today i should not be as tired as i am.. but i am. i went to bed at like midnight or 1am, and woke up at 11:30am, oh so tired. and the only reason i got out of bed was because i had to go to banana's dcm. but it was good, yay for free lunch. it was a smaller turn out, but still pretty good in size. i wish some more of the new officers from all the clubs would have came, but hey.. what can you do? me, personally.. i can't do anything.. i'm a has been.. yay us. :)
i was pretty good and went to the library, i watched west side story (the first time i'd ever seen it.. yes yes.. i know.. i'm horrible), and half of guys and dolls (the library was closing). all for my musical theater class, which i have a quiz on this thursday. i wish i could have taken this class pass/no pass.. dammit. but yea..i should have been studying tonight.. but i didn't.. i wasted time. i cleaned up some stuff a little... and then went out to arby's with trish. yay! we talked a little and shoved food in our mouths. it's good to catch up with old friends, i hope we'll still keep in touch once we all move away. came back, chatted online with people, talked on the phone, wasted time, pretended to do some banquet stuff, but not really. i do need to get crackin on that. i wish i could have a great big bbq tomorrow.. but alas, i have no money, no friends and no bbq. so maybe i'll be a nerd and go to the library or something. i still don't know if i need to go in for my internship or not.. we'll see.. i'll call tomorrow. or else i'll just go in on friday.
ps. job hunting sucks.
Saturday, May 24, 2003
so i am back in san diego, but feeling very antisocial ... well not antisocial, but very focused on me.. and if other people want to come hang out with me, that's all cool, but not wanting to put a huge amount of effort. i'm weird. or maybe i'm just super tired right now.
friday i hung out with sexy alice and after lunch we just chilled, and watched friends on her computer and then later she convinced me to go the strip club that night. lesson learned from that night.. yeah.. i'm definitely not a lesbian. i sat there and watched girls dance around and take off their bikinis (some were good, some were not so good) and was really really bored. a few thoughts ran through my head like "i wonder if they practice in those shoes before they can actually do anything" and "wow.. these guys in here are pretty skeezy" and "i bet hailes would enjoy a place like this" and most of all "i can't believe i paid $15 for this and i'm not even drunk" so yeah.. the highlight of my night was when they had the "amateur lap dance" contest.. and somehow alice wound up on stage as a "judge" but then they let her and the guy she was "competing" against give the strippers a lap dance. really.. it was no competition, alice shook her ass and gave that stripper a good show, along with the rest of the crowd. i almost thought alice was going to get a new job, but there were definitely a lot of eyes on alice.. too bad she couldn't collect tips. but she was really good, alice has found her calling. that night went back to alice's, we chatted a little bit and then went to bed. i got to sleep in her roommates oh-so-comfy-i-just-melted-into-the-mattress bed. it was nice... it was the best.
this morning went back to ben's and hung out a little with his roommie owen while angelee finished her sleep. passed out on the recliner and had crrrraaazy dreams about weird and funny things, and about dreaming in my dream, and telling someone about a dream that i dreamt while i was dreaming, in a dream that i was dreaming was happening in my dream. did that make sense to you? cuz it was weird... yea.. too many drugs.. or maybe just the right amount to make things interesting. :) went with angelee and dan to pick up their keg for their bbq that i missed.. sad. and then ben and angelee drove me to the airport. my fun adventure is over now... i passed out on the plane as well.. no dreams this time, or at least i think so. i was pretty out of it while i was at the airport too though, so i thought sleep would be best. back in sd, things in the apt haven't changed much of course.. only 3 more weeks (wow..and then i'll be gone forever) and i should do some homework, but i'll probably just sleep.. haha.
tomorrow is banana's first dcm, pretty exciting.. she's so cute when she leads. sakura and i are excited for the free food. yay. then maybe the gym (if i don't get lazy) and then homework.. i hope. it's been a pretty good week, it was fun to hang out and chill with angelee and ben, and alice too .. good times... i hope my graduation will be that fun and lovely.
friday i hung out with sexy alice and after lunch we just chilled, and watched friends on her computer and then later she convinced me to go the strip club that night. lesson learned from that night.. yeah.. i'm definitely not a lesbian. i sat there and watched girls dance around and take off their bikinis (some were good, some were not so good) and was really really bored. a few thoughts ran through my head like "i wonder if they practice in those shoes before they can actually do anything" and "wow.. these guys in here are pretty skeezy" and "i bet hailes would enjoy a place like this" and most of all "i can't believe i paid $15 for this and i'm not even drunk" so yeah.. the highlight of my night was when they had the "amateur lap dance" contest.. and somehow alice wound up on stage as a "judge" but then they let her and the guy she was "competing" against give the strippers a lap dance. really.. it was no competition, alice shook her ass and gave that stripper a good show, along with the rest of the crowd. i almost thought alice was going to get a new job, but there were definitely a lot of eyes on alice.. too bad she couldn't collect tips. but she was really good, alice has found her calling. that night went back to alice's, we chatted a little bit and then went to bed. i got to sleep in her roommates oh-so-comfy-i-just-melted-into-the-mattress bed. it was nice... it was the best.
this morning went back to ben's and hung out a little with his roommie owen while angelee finished her sleep. passed out on the recliner and had crrrraaazy dreams about weird and funny things, and about dreaming in my dream, and telling someone about a dream that i dreamt while i was dreaming, in a dream that i was dreaming was happening in my dream. did that make sense to you? cuz it was weird... yea.. too many drugs.. or maybe just the right amount to make things interesting. :) went with angelee and dan to pick up their keg for their bbq that i missed.. sad. and then ben and angelee drove me to the airport. my fun adventure is over now... i passed out on the plane as well.. no dreams this time, or at least i think so. i was pretty out of it while i was at the airport too though, so i thought sleep would be best. back in sd, things in the apt haven't changed much of course.. only 3 more weeks (wow..and then i'll be gone forever) and i should do some homework, but i'll probably just sleep.. haha.
tomorrow is banana's first dcm, pretty exciting.. she's so cute when she leads. sakura and i are excited for the free food. yay. then maybe the gym (if i don't get lazy) and then homework.. i hope. it's been a pretty good week, it was fun to hang out and chill with angelee and ben, and alice too .. good times... i hope my graduation will be that fun and lovely.
