9 minutes of work left.. and then i get to go home! yay! i am DEAD tired.. but i can't take a nap because if i do then it'll pro-long the jet laggyness. yea.. wasn't i supposed to be over that already? umm.. i thought so.. but i went to bed at 6am this morning. i feel like crying :P yea.. i need to stop taking mid-afternoon naps. but the sucky part is that i have hockey tonight.. so i have to work until like 12:30am. so i feel like i should take a nap. i'll probably just get like a grande from starbucks or something. ack. going to bed as soon as i get home tonight.. i swear!

but it's funny because as i look down the row of computers i see 3 guys playing games and one guy shopping online. and you all thought that it was just me that didn't do any work :P

tv was fun yesterday.. although it was a little sad because the girl that i "sequestered" for who wants to marry my dad got booted last night :( left at the church steps in a wedding dress. how sad huh? it was so dumb too because the dad feigned dissapointment in his interview saying that he had chemistry with her from day one, when the week before he told his daughters that he didn't feel it with her. what a dork.

but i was excited about for love or money because rachel won. yay! i liked her.. i don't know why. i didn't really even watch the first part of this season until the last episode, and i wanted the other girl to win. but that other girl andrea was a snotty nosed brat. she was so smug and smarmy.. blech. so i'm glad it ended how i wanted it to. haha

last night i was really frustrated with a lot of things, which probably added to my staying up-ness.. but i guess they're a little bit better now. spent a lot of time doing some job stuff.. hopefully it will pay off. but i need to not get my hopes up, because it just usually always ends in dissapointment :( i know that it's not just going to come immediately to me, and i have to work hard to get what i want.. and also when the time/situation is right.. it'll happen. i just have to believe.. right? patience is virtue? or some other crap like that.

this week looks exciting though - hopefully i'm not too cranky for it. work tonight, wedding reception tasting tomorrow, disneyland thursday, beth's birthday friday (yay!) and then world water polo tourney this weekend. yay!! :) hopefully my mom doesn't get too mad about me going out too much (yea.. shut up.. i know how old i am) - i'll have to squeeze it cleaning my room in there somewhere :P

on a sad note.. gary hall jr didn't qualify for the 100 free :( he got beat out by eight one hundreths of a second. ugh. he's gonna swim in the relay, but it's not the same you know? it's the 50 free finals tonight.. i'm not going. i'm gonna be "responsible" and go to work :P also i don't know if i could handle the dissapointment if he doesn't make it again.. although it's not gonna happen right? :P he's going to make it.. he will. plus tickets are probably either sold out or $75 (yikes!) i hope he wins though :) and beats that punk ass jason lezak. haha :P i was seriously so sad on sunday when i watched it.. you would think i knew him or something. no.. i'm just retarded. :P