pete thurston rules! he is rockstar frequenting on 91x.

check out his big fish review.

and his funny funny christmas song.

pete thurston is my hero.

a pete joke:
vivian: ewan mcgregor is so hot
pete: so me and a guy name mcgregor?

hahahah.. well, i thought it was funny. maybe ya just had to be there.

i got the bright idea to look in my old old cell phone for some of my old numbers and ta-da!!! there they were. so if i had your number in my cell pre-july, then whoo hoo, i have found it again. (i feel a little stupid to all the people i sent christmas cards to asking for their number because i just told them i lost it. i'm gonna call them, and they're going to be like.. uhh.. i thought you lost my number, i thought i got rid of you for good.) but i spent a good 10-20 minutes entering numbers into my phone again, it felt great.

i feel semi-complete now.

i am SO bored right now. i'm at work and there's barely anything to do because most of Nissan is off, so there's not much computer fixin to be done, thus not much for me to do. boo. although when i have lots of work to do, i hate it because i'd rather be doing nothing at all, so i won't win either way.

i forgot to say also that i cut my hair. not real big news, i only cut off three inches or so, a lot of people didn't even notice or just didn't care, so not that anyone who reads this didn't alredy know/or cares, but i just wanted to write it for myself so that when i come back and read these i can be like.. aww.. i remember when i cut my hair that one christmas.

i also bought myself another scarf last night. yay... it's got rainbowed circles on it. it's way cute. and it was way on sale, plus my discount, so that makes me real happy. it's a nice scarf too, i already got complimented on it today :) except that everyone thinks i'm sick because i'm all wrapped up in my scarf... it's just cute people.

tomorrow it's new year's eve and i don't really have plans. i can't decide whether i want to be a homebody or go out. i don't want to hassle with crowds, but i also don't want to be lame. hmm.. conflicted.

*disclaimer: whineyness ahead.. self-wallowing pity - read at your own discretion*

also.. feeling real lame because my BA is getting me nowhere and i almost wonder why i even went to college. because i'm still working a temp job and at the gap and i could have done that in high school. i got a little excited about this assistant editor position that a friend referred me for, but they already filled it, plus he asked if i could do all these things that i couldn't.. so basically i'm unqualifed for anything. unlike most people i'm not really great at one (or more) things, i'm just mediocre at a lot of things. which doesn't really get me anywhere because although "fast learner" and "versatile" may sound like good traits, i've come to find that you need to have experience to get a job, but i can't get experience without a job, so pretty much i'm s.o.l. and it's stupid because i'm sure i'm not trying as hard as those other people who have jobs tried.. and maybe that's my other problem. that i half-ass everything. like in school when i would procrastinate like no other, and just skate through class and usually get B's... i always thought.. hey with a little bit of effort i bet i could get an A.. but i never did. it's easy to say that you're going to do better and not be such a lame-o slacker, but i have no drive or motivation anymore. it's almost like i'm quitting smoking and i keep telling myself.. tomorrow i'm gonna quit. tomorrow i'm going to not be a slacker. and then the day after will become the new tomorrow because tomorrow will be today. it's a sadistic cycle. i always thought i was going to have such a promising life... but i'll probably just end up one of those 50 year olds that works at ralphs. NOT that there is much wrong with that, it's just not what i (or probably my parents) pictured for myself. or maybe i'll eventually become a manager at the gap. does anyone aspire to do that? maybe i should just go to taiwan and teach english, or get some crappy ass job that i'm gonna hate, because that's life right? you do what you have to do, not what you want to. that sucks.

i really am too tired to blog, but i feel like i should do it now, rather than put it off and do a marathon post to be haranged about... on top of my unfunny, vulgar, alcoholic, mean-drunkeness tendencies everyone already says i have. what do they know?