Friday, May 23, 2003
i totally feel as if it's the weekend already.. well which it kind of is.. because it's 4pm on friday... but i feel like if the weekend's already over.. most likely because i have been playing all week.. it is my vacation. but i guess i deserve it.. hahah.. well as long as i pass my quiz.. and finish this class. shooot. so yea... last tuesday.. after my class i packed and left for berzerkley... sakura dropped me off at the airport, which was pretty empty.. yay.. and i got a good sead. whoo hoo.. and slept on the whole plane ride. much needed sleep.
got to angelee's, we ate dinner and tried to find a movie to watch, but ended just walking around the streets a little bit, walked into a bar that was way crowded, and then hung out a bit at the chia frat which is dan's frat house (theta delta chi) and saw brendan too. it's fun to see old high school friends. then we went back to ben's (angelee's bf) and chilled and ate cookies and ice cream.. mmmm... we spent the night there because we were all so wiped, and the next day went to La Note for breakfast/brunch. it was pretty good.. it was like this french breakfast place.. it was a bit pricey. but they had good desserts, which made it all worth it.. i got profiteroles.. mmmm. we got back to ben's and watched some tv, and we all took naps... it was kind of embarassing for me cuz i fell asleep on their couch and when i woke up both of the roomies were sitting there.. oops.. sorry. i just felt bad that this strange girl was sleeping on their couch and they couldn't watch tv .. although i'm sure i would have slept through it. that night one of ben's friends came into town and we went to this irish pub place called beckett's which was complete with a transgender singer and her gay saxaphone playing companion named "clarity" she/he did a bunch of cover songs and we watched for a bit after we finished our food. went to thalassa for some drinks and video games/pinball. all really chill stuff. i think the highlight of the night was when this guy was hitting on angelee, and asked her for her number, and she was like.. oh sorry.. i'm with my boyfriend. and then he was like.. "oh it's cool.. i have a girlfriend.. ya know..." (riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight) and then when she went to the bathroom.. he asks me.. "so what's the deal with bianca.. does she really have boyfriend.. or did she just say that?" and i was all like.. "umm you mean angelee?" and he's like.. "uh.. yea" right.. smooth guy. what a loser. but it was a good story. that night i stayed at angelee's sorority house. we had to drag a mattress up a flight of stairs for me to sleep.. yuk. but i'm sure it was much more comfortable than the hardwood floor.. so i guess it was all right. next day angelee's family came and we all trekked over to the greek theater for her graduation. my shoes did not like the walking and the hills much and i have two huge blisters to prove it. but it was alright.. i got a good sun tan.. and it was sooo hot, and a little boring (when they were reading the 400 some odd names) but i think the most uncomfortable part was the hard jagged rock/concrete seats. definitely not fun. but it was cute.. because when you write your name of the card.. they gotta read what you write.. so most of the names were pretty normal, some cute ones came in.. like jane "i love you mom" doe... that was cute. some guys tried to be funny and did like kyle boller, or george walker bush. made heads turn, esp. for the kyle boller one. and the cutest of them all was this guy who was like james "marry me patty" johnson (i don't know if the guy's name is right).. but it was so cute to have your proposal in your grad ceremony.. in front of all those people.. not super romantic because there was no like down on one knee (i'm sure it came later).. but the girl in front of him start spazzin out..so we think it was her.. it was way cute. i want to know if she accepted though. hahaha.. it would have be interesting (in that sad car wreck kind of way) if she rejected him in front of all those people .. like went through the line again and was like patty "no i will not marry you" piers.. or something like that.. (the last name is made up).. so yea.. that was the most interesting parts of the graduation, second to angelee's name being called of course. a little reception afterwards at the base of the campanile, punch and cookies :) and then dinner at this really nice froofy fancy italian place called oliveto's. dessert was to die for. i got strawberry shortcake.. it was goooood. definitely worth it. mmm.. that night hung out a bit.. rested our stuffed stomachs and then just hung out at ben's apt and then at his frat house.
today while angelee is packing.. i get to hang out with alice. hehe.. i'm on her computer while she's watching korean soap operas. haha.. we ate deep dish pizza at zachary's (my world is so centered around food) and came back to just chill. it's too hot to do anything outside.. esp since going to the beach isn't an option.. boo. alice is trying to convince me to go to a stripclub tonight.. and female stripclub.. riiiiiight. we'll see.. hahah.. but that's my exciting berkeley trip. i'm leaving tomorrow... which i was thinking maybe i should leave later, like hitch a ride with beth and ryan, but i should probably go back early so i can at least get some work done.. since i played all week. boo.. i'm missing a big bbq tomorrow though. crappy. dah well. i'll see how things work out. but it's been nice to get away from the craphole that is my apt. hehehe.
got to angelee's, we ate dinner and tried to find a movie to watch, but ended just walking around the streets a little bit, walked into a bar that was way crowded, and then hung out a bit at the chia frat which is dan's frat house (theta delta chi) and saw brendan too. it's fun to see old high school friends. then we went back to ben's (angelee's bf) and chilled and ate cookies and ice cream.. mmmm... we spent the night there because we were all so wiped, and the next day went to La Note for breakfast/brunch. it was pretty good.. it was like this french breakfast place.. it was a bit pricey. but they had good desserts, which made it all worth it.. i got profiteroles.. mmmm. we got back to ben's and watched some tv, and we all took naps... it was kind of embarassing for me cuz i fell asleep on their couch and when i woke up both of the roomies were sitting there.. oops.. sorry. i just felt bad that this strange girl was sleeping on their couch and they couldn't watch tv .. although i'm sure i would have slept through it. that night one of ben's friends came into town and we went to this irish pub place called beckett's which was complete with a transgender singer and her gay saxaphone playing companion named "clarity" she/he did a bunch of cover songs and we watched for a bit after we finished our food. went to thalassa for some drinks and video games/pinball. all really chill stuff. i think the highlight of the night was when this guy was hitting on angelee, and asked her for her number, and she was like.. oh sorry.. i'm with my boyfriend. and then he was like.. "oh it's cool.. i have a girlfriend.. ya know..." (riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight) and then when she went to the bathroom.. he asks me.. "so what's the deal with bianca.. does she really have boyfriend.. or did she just say that?" and i was all like.. "umm you mean angelee?" and he's like.. "uh.. yea" right.. smooth guy. what a loser. but it was a good story. that night i stayed at angelee's sorority house. we had to drag a mattress up a flight of stairs for me to sleep.. yuk. but i'm sure it was much more comfortable than the hardwood floor.. so i guess it was all right. next day angelee's family came and we all trekked over to the greek theater for her graduation. my shoes did not like the walking and the hills much and i have two huge blisters to prove it. but it was alright.. i got a good sun tan.. and it was sooo hot, and a little boring (when they were reading the 400 some odd names) but i think the most uncomfortable part was the hard jagged rock/concrete seats. definitely not fun. but it was cute.. because when you write your name of the card.. they gotta read what you write.. so most of the names were pretty normal, some cute ones came in.. like jane "i love you mom" doe... that was cute. some guys tried to be funny and did like kyle boller, or george walker bush. made heads turn, esp. for the kyle boller one. and the cutest of them all was this guy who was like james "marry me patty" johnson (i don't know if the guy's name is right).. but it was so cute to have your proposal in your grad ceremony.. in front of all those people.. not super romantic because there was no like down on one knee (i'm sure it came later).. but the girl in front of him start spazzin out..so we think it was her.. it was way cute. i want to know if she accepted though. hahaha.. it would have be interesting (in that sad car wreck kind of way) if she rejected him in front of all those people .. like went through the line again and was like patty "no i will not marry you" piers.. or something like that.. (the last name is made up).. so yea.. that was the most interesting parts of the graduation, second to angelee's name being called of course. a little reception afterwards at the base of the campanile, punch and cookies :) and then dinner at this really nice froofy fancy italian place called oliveto's. dessert was to die for. i got strawberry shortcake.. it was goooood. definitely worth it. mmm.. that night hung out a bit.. rested our stuffed stomachs and then just hung out at ben's apt and then at his frat house.
today while angelee is packing.. i get to hang out with alice. hehe.. i'm on her computer while she's watching korean soap operas. haha.. we ate deep dish pizza at zachary's (my world is so centered around food) and came back to just chill. it's too hot to do anything outside.. esp since going to the beach isn't an option.. boo. alice is trying to convince me to go to a stripclub tonight.. and female stripclub.. riiiiiight. we'll see.. hahah.. but that's my exciting berkeley trip. i'm leaving tomorrow... which i was thinking maybe i should leave later, like hitch a ride with beth and ryan, but i should probably go back early so i can at least get some work done.. since i played all week. boo.. i'm missing a big bbq tomorrow though. crappy. dah well. i'll see how things work out. but it's been nice to get away from the craphole that is my apt. hehehe.
