we lost by one... damn damn damn. i HATE that!! i dunno if losing by a lot is worse, or losing when it's so close is worse. either way.. we lost.. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn.

i feel awful because i let too many freaking people walk and too many people hit.. too many runs go in. and i got an awful awful out @ 3rd, where i either should have stayed at second or slid. but i was safe and then fell off the base and got out. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks. we could have got two runs maybe if i didn't get out. damn damn damn.

i hate losing. but you think after last time i'd be used to it by now, but it still always sucks. BUT i guess if we had to lose to anyone, this team is okay because they were nice enough to play and get a win for us last time... so they can have this one.

argh.