well i can't believe christmas and the weekend are over already. it almost feels like it's time to go back to normal life, but then i feel like i didn't to much anyways.. like there is no hoopla to begin with, so what do i go back to? anyways... friday i got off my temp job early (yay my boss!) and rested at home, ran errands and then went to do a night shift at the gap. got off a little early from that and stopped by benji's surprise housewarming party to drop off his gift, and then off to pick up beth and sakura for the concepcion after christmas extravanganza. we entered the house to find a large group and a band rockin out in the living room, so after staring back at the people giving us funny looks like we snuck into some private concert, so went around back to find a very "happy" nicole :) we ate lots of good food, drank a bit, chit chatted, and i am the speed toe champion - the BEST new game :) i beat out all the boys that were "with the band" the girls stayed behind, played tetris, watched dane cook, sex in the city and slept. i got to sleep on the wonder that is nicole's bed (are you listening boys?). the next morning we drove back home (after freaking beth made me turn around to get her beloved pillow) and i came home, ate lunch and went back to bed. only to awake to sakura calling me telling me she's going to be at my house in 45 minutes for jill's birthday party. ate dinner and got ready and off we go. (eat, drink, sleep, eat, sleep, eat... recognize a pattern?)

we went to the standard, a very swanky and expensive hotel with a roof-top bar. apparently it's the hotel where the sex in the city girls stay when they frequent los angeles. it was a $20 cover, followed by $90 on drinks, ice cream and american spirits + tip (not all for me), and fun card games and snacks in the room. the highlights of the rooftop bar was, of course, the ambiance and location, the pool, the waterbed domes, the lounge areas, the fun dancing guy who got me, jill and sakura to dance in order to ask us "who our gay friend was" (jimmy.. haha), and the company (aww...). the rooms itself were pretty cool, i'd say the "porn shower" was the best though. it was like most hotel rooms, except the wall between the shower and the rest of the room was made of glass. sexy. that must be quite a show. at least the curtain wasn't see through so people could at least pee in private. here are some pictures i stole... :) they're really cool though.

*images taken by beth fujiura*

sakura drove me, sukhyung and jimmy home (thanks sakura!) so i could get back to work at the gap. good times. at least it wasn't at 6am today. watched tv tonight... do you know i had a dream the other day about using the tivo my sister promised me? the sole purpose of that dream was to relish in how great it was to have and use tivo. my mother thinks i'm crazy.

my cousin's baby!!! so darling.

merry christmas
merry christmas
merry christmas and happy holidays

*nsync is so wise.

christmas is fun. although our family didn't put up a tree again this year, i think this is one of the first really good christmas' we've had in awhile. this year, i didn't feel as helpless getting christmas presents because i have the money to back up my credit card charging. i finished most of my present shopping already, but picked up a few more last minute gifts because my sister said she got me mulitple gifts, and i felt bad because i had only gotten her one. so i went to go get jeff-gu another gift, and my sister two more gifts and ended up finding something else for my dad too. but it was fun.. i came home to wrap more presents and then clean a little bit for christmas eve dinner.

i left work early (shh.. don't tell my boss) to go get those gifts, but it's okay.. cuz my computer was freaking out and there wasn't much to do anyways. i was SO tired already because i didn't get out of the gap until midnight the day before and stayed up late to wrap presents.

my dad: look! i bought christmas presents, yours is the biggest one!!
me: *covers eyes* i don't want to see it!!! put it away!!!
my dad: but you need to wrap it!
me: i'm not gonna wrap my own present!!
my dad: oh okay.

silly daddy. my sister came home early to wrap her presents then we headed to the mall to do more last minute shopping, and early returns :) and to the wherehouse to rent movies cuz i needed to use up my gift card. legally blonde 2 sucks, freaky friday is pretty good, and i'm waiting for my sister to come back so we can watch how to deal. it was super fun, we ate hot pot for dinner and watched movies and then opened presents.... it was a really fun time :) hope everyone has a great christmas as well.

go check out pete thurston :) he did an interview with 91x (like kroq in san diego.. but not as good) and it was really cool. he's the shizzle... pete sang, and this girl called in and said how great he was, plus they talk some about jason mraz in his interview, so go check out the stories he has to tell. and then he also did a musical review of lord of the rings, which was apparently great. i didn't understand much, probably because i haven't seen any of the movies.. but it'll make you lotr lovers out there smile.

the hottness that is pete thurston

pete sings great, plays a mean guitar and is a great guy. love him. let him rock your body.

sorry it's been so long since i blogged. i kept wanting to blog, but when it actually came down to do it i was too tired or didn't feel like it anymore :P. not that any of you care- all three of you. i did get hounded by manny's infamous "journal nazi" but when i told him that it was sweet that he cared, he told me not to put words in his mouth. punkass.