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
Monday, May 19, 2003
today was an interesting day... but ended up really really good :)
last night.. i was kind of feeling anti-social, but in a weird way i still wanted to go out.. but i didn't.. hmm. does that even make sense? but when i finally decided to pass out and go to bed, vivian called and she picked me up and went to hang out with some of her friends. we ended up go to their friend's bday party and i had a good amount of jack flowing through my system and then come back to the slumber party that happened in my house. i walked through the door to find 10 people sprawled around my living room.. oops. so vivian and her friends gabe and aaron just hung out and chilled in my room, played some playstation and they had some leftover birthday party liquids. us plus tai's friends were being kind of loud, and we kind of pissed off brianne.. (sorry) but we were also in a non-caring mood. yuk. anyways.. so we hung out until sunlight, and one by one passed out. i got up to take gabe back home since vivian was passed out on my floor and he was being sooooo weird.. like a caged monkey.. he was throwing stuff around my room and yelling about how these foreigners kidnapped him.. i don't know. it was interesting. came back, slept, entertained vivian and aaron before they left.. and oh.. played some gta3.. yea baby... and went back to sleep. i did absolutely nothing productive today.. horrible.
vivian called and woke me up and we went to the jason mraz concert (oh yea). he is great.. i didn't know what to expect because the only other concert that i've seen him with the whole band was hob sunset and i didn't have a great time at that show, and did really enjoy it. buuuuuut he rocked my world tonight. i love rimac and i love ucsd even though so many people think it blows... i don't. vivian and i got there and chatted with some people we knew a bit.. the crispys, philly and fam, fran, jon, lindsay, the v's. etc. etc. i bought overpriced salty pretzel and cheese because i was starving and then a soda later on.. and couldn't squish up with jon and vivian so philly and i stood on the side. but it gave me more room to dance around and act like a fool. i gave philly some booty dances, and sang and totally enjoyed myself and the music. it was sooooo good... except for the snotty 12 yr old girls there.. i always hate when they invade my campus. i really liked the concert and had a good good time. i almost was going to cry too when he was playing better. i'm such a dork. afterwards we stood around and did some more talking with each other, with heather, with pete (yay. happy belated birthday.. like a month ago)... hah.. and although i kept wanting to leave.. it was good that we had dilly dallied so long and had stayed because i got to take some pix and see philly again before she was off to home, and their car battery had died, and i had actually coincidentally parked next to them, so they had jumpers and we revived their car. so.. i guess it was good that we were there so i could help them. i dropped vivian off, came home. watched fox rox.. yay.. it's fun to see the parts of the show in the pre-posted pieces, like when they tape the live show stuff, or the news .. and then see the finalized version. :) i'm sad i didn't get to go and help shoot today.. but also relieved cuz i got to sleep.
but on the downside.. i did nothing but play or sleep this weekend. i cleaned a little, but the house is trashed now so i have nothing to show for it. i really need to batten down the hatches and get real productive tomorrow cuz i'm going to berkeley this week... craaaaaaaazy. i have a "final" on tuesday cuz our teacher is leaving early (but don't worry.. i still have to go to class because we have substitute/guest teachers... who does that?! just let us go early!!) so i have a final poem reading on tuesday. i chose a hard hard poem (that philly actually picked out for me.. thanks) that i don't really totally understand, but it's also a love poem, and i have to read it with this great feeling of the most wonderful love in the world.. yea.. no experience to draw from.. great. and i'm way behind in musical theater..and i should go in and do the web stuff for my internship since i'm boning out all the rest of the week. i'm kind of scared about what my crazy berkeley friends have in store for me.. i hope i make it back in one piece.
last night.. i was kind of feeling anti-social, but in a weird way i still wanted to go out.. but i didn't.. hmm. does that even make sense? but when i finally decided to pass out and go to bed, vivian called and she picked me up and went to hang out with some of her friends. we ended up go to their friend's bday party and i had a good amount of jack flowing through my system and then come back to the slumber party that happened in my house. i walked through the door to find 10 people sprawled around my living room.. oops. so vivian and her friends gabe and aaron just hung out and chilled in my room, played some playstation and they had some leftover birthday party liquids. us plus tai's friends were being kind of loud, and we kind of pissed off brianne.. (sorry) but we were also in a non-caring mood. yuk. anyways.. so we hung out until sunlight, and one by one passed out. i got up to take gabe back home since vivian was passed out on my floor and he was being sooooo weird.. like a caged monkey.. he was throwing stuff around my room and yelling about how these foreigners kidnapped him.. i don't know. it was interesting. came back, slept, entertained vivian and aaron before they left.. and oh.. played some gta3.. yea baby... and went back to sleep. i did absolutely nothing productive today.. horrible.
vivian called and woke me up and we went to the jason mraz concert (oh yea). he is great.. i didn't know what to expect because the only other concert that i've seen him with the whole band was hob sunset and i didn't have a great time at that show, and did really enjoy it. buuuuuut he rocked my world tonight. i love rimac and i love ucsd even though so many people think it blows... i don't. vivian and i got there and chatted with some people we knew a bit.. the crispys, philly and fam, fran, jon, lindsay, the v's. etc. etc. i bought overpriced salty pretzel and cheese because i was starving and then a soda later on.. and couldn't squish up with jon and vivian so philly and i stood on the side. but it gave me more room to dance around and act like a fool. i gave philly some booty dances, and sang and totally enjoyed myself and the music. it was sooooo good... except for the snotty 12 yr old girls there.. i always hate when they invade my campus. i really liked the concert and had a good good time. i almost was going to cry too when he was playing better. i'm such a dork. afterwards we stood around and did some more talking with each other, with heather, with pete (yay. happy belated birthday.. like a month ago)... hah.. and although i kept wanting to leave.. it was good that we had dilly dallied so long and had stayed because i got to take some pix and see philly again before she was off to home, and their car battery had died, and i had actually coincidentally parked next to them, so they had jumpers and we revived their car. so.. i guess it was good that we were there so i could help them. i dropped vivian off, came home. watched fox rox.. yay.. it's fun to see the parts of the show in the pre-posted pieces, like when they tape the live show stuff, or the news .. and then see the finalized version. :) i'm sad i didn't get to go and help shoot today.. but also relieved cuz i got to sleep.
but on the downside.. i did nothing but play or sleep this weekend. i cleaned a little, but the house is trashed now so i have nothing to show for it. i really need to batten down the hatches and get real productive tomorrow cuz i'm going to berkeley this week... craaaaaaaazy. i have a "final" on tuesday cuz our teacher is leaving early (but don't worry.. i still have to go to class because we have substitute/guest teachers... who does that?! just let us go early!!) so i have a final poem reading on tuesday. i chose a hard hard poem (that philly actually picked out for me.. thanks) that i don't really totally understand, but it's also a love poem, and i have to read it with this great feeling of the most wonderful love in the world.. yea.. no experience to draw from.. great. and i'm way behind in musical theater..and i should go in and do the web stuff for my internship since i'm boning out all the rest of the week. i'm kind of scared about what my crazy berkeley friends have in store for me.. i hope i make it back in one piece.
