before you think i'm crazy about other people's perceptions of me..

jeanyah: well.. my roommates gonna be gone in march
jeanyah: and i'll need friends.
jeanyah: so... get better before then
izeta: haha...don't you have like 900 friends?

and

jeanyah: since i'm not in production or features any more.. i talk to a lot less ppl
jeanyah: haha.. sucks.
mahina: but you know everyone!!!!

is this really the image i portray and give off? and is that necessarily a good thing? and how did it get to be this way? cuz i smile a lot and say hi to everyone? (damn you, gap.) tonight i'm gonna be at home, possibly by myself, maybe with my friend patron.

ps. today for lunch i got free tacos and saw brad pitt. score. job doesn't suck so bad now does it? okay fine.. it still kind of does :(

pps. hush - no mention of the fact that i was "trying" to make plans in conversation one. it really is only because i know these plans with this person never actually materialize. sometimes those are the best kinds of plans. because you never feel guilty for flaking.

ppps. hahah.. i just got the weirdest sensation of being very "brooke davis". hahahah.. i guess it could be worse, but there's like two (maybe just one) who will know what i'm talking about.