so i'm pretty bummed right now. i don't think that the star internship is going to be possible. i already got turned down at one place, and the other place hasn't called me back either. i thought about adding a class to do the cooperative career program, but i don't know if i have the time for a class or if i can even get into one at this point. i dunno, i mean i definitely didn't try very hard to do everything to get this spot, but ... it was an uphill battle to begin with. ugh. maybe that's just what i get.

i still haven't called the guy yet, i'm sure he's gonna be like "okay thanks bye." or he already knew just because it's been a week since i've talked to him. my friend ben tried to make me feel better by saying there was "no point in chasing after not-so-great jobs with no pay" so i guess that's true, because so many people questioned why i wanted to do it. but i did really like the facilities and thought i could definitely learn a ton. sakura told me if i didn't do it i wasn't allowed to complain anymore about my job situation. hah.

i have a dentist appointment today. i forgot to floss last night. shoot.