Saturday, May 17, 2003
so i must be the lamest person in the world... there's a party in my living room and i'm sitting here on the internet bored off my ass. but.. in my defense... it's my roommate's party, and all her friends, that already all know each other and i really don't want to intrude. well.. not intrude.. but it's hard being the only person at a party that doesn't know everyone else. so that's that. i'm also kind of anti-social.. maybe i'm all partied out.
anyhoo.. the past week or so hasn't been too exciting. it seems pretty long, maybe because i haven't been sleeping much.. but this week has definitely seemed longer. finished working at the water polo championships... ucla won. blah blah blah... but it was pretty exciting and made me all nostalgic and wanting to be on a team again. that night there was a little bit of excitement.. or if you can call it that.. maybe more of a scare.. but i had to run my roommate to the hospital because she wasn't feeling well... and being the retarded person i am.. i got lost on the way to the hospital, and when i finally got there.. it was closed. yea... great. so i attempted to drive back home while dialing 911 so that they could meet us at the apt, and my roommate passed out. she had said she couldn't breathe, so i thought she was dead. i totally freaked out, and finally got through to 911, and stopped on the side of the road, cops, fire trucks, paramedics, sirens... all very interesting. went to the hospital, sat with her friends, and when they pumped her stomach and told her to stay away from the drugs and alcohol, at 5am we got to go home. all the excitement i need for one week... i came home to try and finish homework and the cki banquet invitations.
monday i got to go help on the shoot for fox rox (the show i intern for) and that was pretty fun...i don't really do much though, they're really self efficient, but at the same time i don't really know how to do much.. so yea... but it's alright. did more cki stuff, tuesday.. class and then had a dinner date with sakura. we went to world famous for $1 shrimp tacos.. yuuuuuum. they were so good. wednesday i went to my internship, did the web stuff, and then went to a meeting at school with my teacher and then the library. wow.. i was good for two hours. :) that night i stayed home and watched dawson's.. i totally thought i was going to cry.. (and did get a little teary eyed when jack was saying how jen was his soulmate...) but nicole laughed at me when i told her that i was sad it was the last one... and then called me halfway through asking if i was crying because she was a big bawling mess. hahahhaha. i had some good laughs. :) and by the way... the show ended all wrong. joey was supposed to be with dawson, that's just how it is, they're supposed to be together, they're soul mates.. doesn't anyone respect that anymore!! yea.. especially not people like nicole. "i guess it's pacey's creek now!!" and i quote. hah. anyways... it just totally ruined the show.. they need to have some new writers. but anyways... thursday was class, and then a painful abs and buns class, my abs still hurt. but that's a good thing right? i guess. haha.. came home and napped and then went out with brianne and angie to pb to hit some bars to celebrate brianne's license coming in the mail. i was dd, so whatevers, friday was sun god, i went to school with sakura and checked out some of the daytime activities, and then later went back with vivian and bryce and did the bouncie house activities and then watched some of the concert. it was a good time and i had some really good nachos.. mmm... afterwards angie came and got us and we went to pb again and just hung out at pb bar and grill and danced and drank a little...
today i woke up late late.. to make up for all the sleep i wasn't getting this week.. and helped my roommate clean up some for her party. i watched sweet home alabama...awww.. and then chatted on the phone a little bit with my favorite person from alabama, pete, about all his scandalous adventures. hahahah. i tried to start cleaning and packing up my room to get ready to move.. but i just can't... i have no self discipline, or maybe i'm just lazy.. but i don't want to do anything.. maybe i'll get in my bed and watch another movie. i am definitely not feeling super social right now.. i'm real tired.. which make no sense because i slept so much this weekend. hmm.. it seems as if the party is dying down.. maybe i can creep out and find something to do.
anyhoo.. the past week or so hasn't been too exciting. it seems pretty long, maybe because i haven't been sleeping much.. but this week has definitely seemed longer. finished working at the water polo championships... ucla won. blah blah blah... but it was pretty exciting and made me all nostalgic and wanting to be on a team again. that night there was a little bit of excitement.. or if you can call it that.. maybe more of a scare.. but i had to run my roommate to the hospital because she wasn't feeling well... and being the retarded person i am.. i got lost on the way to the hospital, and when i finally got there.. it was closed. yea... great. so i attempted to drive back home while dialing 911 so that they could meet us at the apt, and my roommate passed out. she had said she couldn't breathe, so i thought she was dead. i totally freaked out, and finally got through to 911, and stopped on the side of the road, cops, fire trucks, paramedics, sirens... all very interesting. went to the hospital, sat with her friends, and when they pumped her stomach and told her to stay away from the drugs and alcohol, at 5am we got to go home. all the excitement i need for one week... i came home to try and finish homework and the cki banquet invitations.
monday i got to go help on the shoot for fox rox (the show i intern for) and that was pretty fun...i don't really do much though, they're really self efficient, but at the same time i don't really know how to do much.. so yea... but it's alright. did more cki stuff, tuesday.. class and then had a dinner date with sakura. we went to world famous for $1 shrimp tacos.. yuuuuuum. they were so good. wednesday i went to my internship, did the web stuff, and then went to a meeting at school with my teacher and then the library. wow.. i was good for two hours. :) that night i stayed home and watched dawson's.. i totally thought i was going to cry.. (and did get a little teary eyed when jack was saying how jen was his soulmate...) but nicole laughed at me when i told her that i was sad it was the last one... and then called me halfway through asking if i was crying because she was a big bawling mess. hahahhaha. i had some good laughs. :) and by the way... the show ended all wrong. joey was supposed to be with dawson, that's just how it is, they're supposed to be together, they're soul mates.. doesn't anyone respect that anymore!! yea.. especially not people like nicole. "i guess it's pacey's creek now!!" and i quote. hah. anyways... it just totally ruined the show.. they need to have some new writers. but anyways... thursday was class, and then a painful abs and buns class, my abs still hurt. but that's a good thing right? i guess. haha.. came home and napped and then went out with brianne and angie to pb to hit some bars to celebrate brianne's license coming in the mail. i was dd, so whatevers, friday was sun god, i went to school with sakura and checked out some of the daytime activities, and then later went back with vivian and bryce and did the bouncie house activities and then watched some of the concert. it was a good time and i had some really good nachos.. mmm... afterwards angie came and got us and we went to pb again and just hung out at pb bar and grill and danced and drank a little...
today i woke up late late.. to make up for all the sleep i wasn't getting this week.. and helped my roommate clean up some for her party. i watched sweet home alabama...awww.. and then chatted on the phone a little bit with my favorite person from alabama, pete, about all his scandalous adventures. hahahah. i tried to start cleaning and packing up my room to get ready to move.. but i just can't... i have no self discipline, or maybe i'm just lazy.. but i don't want to do anything.. maybe i'll get in my bed and watch another movie. i am definitely not feeling super social right now.. i'm real tired.. which make no sense because i slept so much this weekend. hmm.. it seems as if the party is dying down.. maybe i can creep out and find something to do.