i was going to put a happy bday message for my mom... but i forgot, and now it's not worth is because her bday has passed and she doesn't read this thing anyways (thank god). but her birthday was last friday for all of you to know (dec 19) send lots of money and gifts to my house next year.. i'll make sure she gets it :) i bought her her favorite kind of cake from this japanese bakery called bon jour (go figure).. but it's this really good coffee cake. expensive too.. $25. but it's my mommy right? joan and jeff-gu came back home and we (plus my mom's friends the kuo's) went to go eat at this chinese vegetarian restaurant "house of vege" sounds enticing huh? it's alright, and it's a place where my mom can eat everything.. so it's her birthday.. whatever she wants. good thing i had a big lunch though. we had our holiday potluck and gift exchange at work. it was good.. did even less work than usual (if that's possible) :P and ate lots of food. speaking of which, this temp job is bad for me.. i sit on my butt all day and just eat food the everyone brings in.. i had six donuts last week.. i'm going to have a bus driver booty soon. really really really need to utilize that gym membership next year... i would say that would be my new year's resolution.. but who keeps those things? no one.. :P

in other exciting news... yay!!! my cousin had her baby, lily anna wong (aww.. how pretty), last friday (same bday as my mom!). i'm sure she's cute as heck, i wish i could see her. maybe if i move to new york :P i wish i could be the cool aunt and buy her lots of stuff.. i just may be.. we'll see. baby gap!!

i got my dawson's creek season 2 dvd that i ordered from amazon.com.. YAY!!!!!! i haven't had time to watch it.. but knowing that i have it makes me tingle all over. the box is so gorgeous. :P and plus its the season where dawson and joey are together... aww... the good episodes. the only ones that beat that are the episodes with chad michael murray. hott. i long for the day that i just hole up in my room, and watch my felicity and dawson dvd's. hell yes. plus sex in the city season 5 is coming out soon. shibby. although sex in the city has warped my brain. i was at the sharper image with vivian and we were "testing out" the massage chairs and there was a table full on "interesting" massagers.. hahaha.. vivian told me that's when we know when we watch too much sitc. :P but i love it.

wednesday i went to go see rent with nicole. i LOVE LOVE LURVE rent. i wasn't sure about this cast... but it was awesome. and i have a new boyfriend... dan domenech. he was just in the swing and also "paul" but he sang really really well and was quite the cutie. it was my fourth and half time seeing it and everytime is always great. i got all the tinglies and mouthed along to all the songs (i'm such a geek). the guy who played collins was AWESOME. he made nicole bawl. it was also funny because 'mark' reminded us of joe bussiere (too bad beth didn't come) and 'angel' reminded us of pic.. interesting.. haha.. it was very spur of the moment because i had forgotten it was playing in la again (i had heard numerous commercials on the radio at work, but since them forgot) but it was advertised on my ticketmaster email that i get. so i looked it up and it was playing at the wilshire and the grove in anaheim- but the grove was way too f'in expensive, so the wilshire it was. but tuesday and wedneday were the only days that we were available.. especially due to our brokeness. but the RADDEST part is that me and nicole got rush tickets. yay!!! i actually got rush tickets... i worked through lunch and left work early, drove like a semi-maniac up there but wasted 20 minutes trying to find parking. la is so confusing! but we got the second to last two rush tickets.. (i would have cried if i had just missed it... because of freaking parking). we got number 40 and 41 out of 42. phew... we sat in the second row :) and on the edge.. but i think i prefered it that way. not as much turning my head from right to left. too bad i wasn't sitting on the right side though.. near my new bf. :P but it was excellent.. i think rent will always be my favorite.. for a myriad of reasons, but also because it rocks. thanks nicole for indulging with me. we also had dinner at the red lobster down the street. their biscuits rock my world. yum.

it did make me want to go into theatre even more.. but those are always pipe dreams... we'll see. but nicole and i did come up with a plan that i was going to up with and idea, she was going to write the show and i proofread and produce and direct, and we both star in it. haha... sounds good to me.

