so right now i'm thinking... if i had stayed at my temp job.. i would be off of work right now :P but it's a trade off. sucky job - less hours, better job - more hours. so i guess i can't complain. in fact, i really have no complaints. i was all freaked out about so many things, and i still am a little, but hopefully i will get the hang of things. at least i don't have to take any tests like nicole! haha.. my boss' watchful eye and semi-constant checking ups are a little intimidating though :P

soo.. my new job. i left early today, but i didn't have a difficult time waking up or anything - which is surprising. so i got to take my sweet time getting ready, and also driving here - which there wasn't a lot of traffic, even with the rain. for a certain stretch of the freeway it seemed almost completely empty! i arrived like 30 minutes early.. but it was the weirdest thing like i started to feel really sick. i don't think it was my nervousness or maybe i was hungry, but i started to feel like i was hungover or something... i was going to puke. i parked my car under a tree around the corner of my building, ate an orange i brought as a snack and thankfully it subsided... but i definitely did not feel good.

today is good, i got my badge, processed paperwork, and starting learning the ropes. it's hard because this job isn't about just teaching you wht you need to know.. but it's easier to learn as you go, but i don't know how long the girl is able to sit next to me while i do stuff. like there's so many different things that could happen, but you can't really go through them all.. so i just have to hope that a lot of things happen enough so i learn!

okay.. well this post has taken longer than i expected.. and now it's time to go home.. will post more later!