Sunday, May 11, 2003
la la la la la .... i'm pretty wiped out.. spent a lot of time in the sun.. water polo championships (and i forgot my sunglasses... grrr) and then a little bit of pb block party. i was kind of sad that our school didn't make it into the championships.. :( but it was very interesting.. i wanted indiana to win... haahha..against sssssstanfurd. and ucla and lmu.. i didn't know who i wanted to win.. but i guess it never really matters what i want. and then it made me all nostalgic.. wishing i played polo in high school. but anyways. i ate so many cookies. AND... they weren't just regular cookies, they were those doubletree cookies that nicole and armando are so crazy about. i never knew what they were talking about.. but i guess i do now because i ate like 5 of them.. and then took some home. haahah.. doubletree made a bunch for our tournament. :) too bad they have nuts :(
afterwards i drove down to pb for the block party, but i was pretty late, but it still took FOREVER to find parking. and i drove by a bunch of people who were having these huge parties. shoot.. i wish i had lived in pb. afterwards went with vivian, dave, jen, heather, and angie to world famous where they we got crappy service... ugh. but i had some good food. i definitely need to go to $1 shrimp tacos.. mmmmm... came back.. chilled.. i'm super super wiped.. and probably should do some homework before i go to sleep. i'm so horrible. hmm.. work again tomorrow..it'll definitely be nice when i get this paycheck. it'll probably pay for my icon crap and credit card bills... boo. i need to get a job.. but hey.. maybe i can just get carrie to be my sugar momma!! :)
afterwards i drove down to pb for the block party, but i was pretty late, but it still took FOREVER to find parking. and i drove by a bunch of people who were having these huge parties. shoot.. i wish i had lived in pb. afterwards went with vivian, dave, jen, heather, and angie to world famous where they we got crappy service... ugh. but i had some good food. i definitely need to go to $1 shrimp tacos.. mmmmm... came back.. chilled.. i'm super super wiped.. and probably should do some homework before i go to sleep. i'm so horrible. hmm.. work again tomorrow..it'll definitely be nice when i get this paycheck. it'll probably pay for my icon crap and credit card bills... boo. i need to get a job.. but hey.. maybe i can just get carrie to be my sugar momma!! :)
Saturday, May 10, 2003
so i'm in a fairly better mood than i started off the day in. which is good. i guess i was just super frustrated with everything.. the roommates, the friends, the parents, school, circle k.. etc. and everything just got to me. i'm just odd and get in those weird anti-social moods where i don't really feel like dealing with too many people or too many situations... but inevitably still i must.
today i went to my internship... i thought i was going to go out and shoot today, but i ended up just doing a lot of research and stupid junk.. but it's still pretty cool. i took a break to go to the kiwanis luncheon, but i guess they either cancelled it, or they moved it because it wasn't where they usually have it. i drove around downtown la jolla for an hour trying to find the right place... but no luck. so that put me in my already disdain mood. took a small nap, went back to my internship, then after not really doing anything.. i went back home. i guess i was just in a sour mood from yesterday already that every small thing just made it worse. and especially you because i was also having an ugly day. you know, where you just look, feel so blech? i was tired, my pores are huge, i had a big zit, my hair sucked, my teeth were yellow, and my clothes are all too tight. i was not so happy today. i came home, cleaned the kitchen, tried to take care of some cki crap and then back home. lots of useless driving around. came back, ate some, watched a bit of tv, talked a bit with tayyabeh and chilled. tried to clean my room some. but i was also very antsy.. nothing really satisfied me, i didn't want to go out, i didn't want to stay in. i'm so fussy. but i started cleaning, which is kind of good, because when i'm in a bad mood i tend to throw more things away, and not keep useless stuff just for sentimental value. i talked to sakura and we vented about our crappy lives, and after her story, mine seemed so much less insignificant... and then later she came over and we watched One Hour Photo. it was kind of creepy in that skeevy kind of way, it was a lot less scarier than i thought it would be. and michael vartan is way hot and nekkid in the movie. whoo.
so anyways.. after that.. i somehow feel a bit more at ease. just a nice night at home with a friend, and no retarded roommate interaction. although... (here comes my ranting) i must say that she definitely making me chomp at the bit. in two days our cable and internet is going to get shut off because one of the inhabitants that i share my rathole with refuses to pay the cable bill... (and hasn't paid it for the past two months) and this month the part that can be paid isn't enough to keep our service on. damn you vivian for moving out. so... if i'm not around.. this is why. i'm sure once the cable gets shut off she'll have a panic attack and re-connect the service... but only after then. tell me... how can you have a full time job and not have enough money to pay for anything? and it's not like it's a one time case.. it's been like this since i moved in... not paying rent/phone/gas & electric/cable bills on time... or even sometimes at all. argh!! it's so frustrating and annoying.. because i can't do the things i need to do when our things get shut off because of her. ugh. so i'll stop now... if you ever meet this girl... don't live with her.
so i'm working this weekend.. which kind of sucks because i was supposed to go back to torrance for that whole mother's day thing. which, i guess in my current mood maybe better for me. i'm working at the women's ncaa water polo championships.. which is always fun. just too bad it's women's. anyhoo.. time to go watch a happy movie now and go to bed. long day tomorrow..
today i went to my internship... i thought i was going to go out and shoot today, but i ended up just doing a lot of research and stupid junk.. but it's still pretty cool. i took a break to go to the kiwanis luncheon, but i guess they either cancelled it, or they moved it because it wasn't where they usually have it. i drove around downtown la jolla for an hour trying to find the right place... but no luck. so that put me in my already disdain mood. took a small nap, went back to my internship, then after not really doing anything.. i went back home. i guess i was just in a sour mood from yesterday already that every small thing just made it worse. and especially you because i was also having an ugly day. you know, where you just look, feel so blech? i was tired, my pores are huge, i had a big zit, my hair sucked, my teeth were yellow, and my clothes are all too tight. i was not so happy today. i came home, cleaned the kitchen, tried to take care of some cki crap and then back home. lots of useless driving around. came back, ate some, watched a bit of tv, talked a bit with tayyabeh and chilled. tried to clean my room some. but i was also very antsy.. nothing really satisfied me, i didn't want to go out, i didn't want to stay in. i'm so fussy. but i started cleaning, which is kind of good, because when i'm in a bad mood i tend to throw more things away, and not keep useless stuff just for sentimental value. i talked to sakura and we vented about our crappy lives, and after her story, mine seemed so much less insignificant... and then later she came over and we watched One Hour Photo. it was kind of creepy in that skeevy kind of way, it was a lot less scarier than i thought it would be. and michael vartan is way hot and nekkid in the movie. whoo.