saturday i finally got invited to beth and ryan's infamous south bay/torrance party. now i count as a "torrance person" i guess. or maybe they just invited me so i could give a jill a ride and they just wanted her there. but in any case.. it was fun. i got to play mario double dash.. and i saw a people i went to middle school with that i hadn't seen in awhile. it was trippy ... but still fun. i didn't feel as out of place as i thought i might have, and especially because there wasn't a huge amount of people there.. but i still managed to blend in. it was good to see them again... maybe it will be more frequently in the future. we too (like every other party out there) had the white elephant gift exchange. it was pretty cool and not too ruthless. lots of corroborating among the couples (freaking couples)... and ryan had no faith in my present giving skills just because i brought in a gap bag... (no time to wrap) but he ended up with the cranium cosmo due to his wonderful girlfriend beth. shame on you ryan. i am a great present giver dammit. i ended up with some hot cocoa mix that i gave to mike and traded the spongebob magnets for this space pen with jason (ryan's brother) who is like the nicest person in the world. he is the best... thanks so much for trading with me. he traded because he said that "she seems to want the pen a lot more than i do" and i know he wanted that pen a lot. how nice is that. thanks to jason.. he's going to have great present karma and i'll make it up to him :)

other than that i just worked lots.. temp job, gap. it's been busy busy at the mall with lines going to the fitting rooms or to the front door, depending on which way they swing. it's been alright, except for some of the attitude i get... because i can fix it right? i'm sorry that it's christmas and there are a million people just like you who want to buy presents and have boxes too... what would you like me to do about it? grr.. but i do like being at the register better than out on the floor, so that works to my advantage. except i was feeling pretty shitty on sunday because i got cheated and tricked and i'm supposed to be smarter than that. i guess i'm not, but my manager made me feel a little better telling me that everyone falls victim to it. but i still feel like i should be better than that. boo. next time. it rolled over and i still have this scared sense over me like i'm constantly worried that i'm going to mess up again.. but i just gotta get over it. at least it's not as bad as that time the lady cussed me out and i went to the back and cried. maybe i have tougher skin.. oh well. at least i didn't get in a lot of trouble. :( i also love how people come up and complain about how they're so tired and how they think that i should feel sorry for them. cuz i haven't been here since 7am (and for the last few days) at the hub of craziness in the mall. right. i mean.. i know it's my job and everything, so that's why i smile and say i'm doing great, but it's just funny how sometimes people just don't think. but i really do love the people who feel sorry for us and aren't demanding but just nice and ask us how we're doing. some lady even offered me $4 "for my christmas" what a nice lady. unfortunately i couldn't accept it, but she made me happy again. people like that make it bearable.

vivian called me and wanted to meet up because she was in the area, so we had cheesecake factory (yum) and then went back and braved the mall and i actually got most of my christmas shopping done (all but 1.5 presents). yay. :) now i just have to wrap them. haha.. you'll be getting your presents in a few weeks. :P i worked saturday, sunday, yesterday and tonight, and then friday night. (in addition to the temp job of course). thanks. i hope i don't get sick again. come visit me.. it'll make my day... we'll go have dairy queen.

one last thing (congrats if you made it all the way through!!) i saw this and thought it was pretty interesting. i know nicole reads wilwheaton.net a lot, so she'll enjoy this if she hasn't already heard (which i'm sure she has).. but for the rest of you to know. i had the hugest crush on him as wesley crusher (haha.. how appropriate). what a cutie:

"Congratulations to Wil Wheaton who recently joined the ranks of bloggers-turned-authors with a fancy three-book deal. Folks, don't get left out, learn How To Get A Book Deal With Your Blog. It's all good."

we had our best loss yet tonight :P 9-1. not too shabby. it would have been like 5-1 or 6-1 except for all the runs i gave up in the second to last inning due to my awful pitching. i'm sorry team.

question.. how come everytime i play on a team with ryan skophammer i get hurt. lssp- sprained my ankle, and then knocked over by some very large man. softball, i've gotten knocked down, fallen over and most recently today i got beaned by the very first hitter at the top of the game. she hit it right to me and i turn and it hit me real hard right on my right shoulder, my pitching arm. i just let the ball drop and paul or mike (i wasn't paying attention anymore) scrambled to get it why i silently moaned. they let me have a few practice pitches and they were pretty concerned and maybe took it a little easier because they were scared of hitting me (and i ducked everytime someone hit the ball after that). my shoulder is a bit sore, but i'm alright, no broken bones. we'll see tomorrow. i'm glad at least it didn't hit me in the face, and also that i was wearing my sweatshirt for that extra padding. but definitely definitely glad it didn't hit me in the face.. i don't know if i would have recovered from that, she hit it really hard. but everyone was worried and asking me if i was okay, and ryan just turns around and says, "yea she's fine.. jean's a tank." uhhh.. thanks ryan? hahaha

