man oh man.. i just watched tonight's big brother episode on tivo. i have never laughed so hard when someone was sobbing... sure.. that sounds kind of mean.. but i REALLY dislike this certain alliance on the show .. "the frienship" and they were so mad when another girl got "america's choice phone call". admittedly.. the phone call was kind of dumb.. but SO funny in the fact that it made the other girl so upset. i mean.. if i hated someone and they got all the prizes, and then a meaningless phone call.. i'd be pissed too. BUT.. since the girl was crying is super annoying, it was hilarious.

watching a carson daly that i tivo'ed with michael vartan (=SO HOT) and ben lee = yay for catch my disease!! thanks to beth, kelly and isaac/pete/saba/tim/etc etc for covering and introducing me to the song :) carson daly is really funny too. when he introduced michael vartan.. of course all the girls in the audience were going crazy for him. and he's like, "You know it's funny because instinctively I just want to say like 'here's britney spears at #4.' Like when I hear screams like that, it sends me back....." hahaha.. so funny carson.

la di da.. waiting for my laundry to be done drying....

tomorrow i go back to my "normal" job instead of the substituting stint. it's a little sad because it's a different pace, different people. i'll miss interacting with the clients as much, and of course the people in the department. but of course it's not like i won't see them ever... i'll still see them everyday. hahaha.. but it's nice that everyone in my own side of the street has been missing me. hahaha.. i know.. narcissist. :)

i have to decide if i want still work at el gap-o and hockey. i mean.. more so one than the other.. just because of availibility reasons. do i want to work 7 days a week? i don't really "need" to.. but extra cash and something to do is always nice. but lounging around and being have to have free time is also nice. i should probably scale it back a bit, but i do always wish i can do everything. i have a few more days to think about it maybe. the perks, the plusses, the minuses, and the stress.

not much besides that. trying to clean stuff for the garage sale... organizing softball again.. yay menacers!! :) and pictures of coldplay are up.. not that great cuz i was pretty far. and pictures of us in hermosa and topless bull rider are up ... let me know if you want to see them (drea.. i'll email you the link so we can compare "our" girls! :P), they're hidden and password protected :P

i was watching some news of Katrina today and yesterday at work. YIKES. it makes me realize how lucky i am to live in so.cal. i've never had to deal with hurricanes/tornados/typhoons and weather of that sort. sure we have the earthquakes and the fires, but it seems like.. well. i don't want to say anything to jinx it... but i can't really imagine all of that just.... there's NOTHING that anyone can do. i don't know that many people in that area, and the ones i do know i don't really keep in touch with much anymore.. but i feel really bad for everyone out there. i heard that Katrina may be tearing up through ohio, and my aunt lives there, so maybe it will start to hit closer to home. but i already feel really bad. i wish i could do something (besides just the monetary thing)... but it's all so.. helpless. i'm at a loss for words.. sorry if i sounded ignorant.

whoo!! laundry beeped... hope it's done. see ya later gators!