i just dropped 2k on signing up for an editing class. umm... i'm scared. i dunno.. it's like the first "big" thing that i've done in awhile. 2k.. i hope that these classes are good. i have some room and a date that i can still drop and get a refund by if it gets too hectic.. but i'm anticipating good things. at least i hope. there's a lot of "big" changes lately. maybe i'm finally "growing up" - moving out, taking these classes.. umm i guess that's it. okay.. doesn't seem like a big deal when you list them - but i'm still scared. apprehensive. maybe i'm not actually growing up, but just finding more ways to waste lots of money all at once. i should just go to vegas and blow it all instead... oh wait - i'm doing that too :P