the BEST part was that maritza, norma and christine came down from riverside to be extra cheerleaders for our team!! they brought their "desert oasis" (but really cal poly pomona) pom poms and cheered for us, waved their pom poms and asses and made the other team jealous. :) i pitched the best when they were cheering for me. they made me smile. :) thanks girls!!! (maritza made me write that.. really i thought they were cki losers with no life... KIDDING). thanks for coming girls.. it means the world to us.. that we have supporters even if we suck. now we expect you at every game. see you there. thank you sakura for coming too. no oranges this time though. :P

and also.

happy birthday philippa!!!

you rule.

my feet are t-i-r-e-d.

i just worked 8 hours (plus 1 hour lunch) at the gap starting at 6:45am this morning. we opened at 9am, so i spend 2 hours and 15 minutes cleaning the fitting room and stocking the cashwrap. it really wasn't too bad and that's 2 hours and 15 minutes that i don't have to spend running around like a maniac trying to help people. it's a little bit of quiet time, and i can't really complain because there was a whole mess of people who had to be there at 5am to process shipment and change the displays. but i also didn't do much running around either, i trying to organize the sale racks and basically just rang people up all, which is my favorite place to be, so it's okay. but my feet still hurt.

the weekend is almost over and i'm sad, but this week there's two potlucks at my two jobs so it'll be fun. also dawson's creek season 2 comes out this tuesday.. excited i am so very much. :) i love dawson's creek, i don't care what you think. i've spent a good lot of time this weekend watching my felicity dvd's.. i think i watched like 6 or 7 episodes :) and even got my mom into a little bit of it. hehe. as i've been getting older we do a lot less of the family stuff that we used to do a lot when i was little, but tv is something that links we do as a family (sad i know.) but it's nice to see my parents watching tv together and laughing together instead of arguing all the time. it's a happy time and place.

i still have some christmas shopping to do, except i hate going to the mall if i don't have to work, and i hate staying at the mall longer when i am working because i just want to go home, and don't want to go shopping on my lunch break because my feet are too tired.. so i'm just going to have to suck it up and find a time to do it. i still don't really feel christmas-y yet even though it like less than 2 weeks away. maybe because we haven't put our tree up ... but in the piles of crap that make up my house where would it go? i did buy a few gifts today, so i feel productive enough.

we have a softball game later tonight (i think, if it doesn't start raining again). wish us luck!!! (i guess just hope that the 20 run mercy rule doesn't go into effect because i think we've given up hope of beating any other team. sad.)

i thought it was cute, very gay, but still cute.


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today is friday. i would like nothing better than to just go the heck home. today and yesterday i have been quite bored and just want to go home and sleep... or at least be able to come to work in my fleece pants. it gets progressively harder and harder to find the motivation to get out of bed... so i begin to think that i'll never be able to handle a real job. i'd like to think that if i loved my job and cared about it, it wouldn't be so hard. but that's something i won't know for right now.

i found a job opening in san diego, and considered applying. i'm a little bit freaked about the prospect of moving back, which sounds weird after all the times i whine and complain about missing san diego, but it's different now. i still have a few friends left in san diego, but life is different and they all have different friends and people they hang out with, i have a fear that i would be too lonely down in sd. my life in la is definitely different than my life in san diego. and my san diego life was all because i was still in school, i wonder what it would be like without the preimposed college lifestyle.

i have to work at el gap-o tonight, i wish i could just go home and sleep. sleep is glorious. i miss my bed.

dang it.. one last post.

i LOOOOOVE this tristan prettyman & jason mraz song. i listen to it like a fiend over and over and over again.
it is the best.