so anyways.. after that.. i somehow feel a bit more at ease. just a nice night at home with a friend, and no retarded roommate interaction. although... (here comes my ranting) i must say that she definitely making me chomp at the bit. in two days our cable and internet is going to get shut off because one of the inhabitants that i share my rathole with refuses to pay the cable bill... (and hasn't paid it for the past two months) and this month the part that can be paid isn't enough to keep our service on. damn you vivian for moving out. so... if i'm not around.. this is why. i'm sure once the cable gets shut off she'll have a panic attack and re-connect the service... but only after then. tell me... how can you have a full time job and not have enough money to pay for anything? and it's not like it's a one time case.. it's been like this since i moved in... not paying rent/phone/gas & electric/cable bills on time... or even sometimes at all. argh!! it's so frustrating and annoying.. because i can't do the things i need to do when our things get shut off because of her. ugh. so i'll stop now... if you ever meet this girl... don't live with her.
so i'm working this weekend.. which kind of sucks because i was supposed to go back to torrance for that whole mother's day thing. which, i guess in my current mood maybe better for me. i'm working at the women's ncaa water polo championships.. which is always fun. just too bad it's women's. anyhoo.. time to go watch a happy movie now and go to bed. long day tomorrow..
Friday, May 09, 2003
beth is so gay- but in that such-a-devoted-girlfriend-it-makes-you-want-to-puke kind of gay. love you beth.
Tell all your friends! You are very very Ryan
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Tell all your friends! You are very very Ryan
Skophammer! You likely have good taste and
common sense, and are probably pretty smart.
You care a great deal about service and enjoy
being a leader. People find you charming and
fascinating to talk to. Yay for you!
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Thursday, May 08, 2003
this is my lazy (well... laziest.. cuz i guess i'm ALWAYS lazy) week. i skipped abs and buns both days.. tuesday because i was so god awful tired from getting only 1 hour of sleep because i was doing my musical theater paper (which by the way.. was the biggest piece of crap ever... what a waste of paper.. it wasn't even good enough to wipe your ass with)... but that's besides the point. my failing academia is another blog topic for another day.
hmm.. monday.. most of the day i sat around.. tried to do my paper. it was really hard to focus and concentrate.. because i didn't feel that looming pressure of needing to do it because i had more than 8 hours. hah. i'm so horrible. so yea.. met with my voice teacher to talk about my poem.. came back and did my paper. ate a lot of crap.. i've gained so much weight in the past week. it's unsightly.. i guess i shouldn't have ditched those abs and buns classes huh? anyhoo.. lazied around.. had good conversations with my new roommate.. who i'm loving more each day :) talked to carrie for four hours on the phone (yes.. bad me. i know) and then stayed up forever doing my paper.
tuesday.. class, finish paper, class, then nap time. yay. i love sleeping. meeting for cki banquet.
wednesday.. internship- watched a little editing, did website stuff, saw them tape the band. it was this "band" - they were more like a freestyle group.. they were really funny though .. they sang/rapped this song called bill gates (he owes me five dollars).. funny stuff. what's even funnier is that one of the lead singers works at sea world (whoo hoo) and he got like $50,000 from star 100.7 for some contest and now he's a dj or something.. or i don't know... but it was very interesting. they were really funny guys.. you should check them out.. they're called bad credit (i doubt they're huge or anything.. but maybe.. you never know). after interning i went to friday's with jill and got free food for the commuter/transfer social. yay. i love friday's... especially if it's free. saw someone that i hadn't seen in awhile... it was ... interesting hahah. came back.. chilled, watched dawson's creek.. and i was totally going to cry... i'm sooo bawling next week. i can't believe it's ending.. so sad :( yes. i'm a big geek.. i know. watch south park, that was frikkin hilarious, and then had a gay apartment meeting. it was so dumb.. and pointless. but i learned that one of my roommates might move back home because her dad had a heart attack and even though she got kicked out, they called her up and wanted her to come home to spend time with her dad... you know.. just in case. but while we were talking about it, i was like.. you should definitely go back home, and my other roommate (who is crazy and everyone dislikes.. unless you really need to get laid, then you should be her best friend) was saying how if she went back home it would put her in such a jam. i was bothered that she was that selfish, although it didn't surprise me because i think i expected it from her... isn't that sad? that i knew that she would bring it to a level of it being about her and her needs, when there's a girl who's dad's health is in trouble, and she's worried about what she's going to do? please.. she just needs someone to mooch off of. ew.. it makes me sick. i can't wait until i get out of here... even if it is back home to where i get treated like i'm twelve.
so after that i tried to do my homework.. and i took a nap.. and manny was supposed to call me!! thanks a lot for not calling! :P so i went to class unprepared and with no homework in hand, ate lunch, went to my musical theater class, drifted off a few times towards the end.. was wishy washy about going to abs and buns, and at the last minute we didn't go. (horrible!!) and came back, listened to showboat and napped. woke up, tv.. yay friends. "you look stop-eating hot!!" hahahahha. i called home .. and i don't know why or what happens, but everything just boils down to those unhappy moments and my parents and i just always end up fighting. and i know that in the end its their concern for me (no matter how restrictive) and love that makes them so anal.. but i just wish it wasn't so hard all the time. that we didn't have to disagree on so many things and that it's always a fighting situation. and plus the fact that i have no job, and will inevitably have to end up moving home will be the death of me... it makes me dread the summer... which is sad. i just don't know what i can do.. i can't be what they want me to be.. i just can't..even if they're my parents.. because it's just asking too much.. our views are too different and the kind of person they want me to be isn't really a person at all... so yea. needless to say i'm in an crummy mood. even moreso than before..
i also got this email from this guy at the "meeting connection" who is doing cki registration for icon... saying he lost everyone's cc numbers while he was trying to transfer data over... and some other people got in a hissy fit and didn't think they should resend that kind of info through email or call this guy who .. maybe he's not even legit (although ... i'm sure he is.. but who knows)... but.. in my anti-social tirade .. maybe it's a sign.. that i don't need to go to icon (even if it gets me out of the house for a week or two).. i've been hearing about those tornadoes in the midwest.. killing people.... horrid. and plus.. i dunno.. it just makes it easier for me to hide in my room and not do anything... which seems so dandy to me right now. poop.
hmm.. monday.. most of the day i sat around.. tried to do my paper. it was really hard to focus and concentrate.. because i didn't feel that looming pressure of needing to do it because i had more than 8 hours. hah. i'm so horrible. so yea.. met with my voice teacher to talk about my poem.. came back and did my paper. ate a lot of crap.. i've gained so much weight in the past week. it's unsightly.. i guess i shouldn't have ditched those abs and buns classes huh? anyhoo.. lazied around.. had good conversations with my new roommate.. who i'm loving more each day :) talked to carrie for four hours on the phone (yes.. bad me. i know) and then stayed up forever doing my paper.
