there are so many things to say, and i don't know where to start, or how to say them all. it's like when you're really hungry and you get a whole bunch of food, and then once you start eating you're not hungry anymore. well.... kinda.

anyways... let's see.... Friday I finally got my butt out of bed and drove down to SD. First stopping off in Poway to meet up with Angelee.. we were supposed to go shopping, but in combination with my late departure and the massive retardation of traffic (what the heck are people doing on the road at noon on friday.. don't they have work or something?) we didn't get to go. it was quite funny though because right after i got on the 15 traffic was backed up, and i found out because avocados were spilled alllll over the freeway.. there was green and brown mush everywhere (guacamole anyone?) and cops with push brooms trying to clean it up. man.. what a waste of avocados.. i should have got out and saved some... haha.. that's what my mom would have done. jk. anyways.. chilled out at ben's IMMACULATE house. man.. i wish i could live there.. I would commute to ucsd from poway just to live in his hilltop house, it'd be so worth it. haha.. and watched pokemon and jeopardy on his kickass split screen tv. i'm going to live like that someday. anyways, drove over to kristen and jill's... chilled out. checked out the jason and jane show.. it was pretty cool. one of the girls there knew one of my sister's friends.. it was the whole six degrees thing, small world. saturday, after getting three hours of sleep, went to the kiwanis pancake breakfast. i was SO tired.. and i had to keep walking around to keep myself awake, because if i ever stopped and sat down, i'd fall asleep. i wore my princeton sweatshirt and everyone oohed and aahhed until i told them that i really went to UCSD. it's so weird how people treat you differently based on what they think you're like. like whether you're dressed up, dressed down, wearing an ivy league sweatshirt. anyways.. i did get hit on by some dirty old man yet again this year *shudder* but it made my day when three really hot boys showed up. me and tanya giggled the whole time there were there in between the drooling.. jk later house hunted a little bit, but i was SO tired that i just konked out. dinner with Sakura and Carol, they cooked.. yum! and then the Austin Powers movie. it was good, but not like great... maybe the effect has worn out, or i just expect too much. it was still funny, and i laughed a lot, but it's not like OH MY GOD YOU HAVE TO GO SEE... but if you're looking for a good time, call nicole.. oops I mean.. go see the movie. jk on sunday, house hunted with jill. she is my savior, she was like house hunting nazi and made me drive around and call and look at places. she's a pro, because i'm retarded and didn't know how to do anything.. so thanks jill, you rock. but still i didn't find a place because i suck.. so i'm still homeless. g-a-i-y-e. had pizza at home with kristen and spent the evening with the tv and the jason mraz video. kristen was in love. hahahaha. monday, did a little bit of the house hunting, applied for place, thought about a few more places. i don't know exactly what i'm going to do because money and distance are two big factors and too bad the closer i live the more expensive it is. i asked my dad and he told me just to wait until i come back from ICON but i feel like that would be too late. but at the same time.. i have no idea what i'm going to do. yay cardboard box here i come. got to hang out with Taylor and his dog Sarge.. it was lots of fun, we just talked, had lovely conversation.. haha.. gave him his late late late birthday present wrapped in *nsync christmas wrapping paper... that was his favorite part :) ate at joe's crab shack with kristen, it was YUMMY, and then raced home for road rules and sorority life. drove back to torrance at 11pm, and got all freaked out because they shut down the freeway and made everyone take a detour and i swore i was going to get lost, but i didn't, so i was glad. got home and fell asleep, woke up this morning with the lights on, in yesterday's clothes and bad bad breathe (mm. pretty mental images)

today was fun, i went to work... and SHOOK HANDS WITH DARRIN HENSON.. the MAN who choreographed some of *NSYNC's dances. man.. i'm that much closer to JC. he seemed like a super nice guy, asked me my name, introduced himself to a nobody like me. hehehe... maybe he just came from JC's house and shook his hand too.. i could have JC on my hand! heheheheh.. (yes i know.. i'm retarded). anyways.. that was my excitement for today.. drove in fatty traffic to the Virgin Megastore in LA to meet Howie Day. it was alright.. it seemed real nice as well. got my cd autographed.. blah blah blah. ate in n out for dinner while driving home and proceeded to spill crap all over myself, but got home, watched a tape of big brother 3 (from saturday) right after THE BEST CAR CHASE I'VE EVER SEEN.. this guy like got swipe by this van as he sped through the red-light intersection, spun around, almost ran over a pedestrian, kept going, got on the freeway going the wrong way, made some crazy spins and turns, finally started going the right way only to make another crazy turn to go back the wrong way when the cops started chasing him again, his car gave out and he tried to run and jump over fences.. in the end.. he was caught, like they always do. it's just fun to watch I guess.. (you can tell i'm from LA) with my dad yelling "shoot him! shoot him!" and me yelling "run! run! goooooo!" and my mom going "aiya"... it's definitely Q.T. with the family. hahahaha. this one was way exciting though.

i do leave for ICON in less than a week though. that's way crazy.. summer is almost already over. yikes.