Shy that way

you know your stunning
absolutely stunning
and I'm running always running

and now I'm crying
you know only cause I'm caring
and if you were more daring maybe you'd stop staring
and come over and talk to me
and tell me about how you've been waiting patiently
and how you tried but I just turned away
and I'll say, "yeah well you know, I'm shy that way"

shy that way
shy that way
maybe I'm shy that way

you know she's stunning
she's absolutely stunning
but she's always running
but ill catch up to her...

the way she keeps her distance
keepin my interest
so ill keep it consistent

maybe someday, someway, somehow, sometime
we'll get together and we'll break it down
and I'll ask, "why you gotta be so shy, why you gotta be that way?"
well maybe, baby, I like it that way

shy that way
maybe I, like it shy that way
maybe I love you so shy that way

Ok, I'm shy that way...

there's always too much talking
and I wanna just keep walking
and I keep staring, baby, keep staring
though I may not know the right things to say
I'll get it out to you one day

shy that way
shy that way

do you like it? do you like it when I'm shy
yes I like it, yes I like it, when your shy

shy that way

i never posted this, but i meant to. beth is the best. this is the AWESOME present she MADE me. shot glasses with my name on it (now my parents think i'm a raging alcoholic... thanks beth). but they're SO cool.
beth is neat.

*gasp.. i'm turning into pete... i just posted 3 times in one day. what is wrong with me! somebody stop me!

tonight was fun. we cancelled practice and beth and i hung out, ate dinner, talked about how pathetically tragic people are, letting me laugh at myself, a lot. and then i came home and watched a police chase with my daddy. too bad the guy just gave up after driving on his rims for 20 minutes. he should have at least made a run for it. make it exciting, make those cops work for their money. hahaha.. what a loser. i love police chases... can't beat la for that!

i don't really feel like writing, but i want to blog, so here goes. haah. last thursday i went with ann and william to the anaheim hob and saw jc chasez in concert. oh yea baby. it was really really good. aside from the popstar trying to be a hardcore rocker it was fun. some things here and there made me laugh, but i loved it all anyways. the funniest thing was when jc first came out on stage and he swung the microphone out and pulled it back real quick (trying to look superstar cool) and he smacked himself in the mouth. me and ann busted up laughing. of course i felt bad, but it was hilarious. i was laughing through the whole first song. the songs were different, dancey, he changed outfits a few times and had lots of scantily clad back up dancer girls. and wade robson was there.. haha.. what a cutie. it's just interesting that it was very sexual at some times, and there's all these 14 year old girls screaming and what not.. it was like.. "uhh.. sure" but i really enjoyed it, and he is sexxxy :) he sings well, and dances well and is just hunky dory. tony lucca opened for him, and that was really cool too :) a different kind of show, but good.

saturday i went to stup's wedding!! it was sooo beautiful, and amanda looked absolutely gorgeous. :) it was good to see the girls again of course.

stup's hair was so pretty!!!

sunday i went to kristin's movie shoot (the director from the play i worked on), that was fun too. i spent most of the weekend on the couch or in bed because i had a nasty case of the flu. i didn't know quite what it was but i was miserable... and i watched the news the other day and i had all the symptoms. sunday night/monday morning i slept for 16 hours. i feel better now, it seems almost like i didn't even have it because i got better so quickly... but that's a good thing, so i shouldn't jinx myself. maybe i just have a strong immune system. or at least strong recovery system. or just lots and lots of sleep is the key. but i've also noticed that this week, even though i've been going to sleep pretty late i'm still really well rested and not really that tired :) maybe that's the trick, get lots of rest during the weekend.

TooMuchPete: I'm coming in January... for real this time...
TooMuchPete: The money is all set aside
jeanyah: SERIOUS??!!!!!!
jeanyah: YAY!!!
TooMuchPete: Yeah... manny hooked me up with a side project that actually netted me some $$$.
jeanyah: i have the biggest grin on my face
jeanyah: you don't even know
jeanyah: yay for manny!
TooMuchPete: So I just want y'all to know that I worked 16 hours the week before dead week just to see you crazy people who make fun of my white boy dancing.
jeanyah: YOU ARE THE BEST!
jeanyah: we're going to have the schools, he's really coming to see me, er.. us. jk. we're also going to take him to drink and dance... i hope he practicesgreatest time ever
TooMuchPete: Hahaha... now don't get carried away.
TooMuchPete: You're going to inflate my modest ego if you're not careful.


i am SO excited that pete is FINALLY coming to california. i don't know what exactly it is, but it will be a banging good time. hehe.. even if he says he's coming to visit law before then. :) i can send him my darren's dance moves if he wants :) YAY... PETE HOLIDAY IS COMING TO CALIFORNIA!!!!

a whole work day, two naps, a lunch with my mommy, a blog, eleven emails, twenty websites read, two online gifts, 1 yahoo game and seven im conversations later the dsl is back on for the network.

