today i should not be as tired as i am.. but i am. i went to bed at like midnight or 1am, and woke up at 11:30am, oh so tired. and the only reason i got out of bed was because i had to go to banana's dcm. but it was good, yay for free lunch. it was a smaller turn out, but still pretty good in size. i wish some more of the new officers from all the clubs would have came, but hey.. what can you do? me, personally.. i can't do anything.. i'm a has been.. yay us. :)

i was pretty good and went to the library, i watched west side story (the first time i'd ever seen it.. yes yes.. i know.. i'm horrible), and half of guys and dolls (the library was closing). all for my musical theater class, which i have a quiz on this thursday. i wish i could have taken this class pass/no pass.. dammit. but yea..i should have been studying tonight.. but i didn't.. i wasted time. i cleaned up some stuff a little... and then went out to arby's with trish. yay! we talked a little and shoved food in our mouths. it's good to catch up with old friends, i hope we'll still keep in touch once we all move away. came back, chatted online with people, talked on the phone, wasted time, pretended to do some banquet stuff, but not really. i do need to get crackin on that. i wish i could have a great big bbq tomorrow.. but alas, i have no money, no friends and no bbq. so maybe i'll be a nerd and go to the library or something. i still don't know if i need to go in for my internship or not.. we'll see.. i'll call tomorrow. or else i'll just go in on friday.

ps. job hunting sucks.