i got the bright idea to look in my old old cell phone for some of my old numbers and ta-da!!! there they were. so if i had your number in my cell pre-july, then whoo hoo, i have found it again. (i feel a little stupid to all the people i sent christmas cards to asking for their number because i just told them i lost it. i'm gonna call them, and they're going to be like.. uhh.. i thought you lost my number, i thought i got rid of you for good.) but i spent a good 10-20 minutes entering numbers into my phone again, it felt great.

i feel semi-complete now.