tuesday.. class, finish paper, class, then nap time. yay. i love sleeping. meeting for cki banquet.
wednesday.. internship- watched a little editing, did website stuff, saw them tape the band. it was this "band" - they were more like a freestyle group.. they were really funny though .. they sang/rapped this song called bill gates (he owes me five dollars).. funny stuff. what's even funnier is that one of the lead singers works at sea world (whoo hoo) and he got like $50,000 from star 100.7 for some contest and now he's a dj or something.. or i don't know... but it was very interesting. they were really funny guys.. you should check them out.. they're called bad credit (i doubt they're huge or anything.. but maybe.. you never know). after interning i went to friday's with jill and got free food for the commuter/transfer social. yay. i love friday's... especially if it's free. saw someone that i hadn't seen in awhile... it was ... interesting hahah. came back.. chilled, watched dawson's creek.. and i was totally going to cry... i'm sooo bawling next week. i can't believe it's ending.. so sad :( yes. i'm a big geek.. i know. watch south park, that was frikkin hilarious, and then had a gay apartment meeting. it was so dumb.. and pointless. but i learned that one of my roommates might move back home because her dad had a heart attack and even though she got kicked out, they called her up and wanted her to come home to spend time with her dad... you know.. just in case. but while we were talking about it, i was like.. you should definitely go back home, and my other roommate (who is crazy and everyone dislikes.. unless you really need to get laid, then you should be her best friend) was saying how if she went back home it would put her in such a jam. i was bothered that she was that selfish, although it didn't surprise me because i think i expected it from her... isn't that sad? that i knew that she would bring it to a level of it being about her and her needs, when there's a girl who's dad's health is in trouble, and she's worried about what she's going to do? please.. she just needs someone to mooch off of. ew.. it makes me sick. i can't wait until i get out of here... even if it is back home to where i get treated like i'm twelve.
so after that i tried to do my homework.. and i took a nap.. and manny was supposed to call me!! thanks a lot for not calling! :P so i went to class unprepared and with no homework in hand, ate lunch, went to my musical theater class, drifted off a few times towards the end.. was wishy washy about going to abs and buns, and at the last minute we didn't go. (horrible!!) and came back, listened to showboat and napped. woke up, tv.. yay friends. "you look stop-eating hot!!" hahahahha. i called home .. and i don't know why or what happens, but everything just boils down to those unhappy moments and my parents and i just always end up fighting. and i know that in the end its their concern for me (no matter how restrictive) and love that makes them so anal.. but i just wish it wasn't so hard all the time. that we didn't have to disagree on so many things and that it's always a fighting situation. and plus the fact that i have no job, and will inevitably have to end up moving home will be the death of me... it makes me dread the summer... which is sad. i just don't know what i can do.. i can't be what they want me to be.. i just can't..even if they're my parents.. because it's just asking too much.. our views are too different and the kind of person they want me to be isn't really a person at all... so yea. needless to say i'm in an crummy mood. even moreso than before..
i also got this email from this guy at the "meeting connection" who is doing cki registration for icon... saying he lost everyone's cc numbers while he was trying to transfer data over... and some other people got in a hissy fit and didn't think they should resend that kind of info through email or call this guy who .. maybe he's not even legit (although ... i'm sure he is.. but who knows)... but.. in my anti-social tirade .. maybe it's a sign.. that i don't need to go to icon (even if it gets me out of the house for a week or two).. i've been hearing about those tornadoes in the midwest.. killing people.... horrid. and plus.. i dunno.. it just makes it easier for me to hide in my room and not do anything... which seems so dandy to me right now. poop.
Monday, May 05, 2003
i gave in... but only because it's disney, and because i'm procrastinating... yet some more.
Roger Rabbit's Cartoon Spin: a wild ride through
the back alleys of toontown! The only ride
with a PG sense of humour in the G rated world
of Disneyland, you are zany, wild, and a little
bit of a loose screw. Energetic and colorful,
you go at full speed, even though your taxi-car
vehicles actually have four flat tires!
Despite your older humor, you are a kid at
heart and kids most relate to your cartoony
world and like you the best. You've been know
to make the adults a little queasy and a litte
bit dizzy. You leave your visitors dazed, a
little confused, but more often, extremely
amused. You take us to the places we'd never
see in a ride featuring the straight-laced
Mickey, but somehow you're still all Disney.
What Disneyland attraction are you?
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Roger Rabbit's Cartoon Spin: a wild ride through
the back alleys of toontown! The only ride
with a PG sense of humour in the G rated world
of Disneyland, you are zany, wild, and a little
bit of a loose screw. Energetic and colorful,
you go at full speed, even though your taxi-car
vehicles actually have four flat tires!
Despite your older humor, you are a kid at
heart and kids most relate to your cartoony
world and like you the best. You've been know
to make the adults a little queasy and a litte
bit dizzy. You leave your visitors dazed, a
little confused, but more often, extremely
amused. You take us to the places we'd never
see in a ride featuring the straight-laced
Mickey, but somehow you're still all Disney.
What Disneyland attraction are you?
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Sunday, May 04, 2003
procrastination... procrastination....why do i always do it? i have an 8 page paper that our teacher gave us the prompt for a month ago.. due on tuesday.. and i haven't even started. and i played all weekend.. horrible horrible horrible. and i always tell myself that i'm going to start early.. and nonetheless.. i never do. so anyways...
thursday.. class, lunch with sakura and hailes, abs n buns, and then i went to shoot with my internship. that was pretty exciting to actually help out on the shoot and watch them do the news stuff and the show. setting up lights and camera stuff and feel quasi-important. i also caught a mistake, so they could fixed it and i felt all smart and not just a pee-on intern. they invited me to go out afterwards, which i wish i could have, but i lagged, and got really tired, and so sakura ended just leaving in the morning.. i suck.. boo.. i'm retarded.
friday.. sakura and i left sd at the buttcrack of dawn to go pick rupert up at his lax hotel. we were ordered to hang out with him through the request of the international vice president.. she penciled us in to his busy schedule. but anyhoo we picked him up and went to disneyland (YAY!!) yea yea.. nicole turned me into a disney whore... so we met ryan billings at Disneyland.. had a whole ton of fun, went to California Adventures where rupert fell asleep in the Aladdin show.. so we decided no more shows and just went on rides.. rupert is an interesting fellow. he'd only eat french fries.. because he didn't like our food, but on the whole he said he doesn't really like eating, and doesn't really like sleeping. WHO DOESN'T EAT OR SLEEP? it's the most precious times of our days.. and i felt bad because he always had this perpetual look of boredom on his face, but he tells us that he had fun.. so i guess that's okay. afterwards.. Nicole and Petey came and met us at Disneyland and California (and it was raining) and we went on some more rides, then met with Irene, Andrew, Chris, Carrie and a whole bunch of other people and ate dinner at Rainforest Cafe.. where we waited for a ridiculously long amount of time.. and i let them know it too. hahahah.. i *swear* i was not flirting with the waiter.. i was just getting what i paid for, and letting him know that we waited a ridiculous amount of time. and hey.. if it got us free dessert.. fine.. but i wasn't flirting.. you bastards. anytime i'm nice to anyone.. whether it be a cop, or a waiter.. they always think i'm doing something else. jeez. anyhoo.. we were leaving and these people had a dead battery.. i felt pretty bad because the girl looked like she was crying and she said they had been waiting in the parking structure for two hours because the disney security people wouldn't help them, and the triple a people couldn't get in the structure because it was closed... so with billings' jumper cables they helped get their car started... rupert is so handy.
