imbalance, a situation thing.. but it's better tonight. :) yay. i was questioning my work a little bit this week, but i got some good advice and today was a better day (versus tuesday.. but it's always hard coming back after a vacation).. so it made it not so bad. plus.. fridays always make things better right?

tonight i also got to hang out with kimmy! i love that girl. she's so pretty and perfect that it makes me want to hate her - but you just can't. i didn't get to hang out with her much because she lived in temple city and then burbank and no one ever wants to drive out there.. but NOW she lives 5 minutes away from my sister. whoo!! she lives in a beautiful aparment with a cool roommate - which makes me want to hate her more.. but i can't. i love hanging out with her.. she fed me and then we went to go get diddy riese, and then came back, chatted, laughed at people on myspace, watched tivo, and built bathroom shelves. man.. i really want to have a place of my own. i'm at an impasse.. i don't want to live with a stranger, i don't want to live alone, but i only want to live in certain areas... but it can't be perfect. so *sigh* i don't know what to do.. but march is my new deadline. i'll be housesitting again for my sister and the new (old) gig ends in march (again) - so that's my new timeline. i probably shouldn't say it because i don't want to jinx it - but that's the plan my friends. aside from all the fun of living on your own, i really think i need to do it to "grow up".. you know what i mean jellybeans? i think i always knew that - but i was always worried about offending my parents... at this point.. i don't care. i think lately it's been the final straws to cause me to worry a little less about that. someone asked me today about an available place in downey.. but i don't think that i'm quite that desperate. downey.. seriously? hell.no.

anyways.. tomorrow (today) i'm going to a birthday party with a lot of people i haven't seen in a long long time.. it'll be.. interesting. haha. and then working hockey this weekend. i hope it'll be "worth it".. hahaha.

stuff that i need to do:
*research sundance shows
*organize receipts and return stuff
*try to organize ipod stuff?
*figure out which pictures i want to print

i'm sure there is tons more, but this is my list for now.

oh yea.. happy 2006.. it's the first weekend and it was 85 degrees today when i was out and about for lunch. i LOVE it. i love that it's january and sunny and so summer like. whooooo.