god (or as jessica simpson would say: gawwwwww)... it's only tuesday. i feel so slow and sluggish today.. and it feels like time is moving soo much slower. i was so ready for it to be saturday already. i need to stop sleep so late when i have to go to work the next day. no more late night marathon phone calls! followed by my staying up and watching tv.. brilliant huh? today i woke up way later than i was supposed to and showed up kind of late at work.. but it's okay.. they're not super nazis about it because i get all my shit done. although today was a slower day than usual and the work load was light so i surfed on the internet a lot today. and for all you people who say "wow jean.. productive.. i can't believe you get paid to waste space" fuck you. i get all my work done, so there isn't anything left to do. don't try to make me more miserable about my life than i already know.

this weekend was fun. well sunday was fun, saturday i worked. it was easy enough. funny though because i saw this guy who works at nissan come in, and then i met another guy who was like "yea i work at nissan" and i was like "me too!" crazy business. i saw him on monday wearing his new gap pants.. hahah.. funny. it's always nice to make new friends :) sunday armando picked me up (thank you!) (because my car is busted - yet again) and we met up with nicole at DISNEYLAND. although i was quite excited the quickly went downhill at the beginning. i learned that the day after i renewed my pass they hiked up the prices (which i actually knew cuz my dad told me) but the guy who renewed my pass told me if wanted to upgrade i could still get my original rates. well HE LIED. i wanted to upgrade and those f*ckers wanted to charge me $130 because that was now the difference between what i paid for my renewal pass and the current premium pass price. whhaaaaattt.. $130. that is a lot of frikkin money.. it's more than twice the amount i would have paid to renew in the first place. grrr.. i was so mad and bitter. i may have scared little kids around me while griping to nicole and armando yelling "this blows!!!" i spent yesterday trying to call guest relations and the AP hotline.. and no dice. boooooo disney boooooo. i was really mad. they only offered a half-ass "sorry" that someone gave me the wrong info. and it's so odd too because the new deluxe pass is a $14 more.. but the new premium pass is $74 more! making the premium pass $100 more than the deluxe. why must you have so much money michael eisner or whoever fired you when they tried to buy disney out.. whatever.. i don't know.

ANYWAYS. i tried to be happy and that works pretty well when you get a bunch of people wet. hahah.. i made armando and nicole go the grizzly rapids at california adventure. i love that ride and they hate how they always get wet, but it's always tons of fun. we rode with this really excited little boy.. he was so funny. after nicole said "that drop was weak" he goes "yea WEAK!" and during other drops he'd go "oh yea, totally awesome! totally awesome" and do a little dance. cute. i had to go on the maliboomer (they shoot you up in the air) because armando didn't want to puke up his dinner and nicole is a wuss. one day she'll have to go on that ride.. it's not that bad! while waiting for the our fast pass time on california screaming i learned a very valuable lesson. i probably shouldn't gamble in vegas. i'm one of those people who always thinks.. "okay.. one more time" fifty more times.. or however many it takes until you win. we walked by the boardwark games and watched people win and lose. and they convinced me to play this "knock two down and win" game. well i sucked at it.. not totally because i'd knock one down out of three.. but you needed two.. so who cares right? we all spent a few dollars on that until armando finally won. but i say the broken piece fell down as a result of the force of the one next to it falling down. hahaha.. oh well. so armando won nicole a red rally monkey. next we headed over to the "dolphin derby" where you roll the ball in the holes to make the dolphin move across blah blah blah. i spent a few more dollars playing that. armando tried to tell me that the "secret" was to just roll it in the closest hole.. because although you only move one "jump" the ball comes back to you faster. uh no.. that didn't work. when i got nicole and armando to play he sucked. hahah :P nicole was pretty hilarious screaming "pink dolphin!!!!" the game runner-man was highly entertained by her. he probably thought we were all on crack. i lost yet again, and so we decided to go ride the awesome possum rollercoaster and break the losing streak. "walk away from the game jean... just walk away" it's pretty great riding with nicole on roller coasters because she gets all delirious and starts hysterically laughing and yelling "get me off this thing!" "i hate you!" so as the rollercoaster counted down to take off nicole went into a panic and in between her delirium she was screaming. i laughed so hard in between my screams and almost choked. it's great. hahaha. after the rollercoaster i dragged them back to the "dolphin derby" because i was going to win dammit. and i did. HAH. i must of had the spirit of "calafia" with me. hah.. whatever.. no. it was alllll bad ass talent. :P ("calafia" is the spirit of california.. who is actually whoopi goldberg. i learned all this in the "very informative" golden dreams movie/show. god it was so so bad. ask me why.. i don't think i can even describe it's horridness in text.) afterwards we went back to disneyland, rode some rides and watched fantasmic. there was this cute girl who screamed bloody murder when mickey got blown up. it was amusing in the cute way.. because how nice it is to be young and believe in those imaginary things and happy concepts. everything at disneyland seems so real - not just like motorized robots. or when you realize mickey's voice is coming out but his mouth's not moving. hahah. but i do love fantasmic.. it's quite possibly my favorite thing at the park.

yesterday was the average joe: adam returns finale. it was different because you didn't know who were going to be the final two..although i guessed right :) and i totally guessed who he picked in the end. i'm so good. see watching all these shows aren't for nothing! although it cemented it when nicole called to tell me that adam was such an idiot and a moron and stupid and retarded. hahah.. as i was watching it and i found out that he picked rachel and samantha.. i knew who he picked. thanks for ruining it for me nicole! :P but it was a pretty hilarious episode. probably the funniest one of this round. (which i wonder why they edited it into only a few episodes) on one of the private dates he was trying to stand up and made up some lame song.. but it was hilarious. and just seeing him be a goofball. and his commentary on doggie outfit shopping.. hahahaha. and then they were making this western saloon brawl movie and david daskal came back and as adam punches him he says "here's a private date.... with my fist!" or when adam said dating a girl with her ex's initials tattooed on her was worse than dating a guy who dated fabio. hah. quite entertaining. but i guess in the same way you knew melana was going to pick jason, and larissa was going to pick gil.. it was all about attraction. and although the other choice is nice and you get along well you think about that other person all the time because they're hot. especially in adam's case where it was only a two week period. he had a crush on the hot girl... it's exactly what he was like in average joe 1... he wanted "the girl," not melana, "the girl". i think it's funny that he says "i think i'm smarter than melana and larissa" yet he did the exact same thing they did. although he also did a typical guy thing and probably got freaked out by the perfectness/too true to be goodness of rachel, the long termness that it could be (even though that's what he said he wanted).. but when his parents started gushing about her. that was the kiss of death. but he also said he made up his mind before he even went home.. so it was a done deal. the only reason he was having issues was because he didn't want to hurt his family.. not rachel. what a fucktard. pete's right.. i think adam did lose a lot of fans last night.. because he's just as shallow as everyone else, but tries to say he isn't.. this is what tv teaches.. you want the hot one. you want the lusty one.. especially after only two weeks. remind me.. wasn't there supposed to be a different point to this show? oh well.. at least he got one thing right.. he'll still be around for average joe 12.