so i am back in san diego, but feeling very antisocial ... well not antisocial, but very focused on me.. and if other people want to come hang out with me, that's all cool, but not wanting to put a huge amount of effort. i'm weird. or maybe i'm just super tired right now.

friday i hung out with sexy alice and after lunch we just chilled, and watched friends on her computer and then later she convinced me to go the strip club that night. lesson learned from that night.. yeah.. i'm definitely not a lesbian. i sat there and watched girls dance around and take off their bikinis (some were good, some were not so good) and was really really bored. a few thoughts ran through my head like "i wonder if they practice in those shoes before they can actually do anything" and "wow.. these guys in here are pretty skeezy" and "i bet hailes would enjoy a place like this" and most of all "i can't believe i paid $15 for this and i'm not even drunk" so yeah.. the highlight of my night was when they had the "amateur lap dance" contest.. and somehow alice wound up on stage as a "judge" but then they let her and the guy she was "competing" against give the strippers a lap dance. really.. it was no competition, alice shook her ass and gave that stripper a good show, along with the rest of the crowd. i almost thought alice was going to get a new job, but there were definitely a lot of eyes on alice.. too bad she couldn't collect tips. but she was really good, alice has found her calling. that night went back to alice's, we chatted a little bit and then went to bed. i got to sleep in her roommates oh-so-comfy-i-just-melted-into-the-mattress bed. it was nice... it was the best.

this morning went back to ben's and hung out a little with his roommie owen while angelee finished her sleep. passed out on the recliner and had crrrraaazy dreams about weird and funny things, and about dreaming in my dream, and telling someone about a dream that i dreamt while i was dreaming, in a dream that i was dreaming was happening in my dream. did that make sense to you? cuz it was weird... yea.. too many drugs.. or maybe just the right amount to make things interesting. :) went with angelee and dan to pick up their keg for their bbq that i missed.. sad. and then ben and angelee drove me to the airport. my fun adventure is over now... i passed out on the plane as well.. no dreams this time, or at least i think so. i was pretty out of it while i was at the airport too though, so i thought sleep would be best. back in sd, things in the apt haven't changed much of course.. only 3 more weeks (wow..and then i'll be gone forever) and i should do some homework, but i'll probably just sleep.. haha.

tomorrow is banana's first dcm, pretty exciting.. she's so cute when she leads. sakura and i are excited for the free food. yay. then maybe the gym (if i don't get lazy) and then homework.. i hope. it's been a pretty good week, it was fun to hang out and chill with angelee and ben, and alice too .. good times... i hope my graduation will be that fun and lovely.