so here i am.. bored at work.. AGAIN. surprise surprise. i guess it's not so bad people tell me "you get paid to do nothing" or "at least you get to surf the internet at work" and while that's true (and i still get all my work done)... there are consequences. i've gotten bored of the internet. you would never think it's possible.. but i'm sure there are times when i never want to see a computer again for a long while. my eyes get all wiggy from staring at the computer screen for far too many hours. i guess i'm just bitter (again) today because i wanted to go do some errands on my lunch hour, so i was eating while i was working. i guess people consider that your lunch hour anyways because you were eating.. so these guys gave me a hard time about it. maybe i'm just overly-sensitive to that kind of junk, but now i'm sitting here blogger and chatting about to go play some internet games because i couldn't take my "real" lunch break. i don't have any work i could be doing right now and like i told my friend it's so hard to take this job seriously when it's all monkey work and everyone else fools around too. but because i'm a newbie i get ragged on the most. maybe i just need to quit so it'll kick my ass into finding a real job (maybe) or i can live off my savings for awhile until i drain them again and then find another temp job. or i could just work at the gap full time. at least i feel that's somewhat more purposeful than this. isn't that sad. i'm just really perturbed right now i guess. there are just too many things pissing me off right now.

ANYWAYS. my dad leaves for taiwan on friday. so i've been trying to do quality time with him. last night he got dinner from yoshinoya (which i abhor) but my dad loves it so we had a nice dinner together. i'm such a daddy's girl. later i was watching tv and there was a police chase on. haha my dad got real excited and a little sad when they stopped showing it (because it was boring) and had other news to show. normally i love car chases, but it was the premiere of the bachelor (season 5). yes.. i've become that sad where my urge for the bachelor overrules watching a car chase. awful. plus.. i even cried at the end of american idol when camile got kicked off.. i was really sad i liked her (as a person). her performance wasn't so great.. but it was waaaaaaay better than those two janky guys jpl and jason or whatever their names are. how are they still on there?! is it cuz one of them kind of looks like clay aiken? ugh.. kick them off already!! stop voting for them pre-teen girls! but the bachelor was HOTT. it was pretty funny because during the rose ceremony he said the wrong name and had to tell the girl that she wasn't supposed to get a rose. how sad. hahaha.. and this time around there's a girl pretending to be a contestant but is actually a spy for him. nice. it drove me crazy trying to figure out who it is, they blurred her out and changed her voice.. and even made it look like she had brown hair. buuut.. thanks to the wonder of the internet i know who the spy is. hahah. so i went back and watched parts where she was in it and picked up things here and there and ... one part where it shows him talking to his spy.. they actually use two different clips of two different girls, but both their heads are blurred, so you think it's this one girl because of her dress, but it's not!... tricky tricky!! that's why editors rock. but i was reading this article and it says that jesse and this girl are still together now.. which is good. hahah.. he's only 25.. pick me!! pick me!! but it's weird because the girls on the show range from like 21-ish to 29 or something. it's weird to see so many girls my age or younger on this show so ready to get married already. but they're accepting applications for another new bachelor already. who wants me to nominate them?! ooh.. and 25 bachelorettes... come on girls! apply to find mr right. hahah

also i tivo'ed on air with ryan seacrest because adam mesh was supposed to be on it.. but janky it was just him calling him. but apparently he's still with samantha and although she hasn't moved in she has a lot of stuff in his apartment. so i guess that's good.. that that relationship has lasted longer than the other two combined. and adam said that they didn't show a lot of their really good conversations and how well him and sam relate to each other.. blah blah blah. another editing default. it's the same thing that meredith said about ian (the bachelorette) to not show the so obvious result. i guess.. i dunno. the only thing that bugged was that when samantha came on the phone she was just like "yea me and adam are having fun hanging out" hanging out? it sounds so... umm.. not real. i dunno.