the next day i slept like all day.. woke up to eat, then went back to sleep. i was supposed to go to the library and costco.. but i slept, and they were closed by the time i woke up.. damn them for closing early. went to eat with beth and ryan... we all bickered.. i watched beth and ryan bicker.. hehehe.. but it was good hanging out with them... we just like to have intelligent conversations. later.. got dragged out by carrie and armando to go clubbing with all of them.. nicole, rupert, petey, billings, shirin, ali, alice, etc. etc... i really didn't want to go.. i was in a bad mood, a lame mood.. i talked to carrie, and i talked to nicole, and then armando called me like 4 times at the request of ms. carrie chen... and then i told him i wasn't sure.. and i'd call him back later.. then he had rupert call me, and then carrie called me, and after her incessant whining, and the bombardment of phone calls i finally gave in. went to some ghetto, 18 and up, asian club, with pictures of naked girls all around, a smelly bathroom and where the drinks were $6 and the water was $4... please. but it was a good time i guess.. i was really tired.. and got ambushed .. but i'm sure you can read about that somewhere else from someone who thought it was much funnier than i did... but anyhoo.. it was good time dancing with all the circle k friends.. hahha.. ali is the worst dancer ever.. hahahahahah. went to tommy's afterwards.. and then got dropped off at home .. thanks armando!! but not without some drunk dialing from manny.. hahahaha he told me not to talk to loud because he was about to fall over. i also have his drunken voicemail message..who wants to hear it? :)
today i just did some last minute stuff.. lagged again of course... sorry sakura... i suck. (again) and went to the library for my research paper (that i'm not doing right now) and drove back with sakura (actually.. she drove, i slept) and went to the paradise banquet, came back, hung out with ryan billings for a bit, and now.. i'm just sitting here.. not doing my paper. we were supposed to have a "house meeting" and i got a lot of crap because they didn't think i'd be here, and i was here, but my other roommate wasn't... retard-os. anyways.. i should probably at least start my paper.. open those books that i bought :P.. can someone please do it for me? pretty please? with a cherry on top? (*insert shudder from bad memories about conversations from friday night dinner*)
thursday.. class, lunch with sakura and hailes, abs n buns, and then i went to shoot with my internship. that was pretty exciting to actually help out on the shoot and watch them do the news stuff and the show. setting up lights and camera stuff and feel quasi-important. i also caught a mistake, so they could fixed it and i felt all smart and not just a pee-on intern. they invited me to go out afterwards, which i wish i could have, but i lagged, and got really tired, and so sakura ended just leaving in the morning.. i suck.. boo.. i'm retarded.
friday.. sakura and i left sd at the buttcrack of dawn to go pick rupert up at his lax hotel. we were ordered to hang out with him through the request of the international vice president.. she penciled us in to his busy schedule. but anyhoo we picked him up and went to disneyland (YAY!!) yea yea.. nicole turned me into a disney whore... so we met ryan billings at Disneyland.. had a whole ton of fun, went to California Adventures where rupert fell asleep in the Aladdin show.. so we decided no more shows and just went on rides.. rupert is an interesting fellow. he'd only eat french fries.. because he didn't like our food, but on the whole he said he doesn't really like eating, and doesn't really like sleeping. WHO DOESN'T EAT OR SLEEP? it's the most precious times of our days.. and i felt bad because he always had this perpetual look of boredom on his face, but he tells us that he had fun.. so i guess that's okay. afterwards.. Nicole and Petey came and met us at Disneyland and California (and it was raining) and we went on some more rides, then met with Irene, Andrew, Chris, Carrie and a whole bunch of other people and ate dinner at Rainforest Cafe.. where we waited for a ridiculously long amount of time.. and i let them know it too. hahahah.. i *swear* i was not flirting with the waiter.. i was just getting what i paid for, and letting him know that we waited a ridiculous amount of time. and hey.. if it got us free dessert.. fine.. but i wasn't flirting.. you bastards. anytime i'm nice to anyone.. whether it be a cop, or a waiter.. they always think i'm doing something else. jeez. anyhoo.. we were leaving and these people had a dead battery.. i felt pretty bad because the girl looked like she was crying and she said they had been waiting in the parking structure for two hours because the disney security people wouldn't help them, and the triple a people couldn't get in the structure because it was closed... so with billings' jumper cables they helped get their car started... rupert is so handy.
the next day i slept like all day.. woke up to eat, then went back to sleep. i was supposed to go to the library and costco.. but i slept, and they were closed by the time i woke up.. damn them for closing early. went to eat with beth and ryan... we all bickered.. i watched beth and ryan bicker.. hehehe.. but it was good hanging out with them... we just like to have intelligent conversations. later.. got dragged out by carrie and armando to go clubbing with all of them.. nicole, rupert, petey, billings, shirin, ali, alice, etc. etc... i really didn't want to go.. i was in a bad mood, a lame mood.. i talked to carrie, and i talked to nicole, and then armando called me like 4 times at the request of ms. carrie chen... and then i told him i wasn't sure.. and i'd call him back later.. then he had rupert call me, and then carrie called me, and after her incessant whining, and the bombardment of phone calls i finally gave in. went to some ghetto, 18 and up, asian club, with pictures of naked girls all around, a smelly bathroom and where the drinks were $6 and the water was $4... please. but it was a good time i guess.. i was really tired.. and got ambushed .. but i'm sure you can read about that somewhere else from someone who thought it was much funnier than i did... but anyhoo.. it was good time dancing with all the circle k friends.. hahha.. ali is the worst dancer ever.. hahahahahah. went to tommy's afterwards.. and then got dropped off at home .. thanks armando!! but not without some drunk dialing from manny.. hahahaha he told me not to talk to loud because he was about to fall over. i also have his drunken voicemail message..who wants to hear it? :)
today i just did some last minute stuff.. lagged again of course... sorry sakura... i suck. (again) and went to the library for my research paper (that i'm not doing right now) and drove back with sakura (actually.. she drove, i slept) and went to the paradise banquet, came back, hung out with ryan billings for a bit, and now.. i'm just sitting here.. not doing my paper. we were supposed to have a "house meeting" and i got a lot of crap because they didn't think i'd be here, and i was here, but my other roommate wasn't... retard-os. anyways.. i should probably at least start my paper.. open those books that i bought :P.. can someone please do it for me? pretty please? with a cherry on top? (*insert shudder from bad memories about conversations from friday night dinner*)
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