i'm going to go home in nine minutes and have 5 days of work to do. oh yea.

i'm excited for average joe tonight :) she dresses up in a fat suit and watches the hidden cameras to see them talk smack about her "cousin" and then takes it off in front of them later after she says that she's heard everything. it's going to be great, they're going to wet their pants.

i'm here at work and one of the networks is down, so i can't do any work at all. i have just sit here idly and wait for it to be back up, if at all. last time i sat here for four hours until i went home. right now i am sitting here wishing that i could go home and sleep in my warm comfy bed. boo. i am also trying very hard to not fall asleep at my desk. the dsl is down on one system, but thank god it's still working on the other, so at least i have something to do, or i would possibly have cried.

i can't sleep in on weekends, because then i can't go to bed in time to wake up on monday mornings. no wonder they're the worst. i can't hack this working thing. 8-5, 5 days a week. i miss sleeping in, i miss my soap operas. i need to get a job like khay seng's- working a casino from 8pm-6am. or maybe i'll go process mail at the post office. argh... i mean i guess it would be different if it was a job i enjoyed, or even a "real" job, but it's neither. and i have to stare at computer screens all day long, now my eyes are burning, i seriously think i'm going to go blind.

sorry about all the whining, i super cranky and even more bored than usual.. and i didn't think it was possible. this weekend was cool. aside from the massive amounts of food i loaded into my loaded into my body and now none of my pants with fit :P friday and saturday i worked my oh so fun retail job. it's cool i guess, because i'm making money, but it does definitely suck that you have to go to work when your family is on holiday and going out places and what not. plus standing for many many hours in uncomfortable shoes yields not only blisters, but lots of pain. it's alright to be back at the gap though, like it's definitely different than working my computer job all day. i like the human interaction, i really wish i could work at disneyland though. too bad it ain't closer.

friday night i got to hang out with beth and she gave me another birthday gift (she made yummy yummy brownie cake. mushy and fudgey just the way it should be) but it's the coolest. she got me candy and care bear socks. when i first saw the socks in the bag i warned her that if it was some cruel joke and they were toe socks that i'd smack her with them. but they weren't :) plus she gave me a set of four double shot glasses that she personalized!! one for each letter of my name and cute little designs. they're soooooooooo great. THANKS BETH.. YOU ROCK MY NEW SOCKS OFF!! i'm going to drink from my shot glasses, wearing my new socks, while eating candy and watching felicity - and if you want to know what date it is i'll tell you by looking at my chippendales calendar. :P then we went to henessey's for dinner/snack and the kettle for dessert. i wanted to go somewhere with atmosphere, so it was cool. at the kettle we watched this guy stare at each girl's ass that walked by and looked so proud for being such a big man. we laughed at him a lot.

saturday vivian stopped by work right before my shift ended and invited me to come out with her and some friends. so i went home to rest my feet for a bit and then headed out to hermosa again. we went to the pier to this place across from sharkeez.. like fat fish fry.. something shack? all the shirts said f.f.f.f. so it was something like that. we got the sweetest parking space though :) and i just hung out with vivian and her friends jamie, james and julian. hahah.. all the j's and vivian :P i drank a good amount, threw around lots of money and talked to a few people. it was a good time, although i really wanted to dance but the lines at sharkeez and patrick malloys were ridiculously way too long. although i didn't mind the cold at all because i couldn't feel it. haha.. that's a cure to being cold :) just get smashed. after some driving back and forth and chit chatting julian (who is friends of my friends from ucsd.. small world huh?) drove us home and i drank water, drunk immed nicole and manny (sorry for my bad bad typing.. but i wasn't mean.. at all) i went to bed praying that the next morning wouldn't be too bad, and it wasn't :)

sunday i just chilled. i watched like 5 episode of felicity.. yay. it's so good. it makes me all tingly inside. too bad freaking j.j. abrams ditched it to go create alias and ruin scott foley's marriage. haha. everyone says "oh michael vartan's hot" which i fully agree, but still you should cheat of your husband (especially if it's scott foley) for anyone. what a hooker. anyways... felicity is rad... had a quick snack with vivian and then headed to my sisters to do some editing and eat dinner. i live an exciting life, i know.

so this is probably longer than you wanted to read, but i really have nothing better to do, so too bad. at least i hope you enjoyed your stay. i'll probably come back in a few minutes.


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you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.


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