today was an interesting day... but ended up really really good :)

last night.. i was kind of feeling anti-social, but in a weird way i still wanted to go out.. but i didn't.. hmm. does that even make sense? but when i finally decided to pass out and go to bed, vivian called and she picked me up and went to hang out with some of her friends. we ended up go to their friend's bday party and i had a good amount of jack flowing through my system and then come back to the slumber party that happened in my house. i walked through the door to find 10 people sprawled around my living room.. oops. so vivian and her friends gabe and aaron just hung out and chilled in my room, played some playstation and they had some leftover birthday party liquids. us plus tai's friends were being kind of loud, and we kind of pissed off brianne.. (sorry) but we were also in a non-caring mood. yuk. anyways.. so we hung out until sunlight, and one by one passed out. i got up to take gabe back home since vivian was passed out on my floor and he was being sooooo weird.. like a caged monkey.. he was throwing stuff around my room and yelling about how these foreigners kidnapped him.. i don't know. it was interesting. came back, slept, entertained vivian and aaron before they left.. and oh.. played some gta3.. yea baby... and went back to sleep. i did absolutely nothing productive today.. horrible.

vivian called and woke me up and we went to the jason mraz concert (oh yea). he is great.. i didn't know what to expect because the only other concert that i've seen him with the whole band was hob sunset and i didn't have a great time at that show, and did really enjoy it. buuuuuut he rocked my world tonight. i love rimac and i love ucsd even though so many people think it blows... i don't. vivian and i got there and chatted with some people we knew a bit.. the crispys, philly and fam, fran, jon, lindsay, the v's. etc. etc. i bought overpriced salty pretzel and cheese because i was starving and then a soda later on.. and couldn't squish up with jon and vivian so philly and i stood on the side. but it gave me more room to dance around and act like a fool. i gave philly some booty dances, and sang and totally enjoyed myself and the music. it was sooooo good... except for the snotty 12 yr old girls there.. i always hate when they invade my campus. i really liked the concert and had a good good time. i almost was going to cry too when he was playing better. i'm such a dork. afterwards we stood around and did some more talking with each other, with heather, with pete (yay. happy belated birthday.. like a month ago)... hah.. and although i kept wanting to leave.. it was good that we had dilly dallied so long and had stayed because i got to take some pix and see philly again before she was off to home, and their car battery had died, and i had actually coincidentally parked next to them, so they had jumpers and we revived their car. so.. i guess it was good that we were there so i could help them. i dropped vivian off, came home. watched fox rox.. yay.. it's fun to see the parts of the show in the pre-posted pieces, like when they tape the live show stuff, or the news .. and then see the finalized version. :) i'm sad i didn't get to go and help shoot today.. but also relieved cuz i got to sleep.

but on the downside.. i did nothing but play or sleep this weekend. i cleaned a little, but the house is trashed now so i have nothing to show for it. i really need to batten down the hatches and get real productive tomorrow cuz i'm going to berkeley this week... craaaaaaaazy. i have a "final" on tuesday cuz our teacher is leaving early (but don't worry.. i still have to go to class because we have substitute/guest teachers... who does that?! just let us go early!!) so i have a final poem reading on tuesday. i chose a hard hard poem (that philly actually picked out for me.. thanks) that i don't really totally understand, but it's also a love poem, and i have to read it with this great feeling of the most wonderful love in the world.. yea.. no experience to draw from.. great. and i'm way behind in musical theater..and i should go in and do the web stuff for my internship since i'm boning out all the rest of the week. i'm kind of scared about what my crazy berkeley friends have in store for me.. i hope i make it back in